persuaded
melancholy fellow creature to rouse himself to action
Ask her, by all means,
what she says
If she
accept you at once, she may take you the
Meanwhile,
entered
race
lose,
the 'All-aged Trial Stakes,'
'Consolation Race
'" "And plenty of selling races
bargain
Shall I take you at your word, Miss Lammas ? "
"
," she answered

"Since you yourself advise me,
Miss Lammas,
do me the honor to marry me ? "
first time in my life the blood rushed to my head and my sight swam
tell why
it
It
useless
to explain the extraordinary fascination the girl exercised over me, or the still more extraordinary feeling of intimacy with her which had grown in me during that half hour
Lonely, sad, unlucky as I
all my life,
certainly not timid, nor even shy
But to propose to marry
woman after half an hour's acquaintance was
piece of madness
I never believed myself capable, and
never be capable again, could I be placed
same situation
my whole being
changed in
moment by magic--
white magic of her nature brought into contact with mine
The blood sank back to my heart, and
moment later
myself staring at her with anxious eyes
To my amazement she was as calm as ever, but her beautiful mouth smiled, and
mischievous light in her dark-brown eyes

"Fairly caught," she answered
"For an individual who pretends
listless and sad
lacking in humor
I had really not the least idea what you were going
Wouldn't it be singularly awkward
if I had said 'Yes' ? I never saw anybody begin to practice so sharply
preached to him--with so very little loss
! "
"You probably never met
man who had dreamed of you for seven months before being introduced
"
"No, I never did," she answered gayly
"It smacks
romantic
Perhaps
romantic character, after all
think you were if I believed you
;
taken my advice, entered for
Stranger's Race and lost it
Try the All-aged Trial Stakes
another cuff, and
pencil
Propose to Aunt Bluebell;
dance with astonishment, and she might recover her hearing
"
III
That was how I first asked Margaret Lammas
my wife,
agree with anyone who says I behaved very foolishly
But
repented of it, and I never shall
understood that
out
mind that evening, but
my temporary insanity
occasion has had the effect of making me
saner man
Her manner turned my head, for
so different from what I had expected
To hear this lovely creature, who, in my imagination, was
heroine of romance,
of tragedy, talking familiarly and laughing readily was more than my equanimity could bear, and I lost my head
as my heart
But when I went back to England
spring, I went
certain arrangements
Castle--certain changes and improvements which
absolutely necessary
I had won the race
I had entered myself so rashly, and we were
married in June

Whether the change was due
orders I had left
gardener
rest
servants, or to my own state of mind,
tell
At all events, the old place
look the same
when I opened my window
morning after my arrival
There were the gray walls below me
gray turrets flanking the huge building; there were the fountains, the marble causeways, the smooth basins, the tall box hedges, the water lilies
swans, just as of old
But
something else there, too-- something
air,
water, and
greenness that
recognize--a light over everything
everything was transfigured
The clock
tower struck seven,
strokes
ancient bell sounded like
wedding chime
The air sang
thrilling treble
song-birds,
silvery music
plashing water
softer harmony
leaves stirred
fresh morning wind
smell of new-mown hay
distant meadows, and of blooming roses
beds below, wafted up together to my window
I stood
pure sunshine and drank the air and all the sounds
odors that were
; and I looked down at my garden and said: "
Paradise, after all
"
the men of old were right
called heaven
garden, and Eden
garden inhabited by one man and one woman, the Earthly Paradise

I turned away, wondering what had become
gloomy memories I had always associated with my home
I tried to recall the impression
nurse's horrible prophecy
death
parents--an impression which hitherto
vivid enough
I tried to remember my old self, my dejection, my listlessness, my bad luck, my petty disappointments
I endeavored to force myself
as I used
, if only to satisfy myself that I
lost my individuality
But I succeeded in none
efforts
different man,
changed being, incapable of sorrow, of ill luck, or of sadness
My life
dream, not evil, but infinitely gloomy and hopeless
now
reality, full of hope, gladness, and all manner of good
My home
like
tomb; to-day
Paradise
My heart
it
existed; to-day it beat with strength and youth
certainty of realized happiness
I reveled
beauty
world, and called loveliness
future to enjoy it before time should bring it
, as
traveler
plains looks
mountains, and already tastes the cool air
dust
road

Here,
,
live and live for years
There
sit
fountain toward evening and
deep moonlight
Down those paths
wander together
On those benches
rest and talk
Among those eastern hills
ride
soft twilight, and
old house
tell tales on winter nights,
logs burn high,
holly berries are red,
old clock tolls out the dying year
old steps,
dark passages and stately rooms,
one day be the sound of little pattering feet, and laughing child voices will ring
vaults
ancient hall
Those tiny footsteps
slow and sad as mine were, nor shall the childish words be spoken in an awed whisper
No gloomy Welshwoman shall people the dusky corners with weird horrors, nor utter horrid prophecies of death and ghastly things
All shall be young, and fresh, and joyful, and happy, and
turn the old luck again, and forget that
ever any sadness

So
, as I looked out
window that morning and for many mornings
, and every day it all seemed more real than ever before, and much nearer
But the old nurse looked at me askance, and muttered odd sayings
Woman
Water
I cared little what she said, for
far too happy

At last the time came near
wedding
Lady Bluebell and all the tribe of Bluebells, as Margaret called them, were at Bluebell Grange, for we had determined
married
country, and
straight
Castle afterwards
We cared little for traveling, and not at all for
crowded ceremony at St
George's in Hanover Square, with all the tiresome formalities afterwards
I used to ride over
Grange every day, and very often Margaret would come with her aunt and some of her cousins
Castle
suspicious
own taste, and was only too glad to let her have her way
alterations and improvements
home

We were
married
thirtieth of July, and
evening
twenty-eighth Margaret drove over with
Bluebell party
long summer twilight we all went out
garden
Naturally enough, Margaret and I were left to ourselves, and we wandered down
marble basins

"
an odd coincidence,"
; "
very night last year that I first saw you
"
"Considering
the month of July," answered Margaret with
laugh, "
here almost every day, I don't think the coincidence is so extraordinary, after all
"
"No, dear," said I, "I suppose not
I don't know why it struck me
very likely be here
year from today, and
year
The odd thing, when
of it,
here at all
But my luck has turned
I ought not
anything odd that happens now that I
all sure
good
"
"A slight change in your ideas since that remarkable performance of yours in Paris," said Margaret
"
,
you were the most extraordinary man I had ever met
"
"