Wieland's Maddness by Charles Brockden Brown
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it_was obvious to inquire by what means the attention of_the family had_been drawn to my situation .I had fallen before I had reached the threshold or was able to_give any signal .My brother related that, while this_was transacting in my chamber, he himself was awake, in consequence of some slight indisposition, and lay, according to_his custom, musing on some favorite topic .Suddenly the silence, which_was remarkably profound, was broken by avoice of most piercing shrillness, that seemed to_be uttered by one in_the hall below his chamber ."Awake ! arise ! " it exclaimed; "hasten to succor one that_is dying at your door ! "

This summons was effectual . there_was no one in_the house who was not roused by_it .Pleyel was_the first to obey, and my brother overtook him before he reached the hall . what_was the general astonishment when your friend was discovered stretched upon_the grass before_the door, pale, ghastly, and with every mark of death !

But how was I to regard this midnight conversation ? Hoarse and manlike voices conferring on_the means of death, so near my bed, and at such an hour ! How had my ancient security vanished ! That dwelling which had hitherto been an inviolate asylum was now beset with danger to my life .That solitude formerly so dear to_me could no longer be endured .Pleyel, who had consented to reside with_us during the months of spring, lodged in_the vacant chamber, in_order to quiet my alarms .He treated my fears with ridicule, and in ashort time very slight traces of_them remained; but, as it_was wholly indifferent to him whether his nights were passed at my house or at my brother's, this arrangement gave general satisfaction .

II

i_will enumerate the various inquiries and conjectures which these incidents occasioned .After all our efforts, we came no nearer to dispelling the mist in_which they were involved; and time, instead of facilitating asolution, only accumulated our doubts .

in_the midst of thoughts excited by_these events, i_was not unmindful of_my interview with_the stranger .I related the particulars, and showed the portrait to my friends .Pleyel recollected to_have met with afigure resembling my description in_the city; but neither his face or garb made the same impression upon him that_it made upon me . it_was ahint to rally me upon my prepossessions, and to amuse us with athousand ludicrous anecdotes which he had collected in_his travels . he_made no scruple to_charge me with being in love; and threatened to inform the swain, when he met him, of_his good fortune .

Pleyel's temper made him susceptible of no durable impressions .His conversation was occasionally visited by gleams of_his ancient vivacity; but, though his impetuosity was sometimes inconvenient, there_was nothing to dread from_his malice .I had no fear that my character or dignity would suffer in_his hands, and was not heartily displeased when he declared his intention of profiting by his first meeting with_the stranger to introduce him to our acquaintance .

Some weeks after_this I had spent atoilsome day, and, as_the sun declined, found myself disposed to seek relief in awalk .The river bank is, at_this part of it and for some considerable space upward, so rugged and steep as not to_be easily descended .In arecess of_this declivity, near the southern verge of_my little demesne, was placed aslight building, with seats and lattices .From acrevice of_the rock to_which this edifice was attached there burst forth astream of_the purest water, which, leaping from ledge to ledge for_the space of sixty feet, produced afreshness in_the air, and amurmur, the most delicious and soothing imaginable .These, added to_the odors of_the cedars which embowered it, and of_the honeysuckle which clustered among_the lattices, rendered this my favorite retreat in summer .

on_this occasion I repaired hither .My spirits drooped through_the fatigue of long attention, and I threw myself upon abench, in astate, both mentally and personally, of_the utmost supineness .The lulling sounds of_the waterfall, the fragrance, and_the dusk, combined to becalm my spirits, and, in ashort time, to sink me into sleep .Either the uneasiness of_my posture, or some slight indisposition, molested my repose with dreams of no cheerful hue .After various incoherences had taken their turn to occupy my fancy, I at_length imagined myself walking, in_the evening twilight, to my brother's habitation .apit, methought, had_been dug in_the path I had taken, of_which i_was not aware .As I carelessly pursued my walk, i_thought I_saw my brother standing at some distance before me, beckoning and calling me to_make haste .He stood on_the opposite edge of_the gulf .I mended my pace, and one step more would_have plunged me into_this abyss, had_not some one from behind caught suddenly my arm, and exclaimed, in avoice of eagerness and terror, "Hold ! hold ! "

The sound broke my sleep, and I_found myself, at_the next moment, standing on my feet, and surrounded by_the deepest darkness .Images so terrific and forcible disabled me for atime from distinguishing between sleep and wakefulness, and withheld from me the knowledge of_my actual condition .My first panic was succeeded by_the perturbations of surprise to_find myself alone in_the open air and immersed in so deep agloom .I slowly recollected the incidents of_the afternoon, and how I_came hither . I_could_not estimate the time, but saw the propriety of returning with speed to_the house .My faculties were still too confused, and_the darkness too intense, to allow me immediately to_find my way up the steep .I sat down, therefore, to recover myself, and to reflect upon my situation .

this_was no sooner done, than alow voice was heard from behind the lattice, on_the side where I sat . between_the rock and_the lattice was achasm not wide enough to admit ahuman body; yet in_this chasm he that spoke appeared to_be stationed ."Attend ! attend ! but be not terrified ."

I started, and exclaimed, "Good heavens ! what is_that ? Who are_you ? "

"A friend; one come not to injure but to save you: fear nothing ."

This voice was immediately recognized to_be the same with one of_those which I had heard in_the closet; it was_the voice of him who had proposed to shoot rather than to strangle his victim .My terror made me at once mute and motionless .He continued, "I leagued to murder you .I repent .Mark my bidding, and be safe .Avoid this spot .The snares of death encompass it .Elsewhere danger will_be distant; but this spot, shun it as_you value your life .Mark me further: profit by_this warning, but divulge it not .If asyllable of what has passed escape you, your doom is sealed .Remember your father, and be faithful ."

Here the accents ceased, and left me overwhelmed with dismay . i_was fraught with_the persuasion that during every moment I remained here my life was endangered; but I_could_not take astep without hazard of falling to_the bottom of_the precipice .The path leading to_the summit was short, but rugged and intricate .Even starlight was excluded by_the umbrage, and not the faintest gleam was afforded to guide my steps .What should I_do ? To depart or remain was equally and eminently perilous .

in_this state of uncertainty, I perceived aray flit across the gloom and disappear .Another succeeded, which_was stronger, and remained for apassing moment .It glittered on_the shrubs that were scattered at_the entrance, and gleam continued to succeed gleam for afew seconds, till they finally gave place to unintermitted darkness .

The first visitings of_this light called up atrain of horrors in my mind; destruction impended over this spot; the voice which I had lately heard had warned me to retire, and had menaced me with_the fate of_my father if I refused . i_was desirous, but unable to obey; these gleams were such as preluded the stroke by_which he fell; the hour, perhaps, was_the same .I shuddered as_if I had beheld suspended over me the exterminating sword .

Presently anew and stronger illumination burst through_the lattice on_the right hand, and avoice from_the edge of_the precipice above called out my name . it_was Pleyel .Joyfully did I recognize his accents; but such was_the tumult of_my thoughts that I had_not power to answer him till he had frequently repeated his summons .I hurried at_length from_the fatal spot, and, directed by_the lantern which he bore, ascended the hill .

Pale and breathless, it_was with difficulty I_could support myself .He anxiously inquired into_the cause of_my affright and_the motive of_my unusual absence .He had returned from my brother's at alate hour, and was informed by Judith that I had walked out before sunset and had_not yet returned .This intelligence was somewhat alarming .He waited some_time; but, my absence continuing, he had set out in search of me .He had explored the neighborhood with_the utmost care, but, receiving no tidings of me, he_was preparing to acquaint my brother with_this circumstance, when he recollected the summer-house on_the bank, and conceived it possible that some accident had detained me there .He again inquired into_the cause of_this detention, and of_that confusion and dismay which my looks testified .

i_told him that I had strolled hither in_the afternoon, that sleep had overtaken me as I sat, and_that I had awakened a few_minutes before his arrival . I_could tell him no more . in_the present impetuosity of_my thoughts, i_was almost dubious whether the pit into which my brother had endeavored to entice me, and_the voice that talked through_the lattice, were_not parts of_the same dream .I remembered, likewise, the charge of secrecy, and_the penalty denounced if i_should rashly divulge what I had heard . for_these reasons i_was silent on_that subject, and, shutting myself in my chamber, delivered myself up_to contemplation .

What I_have related will, no_doubt, appear to_you afable . you_will believe that calamity has subverted my reason, and_that I_am amusing you with_the chimeras of_my brain instead of facts that_have really happened . I_shall_not_be surprised or offended if these be your suspicions . I_know not, indeed, how


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