
second pass list appeared, the previous positions of Wedderburn and Hill were reversed,
spectacled girl in green, who knew the demonstrator in private life (where
practically human), said that
result
two examinations taken together Hill had the advantage of
mark--167 to 166 out of
possible 200
Everyone admired Hill in
way, though the suspicion of "mugging" clung to him
But Hill was
congratulations and Miss Haysman's enhanced opinion of him, and even the decided decline
crest of Wedderburn, tainted by an unhappy memory
remarkable access of energy at first,
note of
democracy marching to triumph returned
debating-society speeches; he worked at his comparative anatomy with tremendous zeal and effect, and he went on
aesthetic education
But through it all,
vivid little picture was continually coming before his mind's eye--of
sneakish person manipulating
slide

No human being had witnessed the act, and
cocksure that no higher power existed
, it; but for all
worried him
Memories
dead things but alive; they dwindle in disuse, but they harden and develop in all sorts of queer ways
being continually fretted
Curiously enough, though
he perceived clearly
shifting was accidental,
days wore on, his memory became confused
, until at last
not sure--although he assured himself that
sure--whether the movement
absolutely involuntary
Then
possible that Hill's dietary was conducive to morbid conscientiousness;
breakfast frequently eaten in
hurry,
midday bun, and, at such hours after five as chanced
convenient, such meat as his means determined, usually in
chop-house in
back street off the Brompton Road
Occasionally he treated himself to threepenny or ninepenny classics,
usually represented
suppression of potatoes or chops
indisputable that outbreaks of self-abasement and emotional revival have
distinct relation to periods of scarcity
But apart
influence
feelings,
in Hill
distinct aversion to falsity
blasphemous Landport cobbler had inculcated by strap and tongue
earliest years
Of one fact about professed atheists
convinced;
--they usually are--fools, void of subtlety, revilers of holy institutions, brutal speakers, and mischievous knaves, but they lie with difficulty
so,
had the faintest grasp
idea of compromise,
simply be liberal churchmen
And, moreover, this memory poisoned his regard for Miss Haysman
For she now so evidently preferred him to Wedderburn that
sure he cared for her, and began reciprocating her attentions by timid marks of personal regard; at
he even bought
bunch of violets, carried it about
pocket, and produced it, with
stumbling explanation, withered and dead,
gallery of old iron
It poisoned, too, the denunciation of capitalist dishonesty that
one
life's pleasures
And, lastly, it poisoned his triumph in Wedderburn
Previously he
Wedderburn's superior
own eyes, and had raged simply at
want of recognition
Now he began to fret
darker suspicion of positive inferiority
He fancied
justifications
position in Browning, but they vanished on analysis
At last--moved, curiously enough, by exactly the same motive forces that had resulted
dishonesty--he went to Professor Bindon, and made
clean breast
whole affair
As Hill was
paid student, Professor Bindon
ask him to sit down, and he stood
professor's desk as
his confession

"It's
curious story," said Professor Bindon, slowly realising how the thing reflected on himself, and then letting his anger rise,--"a most remarkable story
't understand your doing it, and
't understand this avowal
You're
type of student--Cambridge men would never dream--I suppose I
thought--why did you cheat ? "
"I didn't cheat," said Hill

"But
just been telling me
"
"
I explained--"
"Either you cheated or
cheat
"
"
my motion was involuntary
"
"
not
metaphysician,
servant of science--of fact
You were told not to move the slip
move the slip
If
cheating--"
"If
cheat," said Hill,
note of hysterics
voice, "should I come here and tell you ? "
"Your repentance,
, does you credit," said Professor Bindon, "but it
alter the original facts
"
"No, sir," said Hill, giving in in utter self-abasement

"Even now you cause an enormous amount of trouble
The examination list
revised
"
"I suppose so, sir
"
"Suppose so ?
it
revised
And I don't see how
conscientiously pass you
"
"Not pass me ? " said Hill
"Fail me ? "
"It's the rule in all examinations
Or where should we be ? What else did you expect ? You don't want to shirk the consequences of your own acts ? "
"
, perhaps----" said Hill
And then, "Fail me ?
, as
you,
simply deduct the marks given
slip
"
"Impossible ! " said Bindon
"Besides, it would still leave you above Wedderburn
Deduct only the marks ! Preposterous ! The Departmental Regulations distinctly say----"
"But it's my own admission, sir
"
"The Regulations say nothing whatever
manner
matter comes to light
They simply provide----"
"
ruin me
If I fail this examination, they won't renew my scholarship
"
"
thought
before
"
"But, sir, consider all my circumstances----"
"
consider anything
Professors
College are machines
The Regulations will not even
recommend our students for appointments
machine, and
worked me
----"
"It's very hard, sir
"
"Possibly
"
"If
failed this examination,
go home at once
"
"
as
proper
" Bindon's voice softened
little; he perceived he
unjust, and, provided
contradict himself,
disposed to amelioration
"As
private person,"
, "
this confession of yours goes far to mitigate your offence
But
set the machinery in motion, and now it must take its course
I--
really sorry
way
"
wave of emotion prevented Hill from answering
Suddenly, very vividly,
the heavily-lined face
old Landport cobbler, his father
"Good God ! What
fool
! "
hotly and abruptly

"
," said Bindon, "
lesson
"
But, curiously enough, they
thinking of quite the same indiscretion

pause

"
like
day
, sir, and then
let
--about going home, I mean," said Hill, moving towards the door

* * * * *
The
Hill's place was vacant
The spectacled girl in green was, as usual, first
news
Wedderburn and Miss Haysman were talking of
performance
Meistersingers when she came up

"
heard ? " she said

"Heard what ? "
"
cheating
examination
"
"Cheating ! " said Wedderburn,
face suddenly hot
"How ? "
"That slide--"
"Moved ? Never ! "
"
That slide that we weren't to move--"
"Nonsense ! " said Wedderburn
"Why ! How could they find out ? Who do they say-- ? "
"
Mr Hill
"
_Hill ! "
" Mr Hill ! "
"Not--surely not the immaculate Hill ? " said Wedderburn, recovering

"I don't believe it," said Miss Haysman
"How
? "
"I didn't_," said the girl in spectacles
"But
it now for
fact
Mr Hill went and confessed to Professor Bindon himself
"
"By Jove ! " said Wedderburn
"Hill of all people
But
always inclined to distrust these philanthropists-on-principle--"
"
? " said Miss Haysman, with
catch in her breath

"Quite
It's dreadful, isn't it ? But,
, what
expect ? His father is
cobbler
"
Then Miss Haysman astonished the girl in spectacles

"I don't care
believe it," she said, flushing darkly under her warm-tinted skin
"
believe it until he has told me so himself--
scarcely believe it then," and abruptly she turned her back
girl in spectacles, and walked to her own place

"It's true, all the same," said the girl in spectacles, peering and smiling at Wedderburn

But Wedderburn
answer her
She was indeed one
people who seemed destined
unanswered remarks
