got by telling
The audience loaded her stomach with their dinners, and then stole the pantry bare to load up her basket

Tom was in St
Louis
The servants said he had spent the best part
time there during the previous two years
Roxy came every day, and had many talks
family and its affairs
Once she asked why Tom was away
The ostensible "Chambers" said:
"De fac' is, ole marster kin git along better when young marster's away den he kin when he's in de town; yes, en he love him better, too; so
him fifty dollahs
month--"
"No, is dat so ? Chambers, you's a-jokin', ain't you ? "
"'Clah to goodness I ain't, Mammy; Marse Tom tole me so his own self
But nemmine, 'tain't enough
"
"My lan', what de reason 'tain't enough ? "
"Well, I's gwine
you,
gimme
chanst, Mammy
De reason it ain't enough is 'ca'se Marse Tom gambles
"
Roxy threw up her hands in astonishment, and Chambers went on:
"Ole marster found it out, 'ca'se he had
two hundred dollahs for Marse Tom's gamblin' debts, en dat's true, Mammy, jes as dead certain
's bawn
"
"Two--hund'd dollahs ! Why,
you talkin' 'bout ? Two --hund'd--dollahs
Sakes alive, it's 'mos' enough
tol'able good secondhand nigger wid
En you ain't lyin', honey ? You wouldn't lie
' old Mammy ? "
"It's God's own truth, jes as I tell you--two hund'd dollahs-- I wisht
never stir outen my tracks
ain't so
En, oh, my lan', ole Marse was jes a-hoppin' !
b'ilin' mad, I tell you ! He tuck 'n' dissenhurrit him
"
"Disen_whiched him ? "
"Dissenhurrit him
"
"What's dat ? What
? "
"Means he bu'sted de will
"
"Bu's--ted de will ! He wouldn't ever treat him so ! Take it back, you mis'able imitation nigger dat I bore in sorrow en tribbilation
"
Roxy's pet castle--an occasional dollar from Tom's pocket-- was tumbling to ruin before her eyes
abide such
disaster
; she couldn't endure the thought of it
Her remark amused Chambers

"Yah-yah-yah ! Jes listen to dat ! If I's imitation,
you ? Bofe of us is imitation white_--dat's what we is--en pow'ful good imitation, too
Yah-yah-yah ! We don't 'mount to noth'n as imitation niggers_; en as for--"
"Shet up yo' foolin', 'fo' I knock you side de head, en tell me 'bout de will
Tell me 'tain't bu'sted--do, honey, en I'll never forgit you
"
"Well, 'tain't_--'ca'se dey's
new one made, en Marse Tom's all right ag'in
But
you in sich
sweat 'bout it for, Mammy ? 'Tain't none o' your business I don't reckon
"
"'Tain't none o' my business ? Whose business
den, I'd like
? Wuz I his mother tell
fifteen years old, or wusn't I ? -- you answer me dat
En you speck I
him turned out po' and ornery on de worl' en never care noth'n' 'bout it ? I reckon
'd ever be'n
mother yo'self, Valet de Chambers, you wouldn't talk sich foolishness as dat
"
"Well, den, ole Marse forgive him en fixed up de will ag'in --do dat satisfy you ? "
Yes, she was satisfied now, and quite happy and sentimental over it
She kept coming daily, and at last she was told that Tom had come home
She began to tremble with emotion, and straightway sent to beg him to let his "po' ole nigger Mammy have jes one sight of him en die for joy
"
Tom was stretched at his lazy ease on
sofa when Chambers brought the petition
Time
modified his ancient detestation
humble drudge and protector
boyhood;
still bitter and uncompromising
He sat up and bent
severe gaze
face
young fellow whose name
unconsciously using and whose family rights
enjoying
He maintained the gaze until the victim of it had become satisfactorily pallid with terror, then
:
"What does the old rip want with me ? "
The petition was meekly repeated

"Who
permission
and disturb me
social attentions of niggers ? "
Tom had risen
The other young man was trembling now, visibly
coming, and bent his head sideways, and put up his left arm to shield it
Tom rained cuffs
head and its shield, saying no word: the victim received each blow with
beseeching, "Please, Marse Tom ! --oh, please, Marse Tom ! " Seven blows--then Tom said, "Face the door--march ! " He followed behind with one, two, three solid kicks
The last one helped the pure-white slave over the door-sill, and he limped away mopping his eyes
old, ragged sleeve
Tom shouted after him, "Send her in ! "
Then he flung himself panting
sofa again, and rasped out the remark, "He arrived just
right moment;
full
brim with bitter thinkings, and nobody
it out of
How refreshing
!
better
"
Tom's mother entered now, closing the door behind her, and approached her son with all the wheedling and supplication servilities that fear and interest can impart
words and attitudes
born slave
She stopped
yard from her boy and made
admiring exclamations over his manly stature and general handsomeness, and Tom put an arm under his head and hoisted
leg over the sofa back
to look properly indifferent

"My lan', how you is growed, honey ! 'Clah to goodness, I wouldn't a-knowed you, Marse Tom ! 'Deed I wouldn't ! Look at me good; does you 'member old Roxy ? Does
yo' old nigger mammy, honey ? Well now, I kin lay down en die in peace, 'ca'se I'se seed--"
"Cut it short, Goddamn it, cut it short !
it
? "
"You heah dat ? Jes the same old Marse Tom, al'ays so gay and funnin' wid de ole mammy
I'uz jes as shore--"
"Cut it short, I tell you, and get along ! What
? "
bitter disappointment
Roxy had for
days nourished and fondled and petted her notion that Tom would
his old nurse, and would make her proud and happy
marrow with
cordial word or two,
took two rebuffs
her that
not funning,
her beautiful dream was
fond and foolish variety,
shabby and pitiful mistake
She was hurt
heart, and so ashamed that for
moment she
quite know what
or how to act
Then her breast began to heave, the tears came, and in her forlornness she was moved
that other dream of hers-- an appeal to her boy's charity; and so,
impulse, and without reflection, she offered her supplication:
"Oh, Marse Tom, de po' ole mammy is in sich hard luck dese days; en she's kinder crippled in de arms and can't work, en
gimme
dollah--on'y jes one little dol--"
Tom was
feet so suddenly
supplicant was startled into
jump herself

"A dollar ! --
dollar ! I've
notion to strangle you !
your errand here ? Clear out ! And be quick
! "
Roxy backed slowly toward the door
When she was halfway she stopped, and said mournfully:
"Marse Tom, I nussed you
was
little baby, en I raised you all
tell you was 'most
young man; en now you is young en rich, en I is po' en gitt'n ole, en I come heah b'leavin' dat
he'p de ole mammy 'long down de little road dat's lef' 'twix' her en de grave, en--"
Tom relished this tune
any that he preceded it,
began to wake up
sort of echo
conscience; so he interrupted and said with decision, though without asperity, that
not in
situation to help her, and wasn't going

"Ain't you ever gwine to he'p me, Marse Tom ? "
"No ! Now go away and don't bother me any more
"
Roxy's head was down, in an attitude of humility
But now the fires of her old wrongs flamed up in her breast and began to burn fiercely
She raised her head slowly, till
well up, and
same time her great frame unconsciously assumed an erect and masterful attitude, with all the majesty and grace of her vanished youth
She raised her finger and punctuated with it

"You has said de word
You has had yo' chance, en you has trompled it under yo' foot
git another one, you'll git down on yo' knees en beg
! "
cold chill went to Tom's heart, he didn't know why; for
reflect that such words, from such an incongruous source, and so solemnly delivered,
easily fail
effect
However,
the natural thing: he replied with bluster and mockery

"_You'll
chance--_you ! Perhaps I'd better get down on my knees now ! But
I don't--just for argument's sake-- what's going to happen, pray ? "
"Dis is
gwine to happen, I's gwine as straight to yo' uncle as I kin walk, en tell him every las' thing I knows 'bout you
"
Tom's cheek blenched, and she saw it
Disturbing thoughts began to chase
through his head
"How can she know ? And yet she
found out--she looks it
I've had the will back only three months, and am already deep in debt again, and moving heaven and earth to save myself from exposure and destruction, with
reasonably fair show of getting the thing covered up if I'm let alone, and now this fiend has gone and found me out somehow or other
I wonder
she knows ? Oh, oh, oh, it's enough to break
body's heart ! But I've got to humor her--there's no other way
"
Then he worked up
rather sickly sample of
gay laugh and
hollow chipperness of manner, and said:
"Well, well, Roxy dear, old friends like you and me mustn't quarrel
Here's your dollar--now tell me what
"
He held out the wildcat bill; she stood as she was, and made no movement
her turn to scorn persuasive foolery now, and she
waste it
She said, with
grim implacability in voice and manner which made Tom almost
even
former slave can remember for ten minutes insults and injuries returned for compliments and flatteries received, and can also enjoy taking revenge
opportunity offers:
"What does
? I'll tell you what I knows, I knows enough to bu'st dat will to flinders--en more, mind you, more ! "
Tom was aghast

"More ? "
, "What
call more ? Where's there any room for more ? "
Roxy laughed
mocking laugh, and said scoffingly, with
toss of her head, and her hands on her hips:
"Yes ! --oh, I reckon ! co'se you'd like
--wid yo' po' little ole rag dollah
What you reckon I's gwine
you for ? -- you ain't got no money
I's gwine
yo' uncle--en I'll
dis minute, too--he'll gimme FIVE dollahs for de news, en mighty glad, too
"
She swung herself around disdainfully, and started away
Tom was in
panic
He seized her skirts, and implored her to wait
She turned and said, loftily:
"Look-a-heah, what 'uz it I tole you ? "
"You--you--I don't remember anything
it you told me ? "
"I tole you dat de
I
chance you'd git down on yo' knees en beg
"
Tom was stupefied for
moment
panting with excitement
Then
:
"Oh, Roxy, you wouldn't require your young master
such
horrible thing
't mean it
"
"I'll let
mighty quick whether I means it or not ! You call me names, en as good as spit on me when I comes here, po' en ornery en 'umble, to praise you for bein' growed up so fine and handsome, en tell you how I used to nuss you en tend you en watch you
'uz sick en hadn't no mother but me in de whole worl', en beg you
de po' ole nigger
dollah for
her som'n' to eat, en you call me names--_names_, dad blame you ! Yassir, I gives you jes one chance mo', and dat's now_, en it las' on'y half
second--you hear ? "
Tom slumped
knees and began to beg, saying:
"
I'm begging, and it's honest begging, too ! Now tell me, Roxy, tell me
"
The heir of two centuries of unatoned insult and outrage looked down on him and seemed to drink in deep draughts of satisfaction
Then she said:
"Fine nice young white gen'l'man kneelin' down to
nigger wench ! I's wanted
dat jes once befo' I's called
Now, Gabr'el, blow de hawn, I's ready
.
Git up ! "
Tom did it
, humbly:
"Now, Roxy, don't punish me any more
I deserved what I've got, but be good and let me off
Don't go to uncle
Tell me-- I'll
the five dollars
"
"Yes, I bet
; en you won't stop dah, nuther
But I ain't gwine
you heah--"
"Good gracious, no ! "
"Is you 'feared o' de ha'nted house ? "
"N-no
"
"Well, den, you come to de ha'nted house 'bout ten or 'leven tonight, en climb up de ladder, 'ca'se de sta'rsteps is broke down, en you'll find me
I's a-roostin' in de ha'nted house 'ca'se
't 'ford to roos' nowher's else
" She started toward the door, but stopped and said, "Gimme de dollah bill ! "
it to her
She examined it and said, "H'm--like enough de bank's bu'sted
" She started again, but halted again
"Has you got any whisky ? "
"Yes,
little
"
"Fetch it ! "
He ran
room overhead and brought down
bottle
two-thirds full
She tilted it up and took
drink
Her eyes sparkled with satisfaction, and she tucked the bottle under her shawl, saying, "It's prime
I'll take it along
"
Tom humbly held the door for her, and she marched out as grim and erect as
grenadier

CHAPTER 9
Tom Practices Sycophancy
Why
that we rejoice at
birth and grieve at
funeral ?
because
the person involved

--Pudd'nhead Wilson's Calendar
easy
fault, if one
disposition
once