temporary revival
spirits after my adventure
garden
certain that
in love
face I had seen,
I longed
it again; that
up all hope of
second visitation, grew more sad than ever, packed up my traps, and finally went abroad
But in my dreams I went back to my home, and it always appeared
sunny and bright, as it had looked
summer's morning after I had seen the woman
fountain

I went to Paris
I went farther, and wandered about Germany
I tried to amuse myself, and I failed miserably
aimless whims of an idle and useless man come all sorts of suggestions for good resolutions
One day
up my mind that
go and bury myself in
German university for
time, and live simply like
poor student
I started
intention of going to Leipzig, determined to stay there until some event should direct my life or change my humor, or make an end of me altogether
The express train stopped at some station
know the name
dusk on
winter's afternoon, and I peered
thick glass from my seat
Suddenly another train came gliding in
opposite direction, and stopped alongside of ours
I looked
carriage which chanced
abreast
, and idly read the black letters painted on
white board swinging
brass handrail: BERLIN--COLOGNE--PARIS
Then I looked up
window above
I started violently,
cold perspiration broke out upon my forehead
dim light, not six feet from where I sat,
the face of
woman, the face I loved, the straight, fine features, the strange eyes, the wonderful mouth, the pale skin
Her head-dress was
dark veil which seemed
tied about her head and passed over the shoulders under her chin
As I threw down the window and knelt
cushioned seat, leaning far out
better view,
long whistle screamed
station, followed by
quick series of dull, clanking sounds; then
slight jerk, and my train moved on
Luckily the window was narrow, being the one over the seat, beside the door, or I believe
jumped out of it then and there
In an instant the speed increased, and
being carried swiftly away
opposite direction
thing I loved

For
quarter of an hour I lay back in my place, stunned
suddenness
apparition
At last
two other passengers,
large and gorgeous captain
White Konigsberg Cuirassiers, civilly but firmly suggested that
shut my window,
evening was cold
so, with an apology, and relapsed into silence
The train ran swiftly on
, and
already beginning to slacken speed before entering another station, when I roused myself and made
sudden resolution
carriage stopped
brilliantly lighted platform, I seized my belongings, saluted my fellow-passengers, and got out, determined to
first express back to Paris

the circumstances
vision
so natural
strike me that
anything unreal
face, or
woman
it belonged
try to explain to myself how the face,
woman,
traveling by
fast train from Berlin to Paris on
winter's afternoon, when both were in my mind indelibly associated
moonlight
fountains in my own English home
I certainly
have admitted that I
mistaken
dusk, attributing to what I had seen
resemblance to my former vision which
really exist
not the slightest doubt in my mind, and
positively sure that I had again seen the face I loved
hesitate, and in
few hours
on my way back to Paris
help reflecting on my ill luck
Wandering as I
for many months, it might as easily have chanced that
traveling
same train
woman, instead of going the other way
But my luck was destined
for
time

I searched Paris for
I dined
principal hotels; I went
theaters; I rode
Bois de Boulogne
morning, and picked up an acquaintance, whom I forced to drive with me
afternoon
I went to mass
Madeleine, and I attended the services
English Church
I hung
Louvre and Notre Dame
I went to Versailles
I spent hours in parading the Rue de Rivoli,
neighborhood of Meurice's corner, where foreigners pass and repass from morning till night
At last I received an invitation to
reception
English Embassy
I went, and
what I had sought

There she was, sitting by an old lady in gray satin and diamonds, who had
wrinkled but kindly face and keen gray eyes that seemed
in everything they saw, with very little inclination
much in return
But
notice the chaperon
only the face that had haunted me for months, and
excitement
moment I walked quickly toward the pair, forgetting such
trifle
necessity for an introduction

She was far more beautiful than I had thought, but I never doubted
she herself and no other
Vision or no vision before,
the reality, and
it
Twice her hair
covered, now at last
it,
added beauty
magnificence glorified the whole woman
rich hair, fine and abundant, golden, with deep ruddy tints
like red bronze spun fine
no ornament
, not
rose, not
thread of gold, and
needed nothing to enhance its splendor; nothing but her pale face, her dark strange eyes, and her heavy eyebrows
I
that she was slender too, but strong withal, as she sat there quietly gazing
moving scene
midst
brilliant lights
hum of perpetual conversation

I recollected the detail of introduction
, and turned aside to look
host
him at last
I begged him
me
two ladies, pointing them out to him
same time

"Yes--uh--by all means--uh," replied his Excellency with
pleasant smile
He evidently had no idea
name,
not
wondered at

"
Lord Cairngorm," I observed

"Oh--by all means," answered the Ambassador
same hospitable smile
"Yes--uh--the fact is,
try and find out who
; such lots of people,
"
"Oh,
present me,
try and find out
," said I, laughing

"Ah, yes--so kind of you--come along," said my host
We threaded the crowd, and
we stood
two ladies

"'Lowmintrduce L'd Cairngorm,"
; then, adding quickly
, "Come and dine to-morrow, won't you ? " he glided away
pleasant smile and disappeared
crowd

I sat down beside the beautiful girl, conscious
eyes
duenna were upon me

"
very near meeting before," I remarked, by way of opening the conversation

My companion turned her eyes full upon me with an air of inquiry
She evidently
recall my face, if she had ever seen me

"Really--
remember," she observed, in
low and musical voice
"When ? "
"
first place, you came down from Berlin
express ten
going the other way,
carriages stopped opposite
you
window
"
"Yes--we came that way, but
remember--" She hesitated

"Secondly," I continued, "
sitting alone in my garden last summer--near the end of July--
remember ?
wandered in there
park; you came
house and looked at me--"
"
you ? " she asked, in evident surprise
Then she broke into
laugh
"
everybody I had seen
ghost; there had never been any Cairngorms
place
memory of man
We left the
, and never heard that you had come there; indeed,
know the castle belonged
"
"Where were you staying ? " I asked

"Where ? Why, with my aunt, where I always stay
your neighbor, since
you
"
"I--beg your pardon--but then--is your aunt Lady Bluebell ?
quite catch--"
"Don't be afraid
amazingly deaf
Yes
the relict
beloved uncle, the sixteenth or seventeenth Baron Bluebell--I forget exactly
been
And I--
who
? " She laughed, well knowing that

"No," I answered frankly
"
the least idea
I asked
introduced because I recognized you
Perhaps--perhaps
Miss Bluebell ? "
"Considering that
neighbor,
tell you who
," she answered