My Wife's Tempter by Fitzjames O'Brien
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to_speak to her .It seemed to_me to_be my duty, if she had asorrow, to partake of it .I approached her on_the matter with_the most perfect confidence that I had nothing to learn beyond the existence of some girlish grief, which aconfession and afew loving kisses would exorcise forever .

"Elsie," I_said to her one night, as she sat, according to her custom, gazing westward, like those maidens of_the old ballads of chivalry watching for_the knights that never came--"Elsie, what_is the matter with_you, darling ? I_have noticed astrange melancholy in you for some_time past .Tell me all about_it ."

She turned quickly round and gazed at me with eyes wide open and face filled with asudden fear ."Why do_you ask me that, Mark ? " she answered ." I_have nothing to_tell ."

from_the strange, startled manner in_which this reply was given, I_felt convinced that she had something to_tell, and instantly formed adetermination to discover what it_was .apang shot through my heart as i_thought that_the woman whom I held dearer than anything on earth hesitated to trust me with apetty secret .

I believed I understood . i_was tolerably rich . I_knew it could_not_be any secret over milliners' bills or women's usual money troubles .God help me ! I_felt sad enough at_the moment, though I kissed her back and ceased to question her . I_felt sad, because my instinct told me that she deceived me; and it_is very hard to_be deceived, even in trifles, by_those we love .I left her sitting at her favorite window, and walked out into_the fields . i_wanted to_think .

I remained out until I_saw lights in_the parlor shining through_the dusky evening; then I returned slowly .As I passed the windows-- which were near the ground, our house being cottage-built--I looked in .Hammond Brake was sitting with my wife .She was sitting in arocking chair opposite to him, holding asmall volume open on her lap .Brake was talking to her very earnestly, and she was listening to him with an expression I had never before seen on her countenance .Awe, fear, and admiration were all blent together in those dilating eyes .She seemed absorbed, body and soul, in what this man said .I shuddered at_the sight .avague terror seized upon me; I hastened into_the house .As I entered the room rather suddenly, my wife started and hastily concealed the little volume that lay on her lap in one of her wide pockets .As she did so, aloose leaf escaped from_the volume and slowly fluttered to_the floor unobserved by either her or her companion .But I had my eye upon it . I_felt that_it_was aclew .

"What new novel or philosophical wonder have_you both been poring over ? " I asked quite gayly, stealthily watching at_the same time the telltale embarrassment under which Elsie was laboring .

Brake, who was not in_the least discomposed, replied ."That," said he, "is asecret which_must be kept from_you . it_is an advance copy, and is_not to_be shown to anyone except your wife ."

"Ha ! " cried I, " I_know what it_is . it_is your volume of poems that Ticknor is publishing .Well, I_can wait until it_is regularly for sale ."

I_knew that Brake had avolume in_the hands of_the publishing house I mentioned, with avague promise of publication some_time in_the present century .Hammond smiled significantly, but did_not reply .He evidently wished to cultivate this supposed impression of_mine .Elsie looked relieved, and heaved adeep sigh . I_felt more than ever convinced that asecret was beneath all this .So I drew my chair over the fallen leaf that lay unnoticed on_the carpet, and talked and laughed with Hammond Brake gayly, as_if nothing was on my mind, while all the time agreat load of suspicion lay heavily at my heart .

at_length Hammond Brake rose to_go .I wished him good night, but did_not offer to accompany him to_the door .My wife supplied this omitted courtesy, as I had expected .The moment i_was alone I picked up the book leaf from_the floor . it_was NOT the leaf of avolume of poems .Beyond that, however, I learned nothing .It contained astring of paragraphs printed in_the biblical fashion, and_the language was biblical in style .It seemed to_be aportion of some religious book . was_it possible that my wife was being converted to_the Romish faith ? Yes, that was_it .Brake was aJesuit in disguise--I had heard of_such things--and had stolen into_the bosom of_my family to plant there his destructive errors .There could_be no longer any doubt of it . this_was some portion of aRomish book--some infamous Popish publication .Fool that i_was not to_see it all before ! But there_was yet time . i_would forbid him the house .

I had just formed this resolution when my wife entered .I put the strange leaf in my pocket and took my hat .

"Why, you_are_not going out, surely ? " cried Elsie, surprised .

" I_have aheadache," I answered ." i_will take ashort walk ."

Elsie looked at me with apeculiar air of distrust .Her woman's instinct told her that there_was something wrong .Before she_could question me, however, I had left the room and was walking rapidly on Hammond Brake's track .

He heard the footsteps, and I_saw his figure, black against the sky, stop and peer back through_the dusk to_see who was following him .

" it_is I, Brake," I called out ."Stop; i_wish to_speak with_you ."

He stopped, and in aminute or so we were walking side by side along the road .My fingers itched at_that moment to_be on_his throat .I commenced the conversation .

"Brake," I_said, "I'm avery plain sort of man, and I never say anything without good reason .What I_came after you to_tell you is, that I don't wish you to_come to my house any more, or to_speak with Elsie any farther than_the ordinary salutations go .It's no joke .I'm quite in earnest ."

Brake started, and, stopping short, faced me suddenly in_the road ."What have I done ? " he asked ."You surely are too sensible aman to_be jealous, Dayton ."

"Oh," I answered scornfully, "not jealous in_the ordinary sense of_the word, abit .But I don't think your company good company for_my wife, Brake .If you_will_have it out of me, I suspect you of being aRoman Catholic, and of trying to convert my wife ."

asmile shot across his face, and I_saw his sharp white teeth gleam for an instant in_the dusk .

"Well, what if I_am aPapist ? " he_said, with astrange tone of triumph in_his voice ."The faith is_not criminal .Besides, what proof have_you that i_was attempting to proselyte your wife ? "

"This," said I, pulling the leaf from my pocket--"this leaf from one of_those devilish Papist books you and she were reading this evening .I picked it up from_the floor .Proof enough, i_think ! "

In an instant Brake had snatched the leaf from my hand and torn it into atoms .

"You shall be obeyed," he_said ." i_will_not speak with Elsie as long as she_is your wife .Good night . you_think I'm aPapist, then, Dayton ? You're aclever fellow ! "

And with rather asneering chuckle he marched on along the road and vanished into_the darkness .

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Brake came no more . I_said nothing to Elsie about his prohibition, and_his name was never mentioned .It seemed strange to_me that she should_not speak of_his absence, and i_was very_much puzzled by her silence .Her moodiness seemed to_have increased, and, what_was most remarkable, in proportion as she grew more and more reserved, the intenser were the bursts of affection which she exhibited for_me . she_would strain me to her bosom and kiss me, as_if she and I were about to_be parted forever .Then for hours she_would remain sitting at her window, silently gazing, with_that terrible, wistful gaze of hers, at_the west .

i_will confess to having watched my wife at_this_time . I_could_not help it .That some mystery hung about her I_felt convinced . I_must fathom it or die .Her honor I never for amoment doubted; yet there seemed to weigh continually upon me the prophecy of some awful domestic calamity . this_time the prophecy was not in vain .

About three weeks after I had forbidden Brake my house, i_was strolling over my farm in_the evening apparently inspecting my agriculture, but in reality speculating on_that topic which latterly was ever present to_me .

there_was alittle knoll covered with evergreen oaks


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