William Wilson by Edgar Allan Poe
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as_if with afit of_the ague in fancying they were_not . what_was there about_them to confound me in_this manner ? I gazed; -- while my brain reeled with amultitude of incoherent thoughts .Not thus he appeared -- assuredly not thus -- in_the vivacity of_his waking hours .The same name ! the same contour of person ! the same day of arrival at_the academy ! And then his dogged and meaningless imitation of_my gait, my voice, my habits, and my manner ! was_it, in truth, within_the bounds of human possibility, that what I now saw was_the result, merely, of_the habitual practice of_this sarcastic imitation ? Awe-stricken, and with acreeping shudder, I extinguished the lamp, passed silently from_the chamber, and left, at once, the halls of_that old academy, never to enter them again .

After alapse of some months, spent at home in mere idleness, I_found myself astudent at Eton .The brief interval had_been sufficient to enfeeble my remembrance of_the events at Dr .Bransby's, or at_least to effect amaterial change in_the nature of_the feelings with_which I remembered them .The truth -- the tragedy -- of_the drama was no more . I_could now find room to doubt the evidence of_my senses; and seldom called up the subject at all but with wonder at extent of human credulity, and asmile at_the vivid force of_the imagination which I hereditarily possessed .Neither was_this species of scepticism likely to_be diminished by_the character of_the life I led at Eton .The vortex of thoughtless folly into which I there so immediately and so recklessly plunged, washed away all but the froth of_my past hours, engulfed at once every solid or serious impression, and left to memory only the veriest levities of aformer existence .

I_do_not wish, however, to trace the course of_my miserable profligacy here -- aprofligacy which set at defiance the laws, while it eluded the vigilance of_the institution .Three years of folly, passed without profit, had but given me rooted habits of vice, and added, in asomewhat unusual degree, to my bodily stature, when, after aweek of soulless dissipation, I invited asmall party of_the most dissolute students to asecret carousal in my chambers .We met at alate hour of_the night; for_our debaucheries were to_be faithfully protracted until morning .The wine flowed freely, and there were_not wanting other and perhaps more dangerous seductions; so that_the gray dawn had already faintly appeared in_the east, while our delirious extravagance was at its height .Madly flushed with cards and intoxication, i_was in_the act of insisting upon atoast of more than wonted profanity, when my attention was suddenly diverted by_the violent, although partial unclosing of_the door of_the apartment, and by_the eager voice of aservant from without . he_said that some person, apparently in great haste, demanded to_speak with me in_the hall .

Wildly excited with wine, the unexpected interruption rather delighted than surprised me .I staggered forward at once, and afew steps brought me to_the vestibule of_the building . in_this low and small room there hung no lamp; and now no light at all was admitted, save that of_the exceedingly feeble dawn which made its way through_the semi-circular window .As I put my foot over the threshold, I became aware of_the figure of ayouth about_my own height, and habited in awhite kerseymere morning frock, cut in_the novel fashion of_the one I myself wore at_the moment .This the faint light enabled me to perceive; but the features of_his face I_could_not distinguish .Upon my entering he strode hurriedly up to_me, and, seizing me by .the arm with agesture of petulant impatience, whispered the words "William Wilson ! " in my ear .

I grew perfectly sober in an instant . there_was that in_the manner of_the stranger, and in_the tremulous shake of_his uplifted finger, as he held it between my eyes and_the light, which filled me with unqualified amazement; but it_was not this which had so violently moved me .It was_the pregnancy of solemn admonition in_the singular, low, hissing utterance; and, above all, it was_the character, the tone, the key, of_those few, simple, and familiar, yet whispered syllables, which came with athousand thronging memories of bygone days, and struck upon my soul with_the shock of agalvanic battery .Ere I_could recover the use of_my senses he_was gone .

Although this event failed not of avivid effect upon my disordered imagination, yet was_it evanescent as vivid .For some weeks, indeed, I busied myself in earnest inquiry, or was wrapped in acloud of morbid speculation . I_did_not pretend to disguise from my perception the identity of_the singular individual who thus perseveringly interfered with my affairs, and harassed me with_his insinuated counsel .But who and what was_this Wilson ? -- and whence came he ? -- and what were his purposes ? Upon neither of_these points could I be satisfied; merely ascertaining, in regard to him, that asudden accident in_his family had caused his removal from Dr .Bransby's academy on_the afternoon of_the day in_which I myself had eloped .But in abrief period I ceased to_think upon_the_subject; my attention being all absorbed in acontemplated departure for Oxford .Thither I soon went; the uncalculating vanity of_my parents furnishing me with an outfit and annual establishment, which would enable me to indulge at will in_the luxury already so dear to my heart, -- to vie in profuseness of expenditure with_the haughtiest heirs of_the wealthiest earldoms in Great Britain .

Excited by such appliances to vice, my constitutional temperament broke forth with redoubled ardor, and I spurned even the common restraints of decency in_the mad infatuation of_my revels .But it were absurd to pause in_the detail of_my extravagance .Let it suffice, that among spendthrifts I out-Heroded Herod, and_that, giving name to amultitude of novel follies, I added no brief appendix to_the long catalogue of vices then usual in_the most dissolute university of Europe .

It could hardly be credited, however, that I had, even here, so utterly fallen from_the gentlemanly estate, as_to seek acquaintance with_the vilest arts of_the gambler by profession, and, having become an adept in_his despicable science, to practise it habitually as ameans of increasing my already enormous income at_the expense of_the weak-minded among my fellow-collegians .Such, nevertheless, was_the fact . and_the very enormity of_this offence against all manly and honourable sentiment proved, beyond doubt, the main if_not the sole reason of_the impunity with_which it_was committed .Who, indeed, among my most abandoned associates, would_not rather have disputed the clearest evidence of_his senses, than have suspected of_such courses, the gay, the frank, the generous William Wilson -- the noblest and most commoner at Oxford -- him whose follies (said his parasites) were but the follies of youth and unbridled fancy -- whose errors but inimitable whim -- whose darkest vice but acareless and dashing extravagance ?

I had_been now two years successfully busied in_this_way, when there came to_the university ayoung parvenu nobleman, Glendinning -- rich, said report, as Herodes Atticus -- his riches, too, as easily acquired .I soon found him of weak intellect, and, of_course, marked him as afitting subject for_my skill .I frequently engaged him in play, and contrived, with_the gambler's usual art, to let him win considerable sums, the more effectually to entangle him in my snares . at_length, my schemes being ripe, I met him ( with_the full intention that_this meeting should_be final and decisive) at_the chambers of afellow-commoner, ( Mr Preston,) equally intimate with both, but who, to_do him Justice, entertained not even aremote suspicion of_my design . to_give to_this abetter colouring, I had contrived to_have assembled aparty of some eight or ten, and was solicitously careful that_the introduction of cards should appear accidental, and originate in_the proposal of_my contemplated dupe himself . to_be brief upon avile topic, none_of_the low finesse was omitted, so customary upon similar occasions that_it_is ajust matter for wonder how any are still found so besotted as to_fall its victim .

We had protracted our sitting far into_the night, and I had at_length effected the manoeuvre of getting Glendinning as my sole antagonist .The game, too, was my favorite ecarte ! .The rest of_the company, interested in_the extent of_our play, had abandoned their own cards, and were standing around us as spectators .The parvenu, who had_been induced by my artifices in_the early part of_the evening, to drink deeply, now shuffled, dealt, or played, with awild nervousness of manner for_which his intoxication, i_thought, might partially, but could_not altogether account .In avery short period he had become my debtor to alarge amount, when, having taken along draught of port, he_did precisely what I had_been coolly anticipating -- he proposed to double our already extravagant stakes .With awell-feigned show of reluctance, and not until after my repeated refusal had seduced him into some angry words which gave acolor of pique to my compliance, did I finally comply .The result, of_course, did but prove how entirely the prey was in my toils; in less_than an hour he had quadrupled his debt .For some_time his countenance had_been losing the florid tinge lent it by_the wine; but now, to my astonishment, I perceived that_it had grown to apallor truly fearful . I_say to my astonishment .Glendinning had_been represented to my eager inquiries as immeasurably wealthy; and_the sums which he had as_yet lost, although in themselves vast, could_not, I supposed, very seriously annoy, much less so violently affect him .That he_was overcome by_the wine just swallowed, was_the idea which most readily presented itself; and, rather with aview to_the preservation of_my own character in_the eyes of_my associates, than from any less interested motive, i_was about to insist, peremptorily, upon adiscontinuance of_the play, when some expressions at my elbow from among_the company, and an ejaculation evincing utter despair on_the_part of Glendinning, gave_me to understand that I had effected his total ruin under circumstances which, rendering him an object for_the pity of all, should_have protected him from_the ill offices even of afiend .

What now might_have_been my conduct it_is difficult to_say .The pitiable condition of_my dupe had thrown an air of embarrassed gloom over all; and, for some moments, aprofound silence was maintained, during which I_could_not help feeling my cheeks tingle with_the many burning glances of scorn or reproach cast upon me by_the less abandoned of_the party . i_will even own that an intolerable weight of anxiety was for abrief instant lifted from my bosom by_the sudden and extraordinary interruption which ensued .The wide, heavy folding doors of_the apartment were all at once thrown open,


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