museum she talked
to him of socialism and Browning and general propositions) that she had met Wedderburn
house of some people she knew, and "he's inherited his cleverness;
father,
,
great eye-specialist
" "_My father is
cobbler," said Hill, quite irrelevantly, and perceived the want of dignity even as
it
But the gleam of jealousy
offend her
She conceived herself the fundamental source of it
He suffered bitterly from
sense of Wedderburn's unfairness, and
realisation
own handicap
Here
Wedderburn had picked up
prominent man for
father, and instead
losing
marks
score
advantage,
counted to him for righteousness ! And while Hill had to introduce himself and talk to Miss Haysman clumsily over mangled guinea-pigs
laboratory, this Wedderburn, in some backstairs way, had access to her social altitudes, and could converse in
polished argot that Hill understood perhaps, but felt incapable of speaking
Not,
, that
to
Then it seemed to Hill that for Wedderburn
there day after day with cuffs unfrayed, neatly tailored, precisely barbered, quietly perfect, was in itself an ill-bred, sneering sort of proceeding
Moreover,
stealthy thing for Wedderburn to behave insignificantly for
space, to mock modesty, to lead Hill to fancy that he himself was beyond dispute the man
year, and then suddenly to dart in front of him, and incontinently to swell up
fashion
things, Wedderburn displayed an increasing disposition to join in any conversational grouping that included Miss Haysman, and would venture, and indeed seek occasion,
opinions derogatory to socialism and atheism
He goaded Hill to incivilities by neat, shallow, and exceedingly effective personalities
socialist leaders, until Hill hated Bernard Shaw's graceful egotisms, William Morris's limited editions and luxurious wall-papers, and Walter Crane's charmingly absurd ideal working men, about
as he hated Wedderburn
The dissertations
laboratory, that
his glory
previous term, became
danger, degenerated into inglorious tussels with Wedderburn, and Hill kept
only out of an obscure perception that his honour was involved
debating society Hill knew quite clearly that, to
thunderous accompaniment of banged desks, he
pulverised Wedderburn
Only Wedderburn never attended the debating society
pulverised, because--nauseous affectation ! --he "dined late
"
not imagine
things presented themselves in quite such
crude form to Hill's perception
Hill was
born generaliser
Wedderburn to him was not
an individual obstacle as
type, the salient angle of
class
The economic theories that, after infinite ferment, had shaped themselves in Hill's mind, became abruptly concrete
contact
The world became full of easy-mannered, graceful, gracefully-dressed, conversationally dexterous, finally shallow Wedderburns, Bishops Wedderburn, Wedderburn M
P
's, Professors Wedderburn, Wedderburn landlords, all with finger-bowl shibboleths and epigrammatic cities of refuge from
sturdy debater
And everyone ill-clothed or ill-dressed,
cobbler
cab-runner, was
man and
brother,
fellow-sufferer, to Hill's imagination
he became, as it were,
champion
fallen and oppressed, albeit to outward seeming only
self-assertive, ill-mannered young man, and an unsuccessful champion
Again and again
skirmish over the afternoon tea
girl students had inaugurated left Hill with flushed cheeks and
tattered temper,
debating society noticed
new quality of sarcastic bitterness
speeches

understand now how
necessary, if only
interests of humanity, that Hill should demolish Wedderburn
forthcoming examination and outshine him
eyes of Miss Haysman; and
perceive, too, how Miss Haysman fell into some common feminine misconceptions
The Hill-Wedderburn quarrel, for
unostentatious way Wedderburn reciprocated Hill's ill-veiled rivalry, became
tribute to her indefinable charm; she
Queen of Beauty in
tournament of scalpels and stumpy pencils
To her confidential friend's secret annoyance, it even troubled her conscience, for she was
good girl, and painfully aware, from Ruskin and contemporary fiction, how entirely men's activities are determined by women's attitudes
And if Hill never by any chance mentioned the topic of love to her, she only credited him
finer modesty
omission
So the time came on
second examination, and Hill's increasing pallor confirmed the general rumour that
working hard
aerated bread shop near South Kensington Station
see him, breaking his bun and sipping his milk,
eyes intent upon
paper of closely written notes
bedroom there were propositions about buds and stems round his looking-glass,
diagram to catch his eye, if soap should chance to spare it, above his washing basin
He missed several meetings
debating society, but
the chance encounters with Miss Haysman
spacious ways
adjacent art museum, or
little museum
top
College, or
College corridors, more frequent and very restful
, they used to meet in
little gallery full of wrought-iron chests and gates, near the art library, and there Hill used
, under the gentle stimulus of her flattering attention, of Browning
personal ambitions

characteristic she found remarkable in him was his freedom from avarice
He contemplated quite calmly the prospect of living all his life on an income below
hundred pounds
year
But
determined
famous,
, recognisably
own proper person, the world
better place to live in
Bradlaugh and John Burns
leaders and models, poor, even impecunious, great men
But Miss Haysman thought that such lives were deficient
aesthetic side,
, though she
know it, she meant good wall-paper and upholstery, pretty books, tasteful clothes, concerts, and meals nicely cooked and respectfully served

At last came the day
second examination,
professor of botany,
fussy, conscientious man, rearranged all the tables in
long narrow laboratory
copying, and put his demonstrator on
chair on
table (where
,
, like
Hindoo god),
all the cheating, and stuck
notice outside the door, "Door closed," for no earthly reason that any human being could discover
And all the morning from ten till one the quill of Wedderburn shrieked defiance at Hill's,
quills
others chased their leaders in
tireless pack, and so also
afternoon
Wedderburn was
little quieter than usual, and Hill's face was hot all day,
overcoat bulged with textbooks and notebooks against the last moment's revision
,
morning and
afternoon,
practical examination, when sections had
cut and slides identified
morning Hill was depressed because
he had cut
thick section, and
afternoon came the mysterious slip

just the kind of thing
botanical professor was always doing
Like the income tax, it offered
premium
cheat
preparation under the microscope,
little glass slip, held in its place
stage
instrument by light steel clips,
inscription set forth
slip was not
moved
Each student was
in turn
, sketch it, write
book of answers what he considered it
, and return
place
Now, to move such
slip is
thing one can do by
chance movement
finger, and in
fraction of
second
The professor's reason for decreeing
slip
moved depended
fact
object
identified was characteristic of
certain tree stem
position
placed
difficult thing to recognise, but once the slip was moved so
bring other parts
preparation into view, its nature was obvious enough

Hill came
, flushed from
contest with staining re-agents, sat down
little stool
microscope, turned the mirror
the best light, and then, out of sheer habit, shifted the slips
At once he remembered the prohibition, and, with an almost continuous motion
hands, moved it back, and sat paralysed with astonishment at his action

Then, slowly, he turned his head
The professor was
room; the demonstrator sat aloft
impromptu rostrum, reading the Q
Jour
Mi
Sci
; the rest
examinees were busy, and with their backs to him
Should he own
accident now ?
quite clearly what the thing was
lenticel,
characteristic preparation
elder-tree
His eyes roved over his intent fellow-students, and Wedderburn suddenly glanced over his shoulder at him with
queer expression
eyes
The mental excitement that had kept Hill at an abnormal pitch of vigour these two days gave way to
curious nervous tension
His book of answers was beside him
write down what the thing was, but with one eye
microscope he began making
hasty sketch of it
His mind was full
grotesque puzzle in ethics that had suddenly been sprung upon him
Should he identify it ? or should he leave this question unanswered ?
case Wedderburn would probably come out first
second result
How could he tell now whether
have identified the thing without shifting it ?
possible that Wedderburn had failed to recognise it,
Suppose Wedderburn too had shifted the slide ? He looked up
clock
There were fifteen minutes
up his mind
He gathered up his book of answers
coloured pencils he used in illustrating his replies and walked back
seat

He read through his manuscript, and then sat thinking and gnawing his knuckle
It would look queer now if he owned up
beat Wedderburn
He forgot the examples
starry gentlemen, John Burns and Bradlaugh
Besides, he reflected, the glimpse
rest
slip he had had was, after all, quite accidental, forced upon him by chance,
kind of providential revelation rather than an unfair advantage
not nearly so dishonest to avail himself
as
of Broome, who believed
efficacy of prayer, to pray daily for
first-class
"Five minutes more," said the demonstrator, folding up his paper and becoming observant
Hill watched the clock hands until two minutes remained; then he opened the book of answers, and, with hot ears and an affectation of ease, gave his drawing
lenticel its name
