Wieland's Maddness by Charles Brockden Brown
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as_if listening; but, recovering from_his attitude, he continued, " it_is_not needed .Dastardly wretch ! thus eternally questioning the behests of thy Maker ! weak in resolution, wayward in faith ! "

He advanced to_me, and, after another pause, resumed:--"Poor girl ! adismal fate has set its mark upon thee .Thy life is demanded as asacrifice .Prepare thee to die .Make not my office difficult by fruitless opposition .Thy prayers might subdue stones; but none but he who enjoined my purpose can shake it ."

These words were asufficient explication of_the scene .The nature of_his frenzy, as described by my uncle, was remembered .I, who had sought death, was now thrilled with horror because it_was near .Death in_this form, death from_the hand of abrother, was thought upon with indescribable repugnance .

In astate thus verging upon madness, my eye glanced upon Carwin .His astonishment appeared to_have struck him motionless and dumb .My life was in danger, and my brother's hand was about to_be imbrued in my blood .I firmly believed that Carwin's was_the instigation . I_could rescue myself from_this abhorred fate; I_could dissipate this tremendous illusion; I_could save my brother from_the perpetration of new horrors, by pointing out the devil who seduced him .To hesitate amoment was to perish .These thoughts gave strength to my limbs and energy to my accents; I started on my feet:--

"Oh, brother ! spare me ! spare thyself ! there_is thy betrayer .He counterfeited the voice and face of an angel, for_the_purpose of destroying thee and me .He has_this moment confessed it . he_is able to_speak where he_is_not . he_is leagued with hell, but will not avow it; yet he confesses that_the agency was his ."

My brother turned slowly his eyes, and fixed them upon Carwin .Every joint in_the frame of_the latter trembled .His complexion was paler than aghost's .His eye dared not meet that of Wieland, but wandered with an air of distraction from one space to another .

"Man," said my brother, in avoice totally unlike that which he had used to_me, "what art thou ? The charge has_been made .Answer it .The visage--the voice-- at_the bottom of_these stairs-- at_the hour of eleven-- to_whom did they belong ? To thee ? "

Twice did Carwin attempt to_speak, but his words died away upon his lips .My brother resumed, in atone of greater vehemence:--

"Thou falterest .Faltering is ominous .Say yes or no; one word will suffice; but beware of falsehood . was_it astratagem of hell to overthrow my family ? Wast thou the agent ? "

I now saw that_the wrath which had_been prepared for_me was to_be heaped upon another .The tale that I heard from_him, and_his present trepidations, were abundant testimonies of_his guilt .But what if Wieland should_be undeceived ! What if he shall find his act to_have proceeded not from aheavenly prompter, but from human treachery ! Will not his rage mount into whirlwind ? Will not he tear limb from limb this devoted wretch ?

Instinctively I recoiled from_this image; but it gave place to another .Carwin may_be innocent, but the impetuosity of_his judge may misconstrue his answers into aconfession of guilt .Wieland knows not that mysterious voices and appearances were likewise witnessed by me .Carwin may_be ignorant of_those which misled my brother .Thus may his answers unwarily betray himself to ruin .

Such might_be the consequences of_my frantic precipitation, and these it_was necessary, if possible, to_prevent .I attempted to_speak; but Wieland, turning suddenly upon me, commanded silence, in atone furious and terrible .My lips closed, and my tongue refused its office .

"What art thou ? " he resumed, addressing himself to Carwin ."Answer me: whose form--whose voice,-- was_it thy contrivance ? Answer me ."

The answer was now given, but confusedly and scarcely articulated ."I meant nothing--I intended no ill--if I understand--if I_do_not mistake you-- it_is too true-- I_did appear-- in_the entry--did speak .The contrivance was mine, but--"

These words were no sooner uttered, than my brother ceased to wear the same aspect .His eyes were downcast; he_was motionless; his respiration became hoarse, like that of aman in_the agonies of death .Carwin seemed unable to_say more . he_might_have easily escaped; but the thought which occupied him related to what_was horrid and unintelligible in_this scene, and not to_his own danger .

Presently the faculties of Wieland, which, for atime, were chained up, were seized with restlessness and trembling .He broke silence .The stoutest heart would_have_been appalled by_the tone in_which he spoke .He addressed himself to Carwin:--

"Why art thou here ? Who detains thee ? Go and learn better . i_will meet thee, but it must_be at_the bar of thy Maker .There shall I bear witness against thee ."

Perceiving that Carwin did_not obey, he continued, "Dost thou wish me to complete the catalogue by thy death ? Thy life is aworthless thing .Tempt me no more . I_am but aman, and thy presence may awaken afury which_may spurn my control .Begone ! "

Carwin, irresolute, striving in vain for utterance, his complexion pallid as death, his knees beating one against another, slowly obeyed the mandate and withdrew .

II

afew words more and I lay aside the pen forever .Yet why should I not relinquish it now ? All that I_have said is preparatory to_this scene, and my fingers, tremulous and cold as my heart, refuse any further exertion .This must not be .Let my last energies support me in_the finishing of_this task .Then will I lay down my head in_the lap of death .Hushed will_be all my murmurs in_the sleep of_the grave .

Every sentiment has perished in my bosom .Even friendship is extinct .Your love for_me has prompted me to_this task; but i_would_not have complied if_it had_not_been aluxury thus to feast upon my woes . I_have justly calculated upon my remnant of strength .When I lay down the pen the taper of life will expire; my existence will terminate with my tale .

Now that i_was left alone with Wieland, the perils of_my situation presented themselves to my mind . that_this paroxysm should terminate in havoc and rage it_was reasonable to predict .The first suggestion of_my fears had_been disproved by my experience .Carwin had acknowledged his offenses, and yet had escaped .The vengeance which I had harbored had_not_been admitted by Wieland; and yet the evils which I had endured, compared with those inflicted on my brother, were as nothing .I thirsted for_his blood, and was tormented with an insatiable appetite for_his destruction; but my brother was unmoved, and had dismissed him in safety .Surely thou wast more than man, while I_am sunk below the beasts .

Did I place aright construction on_the conduct of Wieland ? was_the error that misled him so easily rectified ? Were views so vivid and faith so strenuous thus liable to fading and to_change ? Was there not reason to doubt the accuracy of_my perceptions ? With images like these was my mind thronged, till the deportment of_my brother called away my attention .

I_saw his lips move and_his eyes cast up_to heaven .Then would he listen and look back, as_if in expectation of some one's appearance .Thrice he repeated these gesticulations and this inaudible prayer . each_time the mist of confusion and doubt seemed to grow darker and to settle on_his understanding .I guessed at_the meaning of_these tokens .The words of Carwin had shaken his belief, and he_was employed in summoning the messenger who had formerly communed with_him, to attest the value of_those new doubts .In vain the summons was repeated, for_his eye met nothing but vacancy, and not asound saluted his ear .

He walked to_the bed, gazed with eagerness at_the pillow which had sustained the head of_the breathless Catharine, and then returned to_the place where I sat .I had no power to lift my eyes to_his face: i_was dubious of_his purpose; this purpose might aim at my life .

Alas ! nothing but subjection to danger and exposure to temptation can show us what we_are . by_this test was I now tried, and found to_be cowardly and rash .Men can deliberately untie the thread of life, and of_this I had deemed myself capable . it_was now that I stood upon_the brink of fate, that_the knife of_the sacrificer was aimed at my heart, I shuddered, and betook myself to any means of escape, however monstrous .

Can I bear to_think--can I endure to relate the outrage which my heart meditated ? Where were my means of safety ? Resistance was vain .Not even the energy of despair could set me on alevel with_that strength which his terrific prompter had bestowed upon Wieland .Terror enables us to perform incredible feats; but terror was not then the state of_my mind: where then were my hopes of rescue ?

Methinks it_is too_much .I stand aside, as it were, from myself; I estimate my own deservings; ahatred, immortal and inexorable, is my due .I listen to my own pleas, and find them empty and false: yes, I acknowledge that my guilt surpasses that of mankind; I confess that_the curses of aworld and_the frowns of aDeity are inadequate to my demerits . is_there athing in_the_world worthy of infinite abhorrence ? it_is I .

What shall I_say ? i_was menaced, as i_thought, with death, and, to elude this evil, my hand was ready to inflict death upon_the menacer .In visiting my house, I had made provision against the machinations of Carwin .In afold of_my dress an open penknife was concealed .This I now seized and drew forth .It lurked out of view; but I now see that my state of mind would_have rendered the deed inevitable if_my brother had lifted his hand .This instrument of_my preservation would_have_been plunged into his heart .

O insupportable remembrance ! hide thee from my view for atime; hide it from me that my heart was black enough to meditate the stabbing of abrother ! abrother thus supreme in misery; thus towering in virtue !

he_was probably unconscious of_my design, but presently drew back .This interval was sufficient to restore me to myself .The madness, the iniquity, of_that act which I had purposed rushed upon my apprehension .For amoment i_was breathless with agony . at_the next moment I recovered my strength, and threw the knife with violence on_the floor .

The sound awoke my brother from_his reverie .He gazed alternately at me and at_the weapon .With amovement equally solemn he stooped and took it up


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