Titbottom's Spectacles by George William Curtis
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.He lived much alone, and was what people call eccentric, by_which I understand that he_was very_much himself, and, refusing the influence of other people, they had their little revenges, and called him names . it_is ahabit not exclusively tropical . i_think I_have_seen the same thing even in_this city .But he_was greatly beloved--my bland and bountiful grandfather . he_was so large-hearted and open-handed . he_was so friendly, and thoughtful, and genial, that even his jokes had the air of graceful benedictions . he_did_not seem to grow old, and he_was one of_those who never appear to_have_been very young .He flourished in aperennial maturity, an immortal middle-age .

"My grandfather lived upon one_of_the small islands, St .Kit's, perhaps, and_his domain extended to_the sea .His house, arambling West Indian mansion, was surrounded with deep, spacious piazzas, covered with luxurious lounges, among which one capacious chair was his peculiar seat .They tell me he used sometimes to sit there for_the whole day, his great, soft, brown eyes fastened upon_the sea, watching the specks of sails that flashed upon_the horizon, while the evanescent expressions chased each_other over his placid face, as_if it reflected the calm and changing sea before him .His morning costume was an ample dressing-gown of gorgeously flowered silk, and_his morning was very apt to last all day .

"He rarely read, but he_would pace the great piazza for hours, with_his hands sunken in_the pockets of_his dressing-gown, and an air of sweet reverie, which any author might_be very happy to_produce .

"Society, of_course, he_saw little . there_was some slight apprehension that if he were bidden to social entertainments he might forget his coat, or arrive without some other essential part of_his dress; and there_is asly tradition in_the Titbottom family that, having been invited to aball in honor of_the new governor of_the island, my grandfather Titbottom sauntered into_the hall towards midnight, wrapped in_the gorgeous flowers of_his dressing-gown, and with_his hands buried in_the pockets, as usual . there_was great excitement, and immense deprecation of gubernatorial ire .But it happened that_the governor and my grandfather were old friends, and there_was no offense .But as_they were conversing together, one_of_the distressed managers cast indignant glances at_the brilliant costume of_my grandfather, who summoned him, and asked courteously:

"'Did you invite me or my coat ? '

"'You, in aproper coat,' replied the manager .

"The governor smiled approvingly, and looked at my grandfather .

"'My friend," said he to_the manager, 'I beg your pardon, I forgot .'

"The next_day my grandfather was seen promenading in full ball dress along the streets of_the little town .

"'They ought to_know,' said he, 'that I_have aproper coat, and_that not contempt nor poverty, but forgetfulness, sent me to aball in my dressing-gown .'

" he_did_not much frequent social festivals after_this failure, but he always told the story with satisfaction and aquiet smile .

"To astranger, life upon those little islands is uniform even to weariness .But the old native dons like my grandfather ripen in_the prolonged sunshine, like the turtle upon_the Bahama banks, nor know of existence more desirable .Life in_the tropics I take to_be aplacid torpidity .During the long, warm mornings of nearly half acentury, my grandfather Titbottom had sat in_his dressing-gown and gazed at_the sea .But one calm June day, as he slowly paced the piazza after breakfast, his dreamy glance was arrested by alittle vessel, evidently nearing the shore . he_called for_his spyglass, and surveying the craft, saw that she came from_the neighboring island .She glided smoothly, slowly, over the summer sea .The warm morning air was sweet with perfumes, and silent with heat .The sea sparkled languidly, and_the brilliant blue hung cloudlessly over .Scores of little island vessels had my grandfather seen come over the horizon, and cast anchor in_the port .Hundreds of summer mornings had the white sails flashed and faded, like vague faces through forgotten dreams .But this_time he laid down the spyglass, and leaned against acolumn of_the piazza, and watched the vessel with an intentness that he_could_not explain .She came nearer and nearer, agraceful spectre in_the dazzling morning .

"'Decidedly I_must step down and_see about_that vessel,' said my grandfather Titbottom .

"He gathered his ample dressing-gown about him, and stepped from_the piazza with no other protection from_the sun than_the little smoking cap upon his head .His face wore acalm, beaming smile, as_if he approved of all the world . he_was not an old man, but there_was almost apatriarchal pathos in_his expression as he sauntered along in_the sunshine towards the shore .agroup of idle gazers was collected to watch the arrival .The little vessel furled her sails and drifted slowly landward, and as she was of very light draft, she came close to_the shelving shore .along plank was put out from her side, and_the debarkation commenced .My grandfather Titbottom stood looking on to_see the passengers descend .There were but afew of_them, and mostly traders from_the neighboring island .But suddenly the face of ayoung girl appeared over the side of_the vessel, and she stepped upon_the plank to descend .My grandfather Titbottom instantly advanced, and moving briskly reached the top of_the plank at_the same moment, and with_the old tassel of_his cap flashing in_the sun, and one hand in_the pocket of_his dressing gown, with_the other he handed the young lady carefully down the plank .That young lady was afterwards my grandmother Titbottom .

"And so, over the gleaming sea which he had watched so_long, and which seemed thus to reward his patient gaze, came his bride that sunny morning .

"' of_course we_are happy,' he used to_say: ' for_you are the gift of_the sun I_have loved so_long and so_well .' And my grandfather Titbottom would lay his hand so tenderly upon_the golden hair of_his young bride, that you_could fancy him adevout Parsee caressing sunbeams .

"There were endless festivities upon occasion of_the marriage; and my grandfather did_not go to one_of_them in_his dressing-gown .The gentle sweetness of_his wife melted every heart into love and sympathy . he_was much older than she, without doubt .But age, as he used to_say with asmile of immortal youth, is amatter of feeling, not of years .And if, sometimes, as she sat by his side upon_the piazza, her fancy looked through her eyes upon that summer sea and saw ayounger lover, perhaps some one of_those graceful and glowing heroes who occupy the foreground of all young maidens' visions by_the sea, yet she_could_not find one more generous and gracious, nor fancy one more worthy and loving than my grandfather Titbottom .And if in_the moonlit midnight, while he lay calmly sleeping, she leaned out_of_the window and sank into vague reveries of sweet possibility, and watched the gleaming path of_the moonlight upon_the water, until the dawn glided over it-- it_was only that mood of nameless regret and longing, which underlies all human happiness,--or it was_the vision of_that life of society, which she had never seen, but of_which she had often read, and which looked very fair and alluring across the sea to agirlish imagination which knew that_it should never know that reality .

"These West Indian years were the great days of_the family," said Titbottom, with an air of majestic and regal regret, pausing and musing in_our little parlor, like alate Stuart in exile, remembering England .Prue raised her eyes from her work, and looked at him with asubdued admiration; for I_have observed that, like the rest of her sex, she has asingular sympathy with_the representative of areduced family .Perhaps it_is their finer perception which leads these tender-hearted women to recognize the divine right of social superiority so_much more readily than we; and yet, much as Titbottom was enhanced in my wife's admiration by_the discovery that his dusky sadness of nature and expression was, as it were, the expiring gleam and late twilight of ancestral splendors, I_doubt if Mr Bourne would_have preferred him for bookkeeper amoment sooner upon that account .In truth, I_have observed, down town, that_the fact of your ancestors doing nothing is_not considered good proof that you_can do anything .But Prue and her sex regard sentiment more than action, and I understand easily enough why she_is never tired of hearing me read of Prince Charlie .If Titbottom had_been only alittle younger, alittle handsomer, alittle more gallantly dressed-- in_fact, alittle more of_the Prince Charlie, I_am_sure her eyes would_not have fallen again upon her work so tranquilly, as he resumed his story .

" I_can remember my grandfather Titbottom, although i_was avery young child, and he_was avery old man .My young mother and my young grandmother are very distinct figures in my memory, ministering to_the old gentleman, wrapped in_his dressing-gown, and seated upon_the piazza .I remember his white hair and_his calm smile, and how, not long before he died, he_called me to him, and laying his hand upon my head, said to_me:

"My child, the world is_not this great sunny piazza, nor life the fairy stories which the women tell you here as_you sit in their laps . I_shall soon be gone, but i_want to leave with_you some memento of_my love for_you, and I_know nothing more valuable than these spectacles, which your grandmother brought from her native island, when she arrived here one fine summer morning, long_ago . I_cannot quite tell whether, when_you grow older, you_will regard it as agift of_the greatest value or as something that you had_been happier never to_have possessed .'

"'But grandpapa, I_am not short-sighted .'

"'My son, are_you not human ? ' said the old gentleman; and how shall I ever forget the thoughtful sadness with_which, at_the same time he handed me the spectacles .

"Instinctively I put them on, and looked at my grandfather .But I_saw no grandfather, no piazza, no flowered dressing-gown: I_saw only aluxuriant palm-tree, waving broadly over atranquil landscape .Pleasant homes clustered around it .Gardens teeming with fruit and flowers; flocks quietly feeding; birds wheeling and chirping .I heard children's voices, and_the low lullaby of happy mothers .The sound of cheerful singing came wafted from distant fields upon_the light breeze .Golden harvests glistened out of sight, and I caught their rustling whisper of prosperity .awarm, mellow atmosphere bathed the whole . I_have_seen copies of_the landscapes


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