Wieland listened with deep attention
Having finished, "This," continued I, "
truth
in what circumstances an interview took place between Carwin and me
He remained for hours in my closet, and for some minutes in my chamber
He departed without haste or interruption
If Pleyel marked him as he left the house, (and
impossible that
,) inferences injurious to my character might suggest themselves to him
In admitting them,
proofs of less discernment and less candor than I once ascribed to him
" "His proofs," said Wieland, after
considerable pause, "are different
That
deceived
possible
That he himself
the deceiver
believed, if his testimony
inconsistent with yours; but the doubts which I entertained are now removed
Your tale, some parts of it, is marvelous; the voice which exclaimed against your rashness in approaching the closet, your persisting, notwithstanding that prohibition, your belief that I
ruffian, and your subsequent conduct, are believed by me, because
known you from childhood, because
thousand instances have attested your veracity, and because nothing
my own hearing and vision would convince me, in opposition to her own assertions, that my sister had fallen into wickedness like this
"
I threw my arms around him and bathed his cheek with my tears
"That," said I, "is spoken like my brother
But
the proofs ? "
He replied, "Pleyel informed me that, in going to your house, his attention was attracted by two voices
The persons speaking sat beneath the bank, out of sight
These persons, judging by their voices, were Carwin and you
repeat the dialogue
sister
female, Pleyel was justified in concluding you
indeed
profligate of women
Hence his accusations of you,
efforts to obtain my concurrence to
plan
an eternal separation
brought about between my sister and this man
"
Wieland repeat this recital
Here indeed was
tale
me with terrible foreboding
I had vainly thought that my safety
sufficiently secured by doors and bars, but
foe from whose grasp no power of divinity can save me ! His artifices will ever lay my fame and happiness at his mercy
How shall I counterwork his plots or detect his coadjutor ? He has taught some vile and abandoned female to mimic my voice
Pleyel's ears were the witnesses
dishonor
midnight assignation
he alluded
Thus
silence he maintained when attempting to open the door
chamber, accounted for
He supposed me absent, and meant, perhaps, had my apartment been accessible, to leave
some accusing memorial

SECOND PART
I
[
part opens, the unhappy Clara is describing her hurried return
same ill-fated abode at Mettingen
Hence kind friends had borne her
catastrophe of her brother Wieland's "transformation
"
the crowning horror of all: the morbid fanatic, prepared by gloomy anticipations of some terrible sacrifice
demanded
name of religion, had found himself goaded to blind fury, by
mysterious compelling voice, to yield
God the lives
beloved wife and family; and had done the awful deed !
Though chained
madhouse, he persists
delusion; insists
still remains for him to sacrifice his sister Clara; and twice breaks away in wild efforts
and destroy her
]
an irregular path which led me to my own house
All was vacant and forlorn

small enclosure near which the path led
burying ground belonging
family
This
obliged
Once I had intended to enter it, and ponder
emblems and inscriptions which my uncle had caused
made
tombs of Catharine and her children; but now my heart faltered as I approached, and I hastened forward that distance might conceal it from my view

When I approached the recess, my heart again sunk
I averted my eyes, and left it behind me as quickly as possible
Silence reigned through my habitation, and
darkness which closed doors and shutters produced
Every object was connected with mine or my brother's history
I passed the entry, mounted the stair, and unlocked the door
chamber
with difficulty that I curbed my fancy and smothered my fears
Slight movements and casual sounds were transformed into beckoning shadows and calling shapes

I proceeded
closet
I opened and looked round it with fearfulness
All things were in their accustomed order
I sought and found the manuscript where
used to deposit it
This being secured,
nothing to detain me; yet I stood and contemplated awhile the furniture and walls
chamber
I remembered how long this apartment
sweet and tranquil asylum; I compared its former state with its present dreariness, and reflected that I now beheld it
time

Here it
the incomprehensible behavior of Carwin was witnessed; this the stage
that enemy of man showed himself for
moment unmasked
Here the menaces of murder were wafted to my ear; and here these menaces were executed

These thoughts had
tendency
from me my self-command
My feeble limbs refused to support me, and I sunk upon
chair
Incoherent and half-articulate exclamations escaped my lips
The name of Carwin was uttered and eternal woes--woes like that which his malice had entailed upon us--were heaped upon him
I invoked all-seeing heaven to drag to light and punish this betrayer, and accused its providence for having thus long delayed the retribution that was due to so enormous
guilt

said
window shutters were closed

feeble light, however, found entrance
crevices

small window illuminated the closet, and, the door being closed,
dim ray streamed
keyhole

kind of twilight was thus created, sufficient
purposes of vision, but,
same time, involving all minuter objects in obscurity

This darkness suited the color
thoughts
I sickened
remembrance
past
The prospect
future excited my loathing
I muttered, in
low voice, "Why should I live longer ? Why should I drag
miserable being ? All for whom I ought to live have perished
Am I not myself hunted to death ? "
moment my despair suddenly became vigorous
My nerves were no longer unstrung
My powers, that had long been deadened, were revived
My bosom swelled with
sudden energy,
conviction darted through my mind, that to end my torments was, at once, practicable and wise

how
way
recesses of life
use
lancet with some skill, and could distinguish between vein and artery
By piercing deep
latter,
shun the evils which the future had in store
, and take refuge from my woes in quiet death

I started on my feet,
feebleness was gone, and hasted
closet

lancet and other small instruments were preserved in
case which I had deposited here
Inattentive as
to foreign considerations, my ears were still open to any sound of mysterious import that should occur
I heard
step
entry
My purpose was suspended, and I cast an eager glance at my chamber door,
open
No one appeared, unless the shadow which I discerned
floor
outline of
man
were,
authorized to suspect that some one was posted close
entrance, who possibly had overheard my exclamations

My teeth chattered, and
wild confusion took the place
momentary calm
Thus
when
terrific visage had disclosed itself on
former night
Thus
evil destiny of Wieland assumed the lineaments of something human
What horrid apparition was preparing to blast my sight ?
Still I listened and gazed
Not long,
shadow moved;
foot, unshapely and huge, was thrust forward;
form advanced from its concealment, and stalked
room
Carwin !
While I had breath, I shrieked
While I had power over my muscles, I motioned with my hand that
vanish
My exertions
last long: I sunk into
fit

Oh
grateful oblivion had lasted forever ! Too quickly I recovered my senses
The power of distinct vision was no sooner restored
, than this hateful form again presented itself, and I once more relapsed

second time, untoward nature recalled me
sleep of death
myself stretched
bed
When I had power to look up, I remembered only that I had cause to fear
My distempered fancy fashioned to itself no distinguishable image
I threw
languid glance round me: once more my eyes lighted upon Carwin

seated
floor, his back rested against the wall; his knees were drawn up,
face was buried
hands
That his station was at some distance, that his attitude was not menacing, that his ominous visage was concealed, may account
now escaping
shock violent
which were past
I withdrew my eyes, but was not again deserted by my senses

On perceiving that I had recovered my sensibility, he lifted his head
This motion attracted my attention
His countenance was mild, but sorrow and astonishment sat upon his features
I averted my eyes and feebly exclaimed, "Oh, fly ! --fly far and forever ! --
behold you and live ! "
rise upon his feet, but clasped his hands, and said, in
tone of deprecation, "
fly
become
fiend, the sight of whom destroys
Yet tell me my offense !
linked curses with my name; you ascribe
malice monstrous and infernal
I look around: all is loneliness and desert ! This house and your brother's are solitary and dismantled ! You die away
sight of me ! My fear whispers that some deed of horror
perpetrated; that
the undesigning cause
"
What language
? Had he not avowed himself
ravisher ?
this chamber witnessed his atrocious purposes ? I besought him with new vehemence

He lifted his eyes:--"Great heaven ! what have I done ?
the extent
offenses
acted, but my actions have possibly effected more than I designed
This fear has brought me back from my retreat
I come to repair the evil
my rashness
cause, and
more evil
I come to confess my errors
"
"Wretch ! " I cried, when my suffocating emotions would permit me
, "the ghosts
sister and her children,--do they not rise to accuse thee ? Who
that blasted the intellect of Wieland ? Who
that urged him to fury and guided him to murder ? Who, but thou
devil,
thou art confederated ? "
words
new spirit pervaded his countenance
His eyes once more appealed to heaven
"If
memory--if
being--
innocent
I intended no ill; but my folly, indirectly and remotely,
caused it
But what words are these ? Your brother lunatic ! His children dead ! "
What should I infer
deportment ?
ignorance which these words implied real or pretended ? Yet how could I imagine
mere human agency
events ? But,
influence was preternatural or maniacal in my brother's case,
equally so in my own
Then I remembered
voice exerted was to save me from Carwin's attempts
These ideas tended to abate my abhorrence
man, and to detect the absurdity
accusations