William Wilson by Edgar Allan Poe
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of_the apartment were all at once thrown open, to_their full extent, with avigorous and rushing impetuosity that extinguished, as_if by magic, every candle in_the room .Their light, in dying, enabled us just to perceive that astranger had entered, about_my own height, and closely muffled in acloak .The darkness, however, was now total; and we_could only feel that he_was standing in_our midst .Before any_one of us could recover from_the extreme astonishment into which this rudeness had thrown all, we heard the voice of_the intruder .

"Gentlemen," he_said, in alow, distinct, and never-to-be-forgotten whisper which thrilled to_the very marrow of_my bones, "Gentlemen, I make no apology for_this behaviour, because in thus behaving, I_am but fulfilling aduty . you_are, beyond doubt, uninformed of_the true character of_the person who has_to-night won at ecarte alarge sum of money from Lord Glendinning . i_will therefore put you upon an expeditious and decisive plan of obtaining this very necessary information .Please to examine, at your leisure, the inner linings of_the cuff of_his left sleeve, and_the several little packages which_may_be found in_the somewhat capacious pockets of_his embroidered morning wrapper ."

While he spoke, so profound was_the stillness that one might_have heard apin drop upon_the floor .In ceasing, he departed at once, and as abruptly as he had entered .Can I -- shall I describe my sensations ? -- must I_say that I_felt all the horrors of_the damned ? Most assuredly I had little time given for reflection .Many hands roughly seized me upon_the spot, and lights were immediately reprocured .asearch ensued . in_the lining of_my sleeve were found all the court cards essential in ecarte, and, in_the pockets of_my wrapper, anumber of packs, facsimiles of_those used at our sittings, with_the single exception that mine were of_the species called, technically, arrondees; the honours being slightly convex at_the ends, the lower cards slightly convex at_the sides . in_this disposition, the dupe who cuts, as customary, at_the length of_the pack, will invariably find that he cuts his antagonist an honor; while the gambler, cutting at_the breadth, will, as certainly, cut nothing for_his victim which_may count in_the records of_the game .

Any burst of indignation upon_this discovery would_have affected me less_than_the silent contempt, or the sarcastic composure, with_which it_was received .

" Mr Wilson," said our host, stooping to remove from beneath his feet an exceedingly luxurious cloak of rare furs, " Mr Wilson, this_is your property ." (The weather was cold; and, upon quitting my own room, I had thrown acloak over my dressing wrapper, putting it off upon reaching the scene of play .) "I presume it_is supererogatory to seek here (eyeing the folds of_the garment with abitter smile) for any farther evidence of your skill .Indeed, we_have_had enough . you_will_see the necessity, I_hope, of quitting Oxford -- at all events, of quitting instantly my chambers ."

Abased, humbled to_the dust as I then was, it_is probable that i_should_have resented this galling language by immediate personal violence, had_not my whole attention been at_the moment arrested by afact of_the most startling character .The cloak which I had worn was of arare description of fur; how rare, how extravagantly costly, I_shall_not venture to_say .Its fashion, too, was of_my own fantastic invention; for i_was fastidious to an absurd degree of coxcombry, in matters of_this frivolous nature .When, therefore, Mr Preston reached me that which he had picked up upon_the floor, and near the folding doors of_the apartment, it_was with an astonishment nearly bordering upon terror, that I perceived my own already hanging on my arm, (where I had no_doubt unwittingly placed it,) and that_the one presented me was but its exact counterpart in every, in even the minutest possible particular .The singular being who had so disastrously exposed me, had_been muffled, I remembered, in acloak; and none had_been worn at all by any of_the members of_our party with_the exception of myself .Retaining some presence of mind, i_took the one offered me by Preston; placed it, unnoticed, over my own; left the apartment with aresolute scowl of defiance; and, next morning ere dawn of day, commenced ahurried journey from Oxford to_the continent, in aperfect agony of horror and of shame .

I fled in vain .My evil destiny pursued me as_if in exultation, and proved, indeed, that_the exercise of_its mysterious dominion had as_yet only begun .Scarcely had I set foot in Paris ere I had fresh evidence of_the detestable interest taken by_this Wilson in my concerns .Years flew, while I experienced no relief .Villain ! -- at Rome, with how untimely, yet with how spectral an officiousness, stepped he in between me and my ambition ! At Vienna, too -- at Berlin -- and at Moscow ! Where, in truth, had I not bitter cause to curse him within my heart ? from_his inscrutable tyranny did I at_length flee, panic-stricken, as from apestilence; and to_the very ends of_the earth I fled in vain .

And again, and again, in secret communion with my own spirit, would I demand the questions " who_is he ? -- whence came he ? -- and what_are his objects ? " But no answer was there found .And then I scrutinized, with aminute scrutiny, the forms, and_the methods, and_the leading traits of_his impertinent supervision .But even here there_was very little upon_which to base aconjecture . it_was noticeable, indeed, that, in no one_of_the multiplied instances in_which he had of late crossed my path, had he so crossed it except to frustrate those schemes, or to disturb those actions, which, if fully carried out, might_have resulted in bitter mischief .Poor justification this, in truth, for an authority so imperiously assumed ! Poor indemnity for natural rights of self-agency so pertinaciously, so insultingly denied !

I had also been forced to notice that my tormentor, for avery long period of_time, (while scrupulously and with miraculous dexterity maintaining his whim of an identity of apparel with myself,) had so contrived it, in_the execution of_his varied interference with my will, that I_saw not, at any moment, the features of_his face .Be Wilson what he might, this, at_least, was but the veriest of affectation, or of folly .Could he, for an instant, have supposed that, in my admonisher at Eton -- in_the destroyer of_my honor at Oxford, -- in him who thwarted my ambition at Rome, my revenge at Paris, my passionate love at Naples, or what he falsely termed my avarice in Egypt, -- that in_this, my arch-enemy and evil genius, could fall to recognise the William Wilson of_my school boy days, -- the namesake, the companion, the rival, -- the hated and dreaded rival at Dr .Bransby's ? Impossible ! -- But let me hasten to_the last eventful scene of_the drama .

Thus far I had succumbed supinely to_this imperious domination .The sentiment of deep awe with_which I habitually regarded the elevated character, the majestic wisdom, the apparent omnipresence and omnipotence of Wilson, added to afeeling of even terror, with_which certain other traits in_his nature and assumptions inspired me, had operated, hitherto, to impress me with an idea of_my own utter weakness and helplessness, and to suggest an implicit, although bitterly reluctant submission to_his arbitrary will .But, of late days, I had given myself up entirely to wine; and its maddening influence upon my hereditary temper rendered me more and more impatient of control .I began to murmur, -- to hesitate, -- to resist .And was_it only fancy which induced me to_believe that, with_the increase of_my own firmness, that of_my tormentor underwent aproportional diminution ? Be this as it may, I now began to_feel the inspiration of aburning hope, and at_length nurtured in my secret thoughts astern and desperate resolution that i_would submit no longer to_be enslaved .

it_was at Rome, during the Carnival of 18 -- , that I attended amasquerade in_the palazzo of_the Neapolitan Duke Di Broglio .I had indulged more freely than usual in_the excesses of_the wine-table; and now the suffocating atmosphere of_the crowded rooms irritated me beyond endurance .The difficulty, too, of forcing my way through_the mazes of_the company contributed not alittle to_the ruffling of_my temper; for i_was anxiously seeking, (let me not say with what unworthy motive) the young, the gay, the beautiful wife of_the aged and doting Di Broglio .With atoo unscrupulous confidence she had previously communicated to_me the secret of_the costume in_which she_would be habited, and now, having caught aglimpse of her person, i_was hurrying to_make my way into her presence .-- at_this moment I_felt alight hand placed upon my shoulder, and_that ever-remembered, low, damnable whisper within my ear .

In an absolute phrenzy of wrath, I turned at once upon him who had thus interrupted me, and seized him violently by tile collar . he_was attired, as I had expected, in acostume altogether similar to my own; wearing aSpanish cloak of blue velvet, begirt about_the waist with acrimson belt sustaining arapier .amask of black silk entirely covered his face .

"Scoundrel ! " I_said, in avoice husky with rage, while every syllable I uttered seemed as new fuel to my fury, "scoundrel ! impostor ! accursed villain ! you shall_not -- you shall_not dog me unto death ! Follow me, or I stab you where you stand ! " -- and I broke my way from_the ball-room into asmall ante-chamber adjoining -- dragging him unresistingly with me as I went .

Upon entering, I thrust him furiously from me .He staggered against the wall, while I closed the door with an oath, and commanded him to draw .He hesitated but for an instant; then, with aslight sigh, drew in silence, and put himself upon his defence .

The contest was brief indeed . i_was frantic with every species of wild excitement, and felt within my single arm the energy and power of amultitude .In afew seconds I forced him by sheer strength against the wainscoting, and thus, getting him at mercy, plunged my sword, with brute ferocity, repeatedly through and through his bosom .

at_that instant some person tried the latch of_the door .I hastened to_prevent an intrusion, and then immediately returned to my dying antagonist .But what human language can adequately portray that astonishment, that horror which possessed me at_the spectacle then presented to view ? The brief moment in_which I averted my eyes had_been sufficient to_produce, apparently, amaterial change in_the arrangements at_the upper or farther end of_the room .alarge mirror, -- so at first it seemed to_me in my confusion -- now stood where none had_been perceptible before; and, as I stepped up to_it in extremity of terror, mine own image, but with features all pale and dabbled in blood, advanced to meet me with afeeble and tottering gait .

Thus it appeared, I_say, but was not . it_was my antagonist -- it_was Wilson, who then stood before me in_the agonies of_his dissolution .His mask and cloak lay, where he had thrown them, upon_the floor .Not athread in all his raiment -- not aline in all the marked and singular lineaments of_his face which_was not, even in_the most absolute identity, mine own !

it_was Wilson; but he spoke no longer in awhisper, and I_could_have fancied that I myself was speaking while he_said:

" you_have conquered, and I yield .Yet, henceforward art thou also dead -- dead to_the World, to Heaven and to Hope ! In me didst thou exist -- and, in my death, see by_this image, which_is thine own, how utterly thou hast murdered thyself ."


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