By the Waters of Paradise by F. Marion Crawford
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I_have persuaded amelancholy fellow creature to rouse himself to action .Ask her, by all means, and_see what she says .If she does_not accept you at once, she may take you the next_time .Meanwhile, you_will_have entered for_the race . if_you lose, there_are the 'All-aged Trial Stakes,' and_the 'Consolation Race .'"

"And plenty of selling races into_the bargain .Shall I take you at your word, Miss Lammas ? "

" I_hope_you_will," she answered .

"Since you yourself advise me, i_will .Miss Lammas, will_you do me the honor to marry me ? "

for_the first time in my life the blood rushed to my head and my sight swam . I_cannot tell why I_said it .It would_be useless to_try to explain the extraordinary fascination the girl exercised over me, or the still more extraordinary feeling of intimacy with her which had grown in me during that half hour .Lonely, sad, unlucky as I had_been all my life, i_was certainly not timid, nor even shy .But to propose to marry awoman after half an hour's acquaintance was apiece of madness of_which I never believed myself capable, and of_which i_should never be capable again, could I be placed in_the same situation . it_was as_though my whole being had_been changed in amoment by magic-- by_the white magic of her nature brought into contact with mine .The blood sank back to my heart, and amoment later I_found myself staring at her with anxious eyes .To my amazement she was as calm as ever, but her beautiful mouth smiled, and there_was amischievous light in her dark-brown eyes .

"Fairly caught," she answered ."For an individual who pretends to_be listless and sad you_are_not lacking in humor .I had really not the least idea what you were going to_say .Wouldn't it be singularly awkward for_you if I had said 'Yes' ? I never saw anybody begin to practice so sharply what_was preached to him--with so very little loss of_time ! "

"You probably never met aman who had dreamed of you for seven months before being introduced ."

"No, I never did," she answered gayly ."It smacks of_the romantic .Perhaps you_are aromantic character, after all . i_should think you were if I believed you . very_well; you_have taken my advice, entered for aStranger's Race and lost it .Try the All-aged Trial Stakes . you_have another cuff, and apencil .Propose to Aunt Bluebell; she_would dance with astonishment, and she might recover her hearing ."

III

That was how I first asked Margaret Lammas to_be my wife, and_I_will agree with anyone who says I behaved very foolishly .But I_have_not repented of it, and I never shall . I_have long_ago understood that i_was out of_my mind that evening, but i_think my temporary insanity on_that occasion has had the effect of making me asaner man ever_since .Her manner turned my head, for it_was so different from what I had expected .To hear this lovely creature, who, in my imagination, was aheroine of romance, if_not of tragedy, talking familiarly and laughing readily was more than my equanimity could bear, and I lost my head as_well as my heart .But when I went back to England in_the spring, I went to_make certain arrangements at_the Castle--certain changes and improvements which would_be absolutely necessary .I had won the race for_which I had entered myself so rashly, and we were to_be married in June .

Whether the change was due to_the orders I had left with_the gardener and_the rest of_the servants, or to my own state of mind, I_cannot tell .At all events, the old place did_not look the same to_me when I opened my window on_the morning after my arrival .There were the gray walls below me and_the gray turrets flanking the huge building; there were the fountains, the marble causeways, the smooth basins, the tall box hedges, the water lilies and_the swans, just as of old .But there_was something else there, too-- something in_the air, in_the water, and in_the greenness that I_did_not recognize--a light over everything by_which everything was transfigured .The clock in_the tower struck seven, and_the strokes of_the ancient bell sounded like awedding chime .The air sang with_the thrilling treble of_the song-birds, with_the silvery music of_the plashing water and_the softer harmony of_the leaves stirred by_the fresh morning wind . there_was asmell of new-mown hay from_the distant meadows, and of blooming roses from_the beds below, wafted up together to my window .I stood in_the pure sunshine and drank the air and all the sounds and_the odors that were in_it; and I looked down at my garden and said: " it_is Paradise, after all ." i_think the men of old were right when_they called heaven agarden, and Eden agarden inhabited by one man and one woman, the Earthly Paradise .

I turned away, wondering what had become of_the gloomy memories I had always associated with my home .I tried to recall the impression of_my nurse's horrible prophecy before_the death of_my parents--an impression which hitherto had_been vivid enough .I tried to remember my old self, my dejection, my listlessness, my bad luck, my petty disappointments .I endeavored to force myself to_think as I used to_think, if only to satisfy myself that I had_not lost my individuality .But I succeeded in none of_these efforts . i_was adifferent man, achanged being, incapable of sorrow, of ill luck, or of sadness .My life had_been adream, not evil, but infinitely gloomy and hopeless . it_was now areality, full of hope, gladness, and all manner of good .My home had_been like atomb; to-day it_was Paradise .My heart had_been as_though it had_not existed; to-day it beat with strength and youth and_the certainty of realized happiness .I reveled in_the beauty of_the world, and called loveliness out_of_the future to enjoy it before time should bring it to_me, as atraveler in_the plains looks up_to_the mountains, and already tastes the cool air through_the dust of_the road .

Here, i_thought, we_will live and live for years .There we_will sit by_the fountain toward evening and in_the deep moonlight .Down those paths we_will wander together .On those benches we_will rest and talk .Among those eastern hills we_will ride through_the soft twilight, and in_the old house we_will tell tales on winter nights, when_the logs burn high, and_the holly berries are red, and_the old clock tolls out the dying year . on_these old steps, in_these dark passages and stately rooms, there_will one day be the sound of little pattering feet, and laughing child voices will ring up_to_the vaults of_the ancient hall .Those tiny footsteps shall_not_be slow and sad as mine were, nor shall the childish words be spoken in an awed whisper .No gloomy Welshwoman shall people the dusky corners with weird horrors, nor utter horrid prophecies of death and ghastly things .All shall be young, and fresh, and joyful, and happy, and we_will turn the old luck again, and forget that there_was ever any sadness .

So i_thought, as I looked out of_my window that morning and for many mornings after_that, and every day it all seemed more real than ever before, and much nearer .But the old nurse looked at me askance, and muttered odd sayings about_the Woman of_the Water .I cared little what she said, for i_was far too happy .

At last the time came near for_the wedding .Lady Bluebell and all the tribe of Bluebells, as Margaret called them, were at Bluebell Grange, for we had determined to_be married in_the country, and to_come straight to_the Castle afterwards .We cared little for traveling, and not at all for acrowded ceremony at St .George's in Hanover Square, with all the tiresome formalities afterwards .I used to ride over to_the Grange every day, and very often Margaret would come with her aunt and some of her cousins to_the Castle . i_was suspicious of_my own taste, and was only too glad to let her have her way about_the alterations and improvements in_our home .

We were to_be married on_the thirtieth of July, and on_the evening of_the twenty-eighth Margaret drove over with some_of_the Bluebell party . in_the long summer twilight we all went out into_the garden .Naturally enough, Margaret and I were left to ourselves, and we wandered down by_the marble basins .

" it_is an odd coincidence," I_said; " it_was on_this very night last year that I first saw you ."

"Considering that_it_is the month of July," answered Margaret with alaugh, " and_that we_have_been here almost every day, I don't think the coincidence is so extraordinary, after all ."

"No, dear," said I, "I suppose not .I don't know why it struck me . we_shall very likely be here ayear from today, and ayear from_that .The odd thing, when i_think of it, is_that you_should_be here at all .But my luck has turned .I ought not to_think anything odd that happens now that I have_you . it_is all sure to_be good ."

"A slight change in your ideas since that remarkable performance of yours in Paris," said Margaret ." do_you_know, i_thought you were the most extraordinary man I had ever met ."

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