By the Waters of Paradise by F. Marion Crawford
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I_felt atemporary revival of_my spirits after my adventure in_the garden . it_is certain that i_was in love with_the face I had seen, and_that I longed to_see it again; that I_gave up all hope of asecond visitation, grew more sad than ever, packed up my traps, and finally went abroad .But in my dreams I went back to my home, and it always appeared to_me sunny and bright, as it had looked on_that summer's morning after I had seen the woman by_the fountain .

I went to Paris .I went farther, and wandered about Germany .I tried to amuse myself, and I failed miserably . with_the aimless whims of an idle and useless man come all sorts of suggestions for good resolutions .One day I_made up my mind that i_would go and bury myself in aGerman university for atime, and live simply like apoor student .I started with_the intention of going to Leipzig, determined to stay there until some event should direct my life or change my humor, or make an end of me altogether .The express train stopped at some station of_which I_did_not know the name . it_was dusk on awinter's afternoon, and I peered through_the thick glass from my seat .Suddenly another train came gliding in from_the opposite direction, and stopped alongside of ours .I looked at_the carriage which chanced to_be abreast of_mine, and idly read the black letters painted on awhite board swinging from_the brass handrail: BERLIN--COLOGNE--PARIS .Then I looked up at_the window above .I started violently, and_the cold perspiration broke out upon my forehead . in_the dim light, not six feet from where I sat, I_saw the face of awoman, the face I loved, the straight, fine features, the strange eyes, the wonderful mouth, the pale skin .Her head-dress was adark veil which seemed to_be tied about her head and passed over the shoulders under her chin .As I threw down the window and knelt on_the cushioned seat, leaning far out to_get abetter view, along whistle screamed through_the station, followed by aquick series of dull, clanking sounds; then there_was aslight jerk, and my train moved on .Luckily the window was narrow, being the one over the seat, beside the door, or I believe i_would_have jumped out of it then and there .In an instant the speed increased, and i_was being carried swiftly away in_the opposite direction from_the thing I loved .

For aquarter of an hour I lay back in my place, stunned by_the suddenness of_the apparition .At last one_of_the two other passengers, alarge and gorgeous captain of_the White Konigsberg Cuirassiers, civilly but firmly suggested that I_might shut my window, as_the evening was cold . I_did so, with an apology, and relapsed into silence .The train ran swiftly on for_a_long_time, and it_was already beginning to slacken speed before entering another station, when I roused myself and made asudden resolution . as_the carriage stopped before_the brilliantly lighted platform, I seized my belongings, saluted my fellow-passengers, and got out, determined to take_the first express back to Paris .

this_time the circumstances of_the vision had_been so natural that_it did_not strike me that there_was anything unreal about_the face, or about_the woman to_whom it belonged . I_did_not try to explain to myself how the face, and_the woman, could_be traveling by afast train from Berlin to Paris on awinter's afternoon, when both were in my mind indelibly associated with_the moonlight and_the fountains in my own English home .I certainly would_not have admitted that I had_been mistaken in_the dusk, attributing to what I had seen aresemblance to my former vision which did_not really exist . there_was not the slightest doubt in my mind, and i_was positively sure that I had again seen the face I loved . I_did_not hesitate, and in afew hours i_was on my way back to Paris . I_could_not help reflecting on my ill luck .Wandering as I had_been for many months, it might as easily have chanced that i_should_be traveling in_the same train with_that woman, instead of going the other way .But my luck was destined to_turn for atime .

I searched Paris for several_days .I dined at_the principal hotels; I went to_the theaters; I rode in_the Bois de Boulogne in_the morning, and picked up an acquaintance, whom I forced to drive with me in_the afternoon .I went to mass at_the Madeleine, and I attended the services at_the English Church .I hung about_the Louvre and Notre Dame .I went to Versailles .I spent hours in parading the Rue de Rivoli, in_the neighborhood of Meurice's corner, where foreigners pass and repass from morning till night .At last I received an invitation to areception at_the English Embassy .I went, and I_found what I had sought so_long .

There she was, sitting by an old lady in gray satin and diamonds, who had awrinkled but kindly face and keen gray eyes that seemed to_take in everything they saw, with very little inclination to_give much in return .But I_did_not notice the chaperon . I_saw only the face that had haunted me for months, and in_the excitement of_the moment I walked quickly toward the pair, forgetting such atrifle as_the necessity for an introduction .

She was far more beautiful than I had thought, but I never doubted that_it_was she herself and no other .Vision or no vision before, this_was the reality, and I_knew it .Twice her hair had_been covered, now at last I_saw it, and_the added beauty of_its magnificence glorified the whole woman . it_was rich hair, fine and abundant, golden, with deep ruddy tints in_it like red bronze spun fine . there_was no ornament in_it, not arose, not athread of gold, and I_felt that_it needed nothing to enhance its splendor; nothing but her pale face, her dark strange eyes, and her heavy eyebrows .I could_see that she was slender too, but strong withal, as she sat there quietly gazing at_the moving scene in_the midst of_the brilliant lights and_the hum of perpetual conversation .

I recollected the detail of introduction in_time, and turned aside to look for_my host . I_found him at last .I begged him to_present me to_the two ladies, pointing them out to him at_the same time .

"Yes--uh--by all means--uh," replied his Excellency with apleasant smile .He evidently had no idea of_my name, which_was not to_be wondered at .

" I_am Lord Cairngorm," I observed .

"Oh--by all means," answered the Ambassador with_the same hospitable smile ."Yes--uh--the fact is, I_must try and find out who they_are; such lots of people, you_know ."

"Oh, if_you_will present me, i_will try and find out for_you," said I, laughing .

"Ah, yes--so kind of you--come along," said my host .We threaded the crowd, and in_a_few_minutes we stood before_the two ladies .

"'Lowmintrduce L'd Cairngorm," he_said; then, adding quickly to_me, "Come and dine to-morrow, won't you ? " he glided away with_his pleasant smile and disappeared in_the crowd .

I sat down beside the beautiful girl, conscious that_the eyes of_the duenna were upon me .

" i_think we_have_been very near meeting before," I remarked, by way of opening the conversation .

My companion turned her eyes full upon me with an air of inquiry .She evidently did_not recall my face, if she had ever seen me .

"Really-- I_cannot remember," she observed, in alow and musical voice ."When ? "

" in_the first place, you came down from Berlin by_the express ten days_ago . i_was going the other way, and_our carriages stopped opposite each_other . I_saw you at_the window ."

"Yes--we came that way, but I_do_not remember--" She hesitated .

"Secondly," I continued, " i_was sitting alone in my garden last summer--near the end of July-- do_you remember ? you_must_have wandered in there through_the park; you came up_to_the house and looked at me--"

" was_that you ? " she asked, in evident surprise .Then she broke into alaugh ." i_told everybody I had seen aghost; there had never been any Cairngorms in_the place since_the memory of man .We left the next_day, and never heard that you had come there; indeed, I_did_not know the castle belonged to_you ."

"Where were you staying ? " I asked .

"Where ? Why, with my aunt, where I always stay . she_is your neighbor, since it_is you ."

"I--beg your pardon--but then--is your aunt Lady Bluebell ? I_did_not quite catch--"

"Don't be afraid . she_is amazingly deaf .Yes . she_is the relict of_my beloved uncle, the sixteenth or seventeenth Baron Bluebell--I forget exactly how_many_of_them there_have been .And I-- do_you_know who I_am ? " She laughed, well knowing that I_did_not .

"No," I answered frankly ." I_have_not the least idea .I asked to_be introduced because I recognized you .Perhaps--perhaps you_are aMiss Bluebell ? "

"Considering that you_are aneighbor, i_will tell you who I_am," she answered


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