look
woke all my old memories
She went over the house with me

"And how
Woman
Water ? " I asked, trying to laugh
little
"Does she still play
moonlight ? "
"
hungry," answered the Welshwoman, in
low voice

"Hungry ? Then
feed her
" I laughed
But old Judith turned very pale, and looked at me strangely

"Feed her ? Aye--
feed her well," she muttered, glancing behind her
ancient housekeeper, who tottered after us with feeble steps
halls and passages

think much of her words
She had always talked oddly, as Welshwomen will, and though
very melancholy
not superstitious, and
certainly not timid
Only, as in
far-off dream, I seemed
her standing
light in her hand and muttering, "The heavy one--all of lead," and then leading
little boy
long corridors
his father lying dead in
great easy chair before
smoldering fire
So we went over the house, and I chose the rooms where
live;
servants I had brought with me ordered and arranged everything, and I had no more trouble
care what
provided
left in peace and was not expected
directions; for
more listless than ever, owing
effects
illness at college

I dined in solitary state,
melancholy grandeur
vast old dining-room pleased me
Then I went
room I had selected
study, and sat down in
deep chair, under
bright light,
, or to let my thoughts meander through labyrinths
own choosing, utterly indifferent
course
take

The tall windows
room opened
level
ground
terrace
head
garden
end of July, and everything was open,
weather was warm
As I sat alone I heard the unceasing splash
great fountains, and I fell to thinking
Woman
Water
I rose and went out
still night, and sat down upon
seat
terrace, between two gigantic Italian flower pots
The air was deliciously soft and sweet
smell
flowers,
garden was more congenial
house
Sad people always like running water
sound of it at night, though
tell why
I sat and listened
gloom, for
dark below,
pale moon
yet climbed over the hills in front of me, though all the air above was light with her rising beams
Slowly the white halo
eastern sky ascended in an arch above the wooded crests, making the outlines
mountains more intensely black by contrast,
the head of some great white saint were rising from behind
screen in
vast cathedral, throwing misty glories from below
I longed
the moon herself, and I tried to reckon the seconds before
appear
Then she sprang up quickly, and in
moment more hung round and perfect
sky
I gazed at her, and then
floating spray
tall fountains, and down
pools, where the water lilies were rocking softly in their sleep
velvet surface
moonlit water
Just then
great swan floated out silently
midst
basin, and wreathed his long neck, catching the water
broad bill, and scattering showers of diamonds around him

Suddenly, as I gazed, something came between me
light
I looked up instantly
Between me
round disk
moon rose
luminous face of
woman, with great strange eyes, and
woman's mouth, full and soft, but not smiling, hooded in black, staring at me as I sat still upon my bench
She was close
-- so close that
touched her with my hand
But
transfixed and helpless
She stood still for
moment, but her expression
change
Then she passed swiftly away, and my hair stood up on my head, while the cold breeze from her white dress was wafted to my temples as she moved
The moonlight, shining
tossing spray
fountain, made traceries of shadow
gleaming folds of her garments
In an instant she was gone and
alone

strangely shaken
vision, and
passed before
rise to my feet, for
still weak from my illness,
sight I had seen
startled anyone
reason with myself, for
certain that I had looked
unearthly, and no argument
destroyed that belief
At last I got up and stood unsteadily, gazing
direction
the face had gone; but
nothing
seen--nothing but the broad paths, the tall, dark evergreen hedges, the tossing water
fountains
smooth pool below
I fell back
seat and recalled the face I had seen
Strange
, now
first impression had passed,
nothing startling
recollection;
contrary,
that
fascinated
face, and would give anything
it again
retrace the beautiful straight features, the long dark eyes,
wonderful mouth most exactly in my mind, and when I had reconstructed every detail from memory
whole was beautiful,
love
woman
face

"I wonder whether
the Woman
Water ! "
to myself
Then rising once more, I wandered down the garden, descending one short flight of steps after another from terrace to terrace
edge
marble basins,
shadow and
moonlight; and I crossed the water
rustic bridge above the artificial grotto, and climbed slowly up again
highest terrace
other side
The air seemed sweeter, and
very calm,
I smiled to myself as I walked,
new happiness had come
The woman's face seemed always before me,
thought of it
an unwonted thrill of pleasure, unlike anything I had ever felt before

I turned as I reached the house, and looked back
scene
It had certainly changed
short hour since I had come out, and my mood had changed with it
Just like my luck,
,
in love with
ghost ! But in old times
sighed, and gone to bed more sad than ever, at such
melancholy conclusion
To-night
happy, almost
first time in my life
The gloomy old study seemed cheerful when I went in
The old pictures
walls smiled at me, and I sat down in my deep chair with
new and delightful sensation that
not alone
The idea of having seen
ghost, and of feeling much the better
, was so absurd that I laughed softly, as
up
books I had brought with me and began to read

That impression
wear off
I slept peacefully, and
morning I threw open my windows
summer air and looked down
garden,
stretches of green and
colored flower- beds,
circling swallows and
bright water

"A man might make
paradise
place," I exclaimed
"A man and
woman together ! "
day the old Castle no longer seemed gloomy, and
I ceased
sad; for
, too, I began
an interest
place, and
and make it more alive
I avoided my old Welsh nurse, lest she should damp my humor with some dismal prophecy, and recall my old self by bringing back memories
dismal childhood
But what
of most
ghostly figure I had seen
garden that first night after my arrival
I went out every evening and wandered
walks and paths; but, try as
,
see my vision again
At last, after many days, the memory grew more faint, and my old moody nature gradually overcame the temporary sense of lightness I had experienced
The summer turned to autumn, and I grew restless
It began to rain
The dampness pervaded the gardens,
outer halls smelled musty, like tombs; the gray sky oppressed me intolerably
I left the place as
and went abroad, determined
anything which might possibly make
second break
monotonous melancholy
I suffered

II
Most people
struck
utter insignificance
small events which,
death
parents, influenced my life and made me unhappy
The grewsome forebodings of
Welsh nurse, which chanced
realized by an odd coincidence of events,
seem enough
the nature of
child and to direct the bent
character in after years
The little disappointments of schoolboy life,
somewhat less childish ones of an uneventful and undistinguished academic career,
have sufficed
me out at one-and-twenty
melancholic, listless idler
Some weakness
own character
contributed
result, but in
greater degree
due to my having
reputation for bad luck
However,
try to analyze the causes
state, for
satisfy nobody, least of all myself
Still less will I attempt to explain why