Wieland's Maddness by Charles Brockden Brown
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. each_day introduced us to amore intimate acquaintance with_his sentiments, but left us wholly in_the dark concerning that about_which we were most inquisitive .He studiously avoided all mention of_his past or present situation .Even the place of_his abode in_the city he concealed from_us .

Our sphere in_this respect being somewhat limited, and_the intellectual endowments of_this man being indisputably great, his deportment was more diligently marked and copiously commented on by_us than you, perhaps, will think the circumstances warranted .Not agesture, or glance, or accent, that was not, in_our private assemblies, discussed, and inferences deduced from_it .It may well be thought that he modeled his behavior by an uncommon standard, when, with all our opportunities and accuracy of observation, we were able for_a_long_time to gather no satisfactory information .He afforded us no ground on_which to build even aplausible conjecture .

there_is adegree of familiarity which takes place between constant associates, that justifies the negligence of many rules of_which, in an earlier period of_their intercourse, politeness requires the exact observance .Inquiries into our condition are allowable when_they are prompted by adisinterested concern for_our welfare; and this solicitude is not_only pardonable, but may justly be demanded from those who choose us for their companions .This state of things was more slow to arrive at on_this occasion than on most others, on account of_the gravity and loftiness of_this man's behavior .

Pleyel, however, began at_length to employ regular means for_this end .He occasionally alluded to_the circumstances in_which they had formerly met, and remarked the incongruousness between_the religion and habits of aSpaniard with those of anative of Britain .He expressed his astonishment at meeting our guest in_this corner of_the globe, especially as, when_they parted in Spain, he_was taught to_believe that Carwin should never leave that country .He insinuated that achange so great must have_been prompted by motives of asingular and momentous kind .

No answer, or an answer wide of_the purpose, was generally made to_these insinuations .Britons and Spaniards, he_said, are votaries of_the same Deity, and square their faith by_the same precepts; their ideas are drawn from_the same fountains of literature, and_they speak dialects of_the same tongue; their government and laws have more resemblances than differences; they were formerly provinces of_the same civil, and, till lately, of_the same religious, empire .

as_to_the motives which induce men to_change the place of_their abode, these must unavoidably be fleeting and mutable . if_not bound to one spot by conjugal or parental ties, or by_the nature of_that employment to which_we_are indebted for subsistence, the inducements to_change are far more numerous and powerful than opposite inducements .

He spoke as_if desirous of showing that he_was not aware of_the tendency of Pleyel's remarks; yet certain tokens were apparent that proved him by no means wanting in penetration .These tokens were to_be read in_his countenance, and not in_his words .When anything was said indicating curiosity in us, the gloom of_his countenance was deepened, his eyes sunk to_the ground, and_his wonted air was not resumed without visible struggle .Hence, it_was obvious to infer that some incidents of_his life were reflected on by him with regret; and_that, since these incidents were carefully concealed, and even that regret which flowed from_them laboriously stifled, they had_not_been merely disastrous .The secrecy that was observed appeared not designed to provoke or baffle the inquisitive, but was prompted by_the shame or by_the prudence of guilt .

These ideas, which were adopted by Pleyel and my brother as_well as myself, hindered us from employing more direct means for accomplishing our wishes .Questions might_have_been put in_such terms that no room should_be left for_the pretense of misapprehension; and, if modesty merely had_been the obstacle, such questions would_not_have_been wanting; but we considered that, if_the disclosure were productive of pain or disgrace, it_was inhuman to extort it .

Amidst the various topics that were discussed in_his presence, allusions were, of_course, made to_the inexplicable events that had lately happened .At those times the words and looks of_this man were objects of_my particular attention .The subject was extraordinary; and anyone whose experience or reflections could throw any light upon it_was entitled to my gratitude . as_this man was enlightened by reading and travel, I listened with eagerness to_the remarks which he_should make .

At first I entertained akind of apprehension that_the tale would_be heard by him with incredulity and secret ridicule .I had formerly heard stories that resembled this in some of_their mysterious circumstances; but they were commonly heard by me with contempt . i_was doubtful whether the same impression would_not now be made on_the mind of_our guest; but i_was mistaken in my fears .

He heard them with seriousness, and without any marks either of surprise or incredulity .He pursued with visible pleasure that kind of disquisition which_was naturally suggested by_them .His fancy was eminently vigorous and prolific; and, if he_did_not persuade us that human beings are sometimes admitted to asensible intercourse with_the Author of nature, he at_least won over our inclination to_the cause .He merely deduced, from_his own reasonings, that such intercourse was probable, but confessed that, though he_was acquainted with many instances somewhat similar to_those which had_been related by_us, none_of_them were perfectly exempted from_the suspicion of human agency .

On being requested to relate these instances, he amused us with many curious details .His narratives were constructed with so_much skill, and rehearsed with so_much energy, that all the effects of adramatic exhibition were frequently produced by_them .Those that were most coherent and most minute, and, of consequence, least entitled to credit, were yet rendered probable by_the exquisite art of_this rhetorician .For every difficulty that was suggested aready and plausible solution was furnished .Mysterious voices had always ashare in producing the catastrophe; but they were always to_be explained on some known principles, either as reflected into afocus or communicated through atube . I_could_not but remark that his narratives, however complex or marvelous, contained no instance sufficiently parallel to_those that had befallen ourselves, and in_which_the solution was applicable to our own case .

My brother was amuch more sanguine reasoner than our guest .Even in some_of_the facts which were related by Carwin, he maintained the probability of celestial interference, when_the latter was disposed to deny it, and had found, as he imagined, footsteps of ahuman agent .Pleyel was by no means equally credulous .He scrupled not to deny faith to any testimony but that of_his senses, and allowed the facts which had lately been supported by_this testimony not to mold his belief, but merely to_give birth to doubts .

it_was soon observed that Carwin adopted, in some degree, asimilar distinction .atale of_this kind, related by others, he_would believe, provided it_was explicable upon known principles; but that such notices were actually communicated by beings of ahigher order he_would believe only when his own ears were assailed in amanner which could_not_be otherwise accounted for .Civility forbade him to contradict my brother or myself, but his understanding refused to acquiesce in_our testimony .Besides, he_was disposed to question whether the voices were_not really uttered by human organs . on_this supposition he_was desired to explain how the effect was produced .

He answered that_the cry for help, heard in_the hall on_the night of_my adventure, was to_be ascribed to ahuman creature, who actually stood in_the hall when he uttered it . it_was of no moment, he_said, that we_could_not explain by what motives he that made the signal was led hither .How imperfectly acquainted were we with_the condition and designs of_the beings that surrounded us ! The city was near at hand, and thousands might there exist whose powers and purposes might easily explain whatever was mysterious in_this transaction . as_to_the closet dialogue, he_was obliged to adopt one of two suppositions, and affirm either that_it_was fashioned in my own fancy, or that_it actually took place between two persons in_the closet .

Such was Carwin's mode of explaining these appearances . it_is such, perhaps, as would commend itself as most plausible to_the most sagacious minds; but it_was insufficient to impart conviction to_us . as_to_the treason that was meditated against me, it_was doubtless just to conclude that_it_was either real or imaginary; but that_it_was real was attested by_the mysterious warning in_the summer-house, the secret of_which I had hitherto locked up in my own breast .

amonth passed away in_this kind of intercourse . as_to Carwin, our ignorance was in no degree enlightened respecting his genuine character and views .Appearances were uniform .No man possessed alarger store of knowledge, or agreater degree of skill in_the communication of it to others; hence he_was regarded as an inestimable addition to our society .Considering the distance of_my brother's house from_the city, he_was frequently prevailed upon to_pass the night where he spent the evening .Two days seldom elapsed without avisit from_him; hence he_was regarded as akind of inmate of_the house .He entered and departed without ceremony .When he arrived he received an unaffected welcome, and when he chose to retire no importunities were used to induce him to remain .

Carwin never parted with_his gravity .The inscrutableness of_his character, and_the uncertainty whether his fellowship tended to good or to evil, were seldom absent from_our minds .This circumstance powerfully contributed to sadden us .

My heart was_the seat of growing disquietudes .This change in one who had formerly been characterized by all the exuberances of soul could_not fail to_be remarked by my friends .My brother was always apattern of solemnity .My sister was clay, molded by_the circumstances in_which she happened to_be placed . there_was but one whose deportment remains to_be described as being of importance to our happiness .Had Pleyel likewise dismissed his vivacity ?

he_was as whimsical and jestful as ever, but he_was not happy .The truth in_this respect was of too_much importance to_me not to_make me avigilant observer .His mirth was easily perceived to_be the fruit of exertion .When his thoughts wandered from_the company, an air of dissatisfaction and impatience stole across his features .Even the punctuality and frequency


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