A Slip under the Microscope by H.G. Wells
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of_the College students .Books, saving only the Professor's own, you_may-- it_is even expedient to--ignore .

Hill was_the son of aLandport cobbler, and had_been hooked by achance blue paper the authorities had thrown out to_the Landport Technical College .He kept himself in London on_his allowance of aguinea aweek, and found that, with proper care, this also covered his clothing allowance, an occasional waterproof collar, that_is; and ink and needles and cotton, and such-like necessaries for aman about town . this_was his first year and_his first session, but the brown old man in Landport had already got himself detested in many public-houses by boasting of_his son, "the Professor ." Hill was avigorous youngster, with aserene contempt for_the clergy of all denominations, and afine ambition to reconstruct the world .He regarded his scholarship as abrilliant opportunity .He had begun to read at seven, and had read steadily whatever came in_his way, good or bad, since then .His worldly experience had_been limited to_the island of Portsea, and acquired chiefly in_the wholesale boot factory in_which he had worked by day, after passing the seventh standard of_the Board school .He had aconsiderable gift of speech, as_the College Debating Society, which met amidst the crushing machines and mine models in_the metallurgical theatre downstairs, already recognised--recognised by aviolent battering of desks whenever he rose .And he_was just at_that fine emotional age when life opens at_the end of anarrow pass like abroad valley at one's feet, full of_the promise of wonderful discoveries and tremendous achievements . and_his own limitations, save that he_knew that he_knew neither Latin nor French, were all unknown to him .

At first his interest had_been divided pretty equally between his biological work at_the College and social and theological theorising, an employment which he_took in deadly earnest .Of anight, when_the big museum library was not open, he_would sit on_the bed of_his room in Chelsea with_his coat and amuffler on, and write out the lecture notes and revise his dissection memoranda, until Thorpe called him out by awhistle--the landlady objected to open the door to attic visitors--and then the two would go prowling about_the shadowy, shiny, gas-lit streets, talking, very_much in_the fashion of_the sample just given, of_the God idea, and Righteousness, and Carlyle, and_the Reorganisation of Society .And in_the midst of it all, Hill, arguing not_only for Thorpe, but for_the casual passer-by, would lose the thread of_his argument glancing at some pretty painted face that looked meaningly at him as he passed .Science and Righteousness ! But once_or_twice lately there had_been signs that athird interest was creeping into his life, and he had found his attention wandering from_the fate of_the mesoblastic somites or the probable meaning of_the blastopore, to_the thought of_the girl with_the brown eyes who sat at_the table before him .

She was apaying student; she descended inconceivable social altitudes to_speak to him . at_the thought of_the education she must_have had, and_the accomplishments she_must possess, the soul of Hill became abject within him .She had spoken to him first over adifficulty about_the alisphenoid of arabbit's skull, and he had found that, in biology at_least, he had no reason for self-abasement .And from_that, after_the manner of young people starting from any starting-point, they got to generalities, and while Hill attacked her upon_the question of socialism--some instinct told him to spare her adirect assault upon her religion--she was gathering resolution to undertake what she told herself was his aesthetic education .She was ayear or two older than he, though the thought never occurred to him .The loan of News from Nowhere was_the beginning of aseries of cross loans .Upon some absurd first principle of_his, Hill had never "wasted time" Upon poetry, and it seemed an appalling deficiency to her .One day in_the lunch hour, when she chanced upon him alone in_the little museum where the skeletons were arranged, shamefully eating the bun that constituted his midday meal, she retreated, and returned to lend him, with aslightly furtive air, avolume of Browning .He stood sideways towards her and took the book rather clumsily, because he_was holding the bun in_the other hand .And in_the retrospect his voice lacked the cheerful clearness he could_have wished .

That occurred after_the examination in comparative anatomy, on_the day before_the College turned out its students, and was carefully locked up by_the officials, for_the Christmas holidays .The excitement of cramming for_the first trial of strength had for alittle while dominated Hill, to_the exclusion of_his other interests . in_the forecasts of_the result in_which everyone indulged he_was surprised to_find that no one regarded him as apossible competitor for_the Harvey Commemoration Medal, of_which this and_the two subsequent examinations disposed . it_was about_this_time that Wedderburn, who so_far had lived inconspicuously on_the uttermost margin of Hill's perceptions, began to_take on_the appearance of an obstacle .By amutual agreement, the nocturnal prowlings with Thorpe ceased for_the three weeks before_the examination, and_his landlady pointed out that she really could_not supply so_much lamp oil at_the price .He walked to and fro from_the College with little slips of mnemonics in_his hand, lists of crayfish appendages, rabbits' skull-bones, and vertebrate nerves, for example, and became apositive nuisance to foot passengers in_the opposite direction .

But, by anatural reaction, Poetry and_the girl with_the brown eyes ruled the Christmas holiday .The pending results of_the examination became such asecondary consideration that Hill marvelled at his father's excitement .Even had he_wished it, there_was no comparative anatomy to read in Landport, and he_was too poor to_buy books, but the stock of poets in_the library was extensive, and Hill's attack was magnificently sustained .He saturated himself with_the fluent numbers of Longfellow and Tennyson, and fortified himself with Shakespeare; found akindred soul in Pope, and amaster in Shelley, and heard and fled the siren voices of Eliza Cook and Mrs Hemans .But he read no more Browning, because he hoped for_the loan of other volumes from Miss Haysman when he returned to London .

He walked from_his lodgings to_the College with_that volume of Browning in_his shiny black bag, and_his mind teeming with_the finest general propositions about poetry .Indeed, he framed first this little speech and then that with_which to grace the return .The morning was an exceptionally pleasant one for London; there_was aclear, hard frost and undeniable blue in_the sky, athin haze softened every outline, and warm shafts of sunlight struck between_the house blocks and turned the sunny side of_the street to amber and gold . in_the hall of_the College he pulled off his glove and signed his name with fingers so stiff with cold that_the characteristic dash under the signature he cultivated became aquivering line .He imagined Miss Haysman about him everywhere .He turned at_the staircase, and there, below, he_saw acrowd struggling at_the foot of_the notice-board .This, possibly, was_the biology list .He forgot Browning and Miss Haysman for_the moment, and joined the scrimmage .And at last, with_his cheek flattened against the sleeve of_the man on_the step above him, he read the list--

CLASS I H .J .Somers Wedderburn William Hill

and thereafter followed asecond class that_is outside our present sympathies . it_was characteristic that he_did_not trouble to look for Thorpe on_the physics list, but backed out_of_the struggle at once, and in acurious emotional state between pride over common second-class humanity and acute disappointment at Wedderburn's success, went on_his way upstairs . at_the top, as he_was hanging up his coat in_the passage, the zoological demonstrator, ayoung man from Oxford, who secretly regarded him as ablatant "mugger" of_the very worst type, offered his heartiest congratulations .

at_the laboratory door Hill stopped for asecond to_get his breath, and then entered .He looked straight up the laboratory and saw all five girl students grouped in their places, and Wedderburn, the once retiring Wedderburn, leaning rather gracefully against the window, playing with_the blind tassel and talking, apparently, to_the five of_them .Now, Hill could talk bravely enough and even overbearingly to one girl, and he could_have made aspeech to aroomful of girls, but this business of standing at ease and appreciating, fencing, and returning quick remarks round agroup was, he_knew, altogether beyond him .Coming up the staircase his feelings for Wedderburn had_been generous, acertain admiration perhaps, awillingness to shake his hand conspicuously and heartily as one who had fought but the first round .But before Christmas Wedderburn had never gone up to_that end of_the room to_talk .In aflash Hill's mist of vague excitement condensed abruptly to avivid dislike of Wedderburn .Possibly his expression changed .As he_came up to_his place, Wedderburn nodded carelessly to him, and_the others glanced round .Miss Haysman looked at him and away again, the faintest touch of her eyes ." I_can't agree with_you, Mr Wedderburn," she said .

" I_must congratulate you on_your first-class, Mr Hill," said the spectacled girl in green, turning round and beaming at him .

"It's nothing," said Hill, staring at Wedderburn and Miss Haysman talking together, and eager to hear what they talked about .

"We poor folks in_the second class don't think so," said the girl in spectacles .

what_was it Wedderburn was saying ? Something about William Morris ! Hill did_not answer the girl in spectacles, and_the smile died out of_his face . he_could_not hear, and failed to_see how he_could "cut in ." Confound Wedderburn ! He sat down, opened his bag, hesitated whether to return the volume of Browning forthwith, in_the sight of all, and instead drew out his new notebooks for_the short course in elementary botany that was now beginning, and which would terminate in February .As he_did so, afat, heavy man, with awhite face and pale grey eyes--Bindon, the professor of botany, who came up from Kew for January and February--came in by_the lecture theatre door, and passed, rubbing his hands together and smiling, in silent affability down the laboratory .

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in_the subsequent six weeks Hill experienced some very rapid and curiously complex emotional developments . for_the most part he had Wedderburn in focus--a fact that Miss Haysman never suspected .She told Hill (for in_the comparative privacy of_the museum she talked


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