landscapes
Italian painter Claude which seemed
faint reminiscences
calm and happy vision
But all this peace and prosperity seemed to flow
spreading palm as from
fountain

"
know how long I looked, but I had, apparently, no power, as I had no will, to remove the spectacles
What
wonderful island must Nevis be, thought I, if people carry such pictures in their pockets, only by buying
pair of spectacles ! What wonder that my dear grandmother Titbottom has lived such
placid life, and has blessed us all with her sunny temper, when she has lived surrounded by such images of peace

"My grandfather died
But still,
warm morning sunshine
piazza,
his placid presence, and as I crawled into his great chair, and drifted on in reverie
still, tropical day,
his soft, dreamy eye had passed into my soul
My grandmother cherished his memory with tender regret

violent passion of grief
loss was no more possible than
pensive decay
year
no portrait of him, but
always, when I remember him, that peaceful and luxuriant palm
And
that
known one good old man--one man who,
chances and rubs of
long life, has carried his heart
hand, like
palm branch, waving all discords into peace, helps our faith in God, in ourselves, and in
, more than many sermons
I hardly know whether
grateful to my grandfather
spectacles; and yet when I remember
I owe the pleasant image of him which I cherish, I seem to myself sadly ungrateful

"Madam," said Titbottom to Prue, solemnly, "my memory is
long and gloomy gallery, and only remotely, at its further end, do
the glimmer of soft sunshine, and only
the pleasant pictures hung
They seem
very happy along whose gallery the sunlight streams
very feet, striking all the pictured walls into unfading splendor
"
Prue had laid her work in her lap, and as Titbottom paused
moment, and I turned towards her,
her mild eyes fastened upon my face, and glistening with happy tears

"Misfortunes of many kinds came heavily
family
head was gone
The great house was relinquished
My parents were both dead, and my grandmother had entire charge of me
But
moment that I received the gift
spectacles,
resist their fascination, and I withdrew into myself, and became
solitary boy
There
many companions
own age,
gradually left me, or,
,
hearty sympathy with me; for
teased me I pulled out my spectacles and surveyed them so seriously
acquired
kind of awe of me, and evidently regarded my grandfather's gift as
concealed magical weapon which
dangerously drawn upon them at any moment
Whenever,
games, there were quarrels and high words, and I began
dress and to wear
grave look, they all took the alarm, and shouted, 'Look out for Titbottom's spectacles,' and scattered like
flock of scared sheep

"Nor could I wonder at it
For, at first,
took the alarm,
strange sights when I looked at them
glasses
If two were quarrelling about
marble or
ball, I had only
behind
tree where
concealed and look at them leisurely
Then the scene changed, and no longer
green meadow with boys playing, but
spot which
recognize, and forms that made me shudder or smile
not
big boy bullying
little one, but
young wolf with glistening teeth and
lamb cowering before him; or,
dog faithful and famishing--or
star going slowly into eclipse--or
rainbow fading--or
flower blooming--or
sun rising--or
waning moon
The revelations
spectacles determined my feeling
boys, and for all whom
through them
No shyness, nor awkwardness, nor silence, could separate me from those who looked lovely as lilies to my illuminated eyes
If
myself warmly drawn to
I struggled
fierce desire of seeing him
spectacles
I longed to enjoy the luxury of ignorant feeling, to love without knowing, to float like
leaf
eddies of life, drifted now to
sunny point, now to
solemn shade--now over glittering ripples, now over gleaming calms,--and not to determined ports,
trim vessel with an inexorable rudder

"But, sometimes, mastered after long struggles, I seized my spectacles and sauntered
little town
Putting them to my eyes I peered
houses and
people who passed me
Here sat
family at breakfast, and I stood
window looking in
O motley meal ! fantastic vision ! The good mother saw her lord sitting opposite,
grave, respectable being, eating muffins
But
only
bank-bill, more or less crumpled and tattered, marked with
larger or lesser figure
If
sharp wind blew suddenly,
it tremble and flutter;
thin, flat, impalpable
I removed my glasses, and looked with my eyes
wife
smiled
the humid tenderness
she regarded her strange vis-a-vis
Is life only
game of blind-man's-buff ? of droll cross-purposes ?
"Or I put them on again, and looked
wife
stout trees
,--
tender flowers,--
placid pools; yes, and
little streams winding out of sight, shrinking
large, hard, round eyes opposite, and slipping off into solitude and shade, with
low, inner song for their own solace
And in many houses
angels, nymphs, or
, women, and could only find broomsticks, mops, or kettles, hurrying about, rattling, tinkling, in
state of shrill activity
calls upon elegant ladies, and after I had enjoyed the gloss of silk
delicacy of lace,
flash of jewels, I slipped on my spectacles, and saw
peacock's feather, flounced and furbelowed and fluttering; or an iron rod, thin, sharp, and hard; nor could I possibly mistake the movement
drapery for any flexibility
thing draped,--or, mysteriously chilled,
statue of perfect form, or flowing movement, it
alabaster, or bronze, or marble,--but sadly often
ice; and
that after it had shone
little, and frozen
few eyes with its despairing perfection, it
put away
niches of palaces for ornament and proud family tradition, like the alabaster, or bronze, or marble statues, but would melt, and shrink, and fall coldly away in colorless and useless water, be absorbed
earth and utterly forgotten

"But the true sadness was rather in seeing those who, not having the spectacles, thought
iron rod was flexible,
ice statue warm
many
gallant heart, which seemed
brave and loyal
crusaders sent by genuine and noble faith to Syria
sepulchre, pursuing, through days and nights, and
long life of devotion, the hope of lighting
smile
cold eyes,
fire
icy heart
I watched the earnest, enthusiastic sacrifice
the pure resolve, the generous faith, the fine scorn of doubt, the impatience of suspicion
I watched the grace, the ardor, the glory of devotion
Through those strange spectacles how often
the noblest heart renouncing all other hope, all other ambition, all other life,
possible love of some one
statues
Ah ! me,
terrible, but they
the love
The Parian face was so polished and smooth, because
no sorrow
heart,--and, drearily often, no heart
touched
wonder
noble heart of devotion was broken,
had dashed itself against
stone
I wept, until my spectacles were dimmed
hopeless sorrow; but
pang beyond tears
icy statues

"Still
boy,
thus
man in knowledge,--
comprehend the sights
compelled
I used to tear my glasses away from my eyes, and, frightened at myself, run to escape my own consciousness
Reaching the small house where we then lived, I plunged into my grandmother's room and, throwing myself
floor, buried my face in her lap; and sobbed myself to sleep with premature grief
But when I awakened, and felt her cool hand upon my hot forehead, and heard the low, sweet song, or the gentle story, or the tenderly told parable
Bible,
she tried to soothe me,
resist the mystic fascination that lured me, as I lay in her lap, to steal
glance at her
spectacles

"Pictures
Madonna
her rare and pensive beauty
tranquil little islands her life
eventless, and all the fine possibilities of her nature were like flowers that never bloomed
Placid were all her years; yet
read of no heroine, of no woman great in sudden crises,
seem
she
The wife and widow of
man who loved his own home better
homes of others,
yet heard of no queen, no belle, no imperial beauty, whom in grace, and brilliancy, and persuasive courtesy, she
have surpassed

"Madam," said Titbottom to my wife, whose heart hung upon his story; "your husband's young friend, Aurelia, wears sometimes
camelia in her hair, and no diamond
ball-room seems so costly
perfect flower, which women envy, and for whose least and withered petal men sigh; yet,
tropical solitudes of Brazil,
camelia bud drops from
bush that no eye has ever seen, which, had it flowered and been noticed,
gilded all hearts with its memory

"When I stole these furtive glances at my grandmother, half fearing
were wrong,
only
calm lake, whose shores were low, and over which the sky hung unbroken, so
least star was clearly reflected
It had an atmosphere of solemn twilight tranquillity, and so completely did its unruffled surface blend
cloudless, star-studded sky, that, when I looked through my spectacles at my grandmother, the vision seemed
all heaven and stars
Yet, as I gazed and gazed,
what stately cities might well
built upon those shores,
flashed prosperity over the calm, like coruscations of pearls

"I dreamed of gorgeous fleets, silken sailed and blown by perfumed winds, drifting over those depthless waters and through those spacious skies
I gazed
twilight, the inscrutable silence, like
God-fearing discoverer upon
new, and vast, and dim sea, bursting upon him through forest glooms, and
fervor of whose impassioned gaze,
millennial and poetic world arises, and man need no longer die
happy

"My companions naturally deserted me, for I had grown wearily grave and abstracted: and, unable to resist the allurement
spectacles,
constantly lost in
world,
those companions were part, yet
they knew nothing
I grew cold and hard, almost morose; people seemed
blind and unreasonable
the wrong thing
They called green, yellow; and black, white
Young men said of
girl, 'What
lovely, simple creature ! ' I looked, and