Titbottom's Spectacles by George William Curtis
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Titbottom's Spectacles

by George William Curtis (1824-1892)

[From Putnam's Monthly_, December, 1854 .Republished in_the volume, _Prue and I (1856), by George William Curtis (Harper & Brothers) .]

In my mind's eye, Horatio .

Prue and I_do_not entertain much; our means forbid it .In truth, other people entertain for_us .We enjoy that hospitality of_which no account is made .We see the show, and hear the music, and smell the flowers of great festivities, tasting as it were the drippings from rich dishes .Our own dinner service is remarkably plain, our dinners, even on state occasions, are strictly in keeping, and almost our only guest is Titbottom .I buy ahandful of roses as I come up from_the office, perhaps, and Prue arranges them so prettily in aglass dish for_the centre of_the table that even when I_have hurried out to_see Aurelia step into her carriage to_go out to dine, I_have thought that_the bouquet she carried was not more beautiful because it_was more costly .I grant that_it_was more harmonious with her superb beauty and her rich attire .And I_have no_doubt that if Aurelia knew the old man, whom she must_have seen so often watching her, and_his wife, who ornaments her sex with as_much sweetness, although with less splendor, than Aurelia herself, she_would also acknowledge that_the nosegay of roses was as fine and fit upon their table as her own sumptuous bouquet is for herself . I_have that faith in_the perception of_that lovely lady . it_is at_least my habit-- I_hope I_may say, my nature, to_believe the best of people, rather than_the worst .If i_thought that all this sparkling setting of beauty--this fine fashion--these blazing jewels and lustrous silks and airy gauzes, embellished with gold-threaded embroidery and wrought in athousand exquisite elaborations, so_that I cannot_see one of_those lovely girls pass me by without thanking God for_the vision--if i_thought that_this was all, and_that underneath her lace flounces and diamond bracelets Aurelia was asullen, selfish woman, then i_should turn sadly homewards, for I should_see that her jewels were flashing scorn upon_the object they adorned, and_that her laces were of amore exquisite loveliness than_the woman whom they merely touched with asuperficial grace .It would_be like agaily decorated mausoleum--bright to_see, but silent and dark within .

"Great excellences, my dear Prue," I sometimes allow myself to_say, "lie concealed in_the depths of character, like pearls at_the bottom of_the sea .Under the laughing, glancing surface, how little they_are suspected ! Perhaps love is nothing else than_the sight of_them by one person .Hence every man's mistress is apt to_be an enigma to everybody else . I_have no_doubt that when Aurelia is engaged, people will say that she_is amost admirable girl, certainly; but they_cannot understand why any man should_be in love with her . as_if it were at all necessary that_they should ! And her lover, like aboy who finds apearl in_the public street, and wonders as_much that others did_not see it as_that he_did, will tremble until he_knows his passion is returned; feeling, of_course, that_the whole world must_be in love with_this paragon who_cannot possibly smile upon anything so unworthy as he ."

" I_hope, therefore, my dear_Mrs Prue," I continue to_say to my wife, who looks up from her work regarding me with pleased pride, as_if I were such an irresistible humorist, " you_will allow me to_believe that_the depth may_be calm although the surface is dancing . if_you tell me that Aurelia is but agiddy girl, I_shall believe that you_think so .But I_shall know, all the while, what profound dignity, and sweetness, and peace lie at_the foundation of her character ."

I_say such things to Titbottom during the dull season at_the office .And I_have known him sometimes to reply with akind of dry, sad humor, not as_if he enjoyed the joke, but as if_the joke must_be made, that he_saw no reason why i_should_be dull because the season was so .

"And what do I_know of Aurelia or any_other girl ? " he_says to_me with_that abstracted air ."I, whose Aurelias were of another century and another zone ."

Then he falls into asilence which it seems quite profane to interrupt .But as_we sit upon our high stools at_the desk opposite each_other, I leaning upon my elbows and looking at him; he, with sidelong face, glancing out_of_the window, as_if it commanded aboundless landscape, instead of adim, dingy office court, I_cannot refrain from saying:

"Well ! "

He turns slowly, and I go chatting on--a little too loquacious, perhaps, about_those young girls .But I_know that Titbottom regards such an excess as venial, for_his sadness is so sweet that you_could believe it the reflection of asmile from long, long years_ago .

One day, after I had_been talking for_a_long_time, and we had put up our books, and were preparing to leave, he stood for some_time by_the window, gazing with adrooping intentness, as_if he really saw something more than_the dark court, and said slowly:

"Perhaps you_would_have different impressions of things if_you saw them through my spectacles ."

there_was no change in_his expression .He still looked from_the window, and I_said:

"Titbottom, I_did_not know that you used glasses . I_have never seen you wearing spectacles ."

"No, I don't often wear them . I_am not very fond of looking through them .But sometimes an irresistible necessity compels me to_put them on, and I_cannot help seeing ." Titbottom sighed .

" is_it so grievous afate, to_see ? " inquired I .

"Yes; through my spectacles," he_said, turning slowly and looking at me with wan solemnity .

It grew dark as_we stood in_the office talking, and taking our hats we went out together .The narrow street of business was deserted .The heavy iron shutters were gloomily closed over the windows .From one_or_two offices struggled the dim gleam of an early candle, by whose light some perplexed accountant sat belated, and hunting for_his error .acareless clerk passed, whistling .But the great tide of life had ebbed .We heard its roar far away, and_the sound stole into that silent street like the murmur of_the ocean into an inland dell .

" you_will come and dine with_us, Titbottom ? "

He assented by continuing to walk with me, and i_think we were both glad when we reached the house, and Prue came to meet us, saying:

" do_you_know I hoped you_would bring Mr Titbottom to dine ? "

Titbottom smiled gently, and answered:

" he_might_have brought his spectacles with_him, and I_have_been ahappier man for_it ."

Prue looked alittle puzzled .

"My dear," I_said, " you_must know that_our friend, Mr Titbottom, is_the happy possessor of apair of wonderful spectacles . I_have never seen them, indeed; and, from what he_says, i_should_be rather afraid of being seen by_them .Most short-sighted persons are very glad_to_have the help of glasses; but Mr Titbottom seems to_find very little pleasure in_his ."

" it_is because they make him too far-sighted, perhaps," interrupted Prue quietly, as she took the silver soup-ladle from_the sideboard .

We sipped our wine after dinner, and Prue took her work .Can aman be too far-sighted ? I_did_not ask_the question aloud .The very tone in_which Prue had spoken convinced me that he might .

" at_least," I_said, " Mr Titbottom will not refuse to_tell us the history of_his mysterious spectacles . I_have known plenty of magic in eyes"--and I glanced at_the tender blue eyes of Prue--"but I_have_not heard of any enchanted glasses ."

"Yet you_must_have seen the glass in_which your wife looks every morning, and I take it that glass must_be daily enchanted ." said Titbottom, with abow of quaint respect to my wife .

I_do_not_think I_have_seen such ablush upon Prue's cheek since--well, since a great_many years_ago .

" i_will gladly tell you the history of_my spectacles," began Titbottom ." it_is very simple; and I_am not at all sure that agreat many_other people have_not apair of_the same kind . I_have never, indeed, heard of_them by_the gross, like those of_our young friend, Moses, the son of_the Vicar of Wakefield . in_fact, i_think agross would_be quite enough to supply the world . it_is akind of article for_which the demand does_not increase with use .If we_should all wear spectacles like mine, we_should never smile any more .Oh-- I_am not quite_sure-- we_should all be very happy ."

"A very_important difference," said Prue, counting her stitches .

" you_know my grandfather Titbottom was aWest Indian .alarge proprietor, and an easy man, he basked in_the tropical sun, leading his quiet, luxurious life .He lived much alone, and was what people call eccentric,


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