The Moth by H.G. Wells
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it_was maddening .He had no lights .If he opened the door of_the room the thing would get away . in_the darkness he_saw Pawkins quite distinctly laughing at him .Pawkins had ever an oily laugh .He swore furiously and stamped his foot on_the floor .

there_was atimid rapping at_the door .

Then it opened, perhaps afoot, and very slowly .The alarmed face of_the landlady appeared behind apink candle flame; she wore anight-cap over her grey hair and had some purple garment over her shoulders ."What _was that fearful smash ? " she said ."Has anything----" The strange moth appeared fluttering about_the chink of_the door ."Shut that door ! " said Hapley, and suddenly rushed at her .

The door slammed hastily .Hapley was left alone in_the dark .Then in_the pause he heard his landlady scuttle upstairs, lock her door, and drag something heavy across the room and put against it .

It became evident to Hapley that his conduct and appearance had_been strange and alarming .Confound the moth ! and Pawkins ! However, it_was apity to lose the moth now . he_felt his way into_the hall and found the matches, after sending his hat down upon_the floor with anoise like adrum . with_the lighted candle he returned to_the sitting-room .No moth was to_be seen .Yet once for amoment it seemed that_the thing was fluttering round his head .Hapley very suddenly decided to_give up the moth and go to bed .But he_was excited .All night long his sleep was broken by dreams of_the moth, Pawkins, and_his landlady .Twice in_the night he turned out and soused his head in cold water .

one_thing was very clear to him .His landlady could_not possibly understand about_the strange moth, especially as he had failed to catch it .No one but an entomologist would understand quite how he_felt .She was probably frightened at his behaviour, and yet he failed to_see how he_could explain it .He decided to_say nothing further about_the events of last night .After breakfast he_saw her in her garden, and decided to_go out and talk to reassure her .He talked to her about beans and potatoes, bees, caterpillars, and_the price of fruit .She replied in her usual manner, but she looked at him alittle suspiciously, and kept walking as he walked, so_that there_was always abed of flowers, or arow of beans, or something of_the sort, between_them .After awhile he began to_feel singularly irritated at_this, and to conceal his vexation went indoors and presently went out for awalk .

The moth, or butterfly, trailing an odd flavour of Pawkins with it, kept coming into that walk, though he_did his best to_keep his mind off it .Once he_saw it quite distinctly, with its wings flattened out, upon_the old stone wall that runs along the west edge of_the park, but going up to_it he_found it_was only two lumps of grey and yellow lichen ."This," said Hapley, " is_the reverse of mimicry .Instead of abutterfly looking like astone, here_is astone looking like abutterfly ! " Once something hovered and fluttered round his head, but by an effort of will he drove that impression out of_his mind again .

in_the afternoon Hapley called upon_the Vicar, and argued with_him upon theological questions .They sat in_the little arbour covered with briar, and smoked as_they wrangled ."Look at_that moth ! " said Hapley, suddenly, pointing to_the edge of_the wooden table .

"Where ? " said the Vicar .

"You don't see amoth on_the edge of_the table there ? " said Hapley .

"Certainly not," said the Vicar .

Hapley was thunderstruck .He gasped .The Vicar was staring at him .Clearly the man saw nothing ."The eye of faith is no better than_the eye of science," said Hapley awkwardly .

"I don't see your point," said the Vicar, thinking it_was part of_the argument .

That night Hapley found the moth crawling over his counterpane .He sat on_the edge of_the bed in_his shirt sleeves and reasoned with himself . was_it pure hallucination ? he_knew he_was slipping, and he battled for_his sanity with_the same silent energy he had formerly displayed against Pawkins .So persistent is mental habit, that he_felt as_if it were still astruggle with Pawkins . he_was well versed in psychology . he_knew that such visual illusions do come as_a_result of mental strain .But the point was, he_did_not only see the moth, he had heard it when it touched the edge of_the lampshade, and afterwards when it hit against the wall, and he had felt it strike his face in_the dark .

He looked at it . it_was not at all dreamlike, but perfectly clear and solid-looking in_the candle-light . he_saw the hairy body, and_the short feathery antennae, the jointed legs, even aplace where the down was rubbed from_the wing .He suddenly felt angry with himself for being afraid of alittle insect .

His landlady had got the servant to sleep with her that night, because she was afraid to_be alone . in_addition she had locked the door, and put the chest of drawers against it .They listened and talked in whispers after they had gone to bed, but nothing occurred to alarm them .About eleven they had ventured to_put the candle out, and had both dozed off to sleep .They woke up with astart, and sat up in bed, listening in_the darkness .

Then they heard slippered feet going to and fro in Hapley's room .achair was overturned, and there_was aviolent dab at_the wall .Then achina mantel ornament smashed upon_the fender .Suddenly the door of_the room opened, and_they heard him upon_the landing .They clung to one another, listening . he_seemed to_be dancing upon_the staircase .Now he_would go down three or four steps quickly, then up again, then hurry down into_the hall .They heard the umbrella stand go over, and_the fanlight break .Then the bolt shot and_the chain rattled . he_was opening the door .

They hurried to_the window . it_was adim grey night; an almost unbroken sheet of watery cloud was sweeping across the moon, and_the hedge and trees in front of_the house were black against the pale roadway .They saw Hapley, looking like aghost in_his shirt and white trousers, running to and fro in_the road, and beating the air .Now he_would stop, now he_would dart very rapidly at something invisible, now he_would move upon it with stealthy strides .At last he went out of sight up the road towards the down .Then, while they argued who_should go down and lock the door, he returned . he_was walking very fast, and he_came straight into_the house, closed the door carefully, and went quietly up to_his bedroom .Then everything was silent .

" Mrs Colville," said Hapley, calling down the staircase next morning, " I_hope I_did_not alarm you last night ."

" you_may well ask that ! " said Mrs Colville .

"The fact is, I_am asleep-walker, and_the last two nights I_have_been without my sleeping mixture . there_is nothing to_be alarmed about, really . I_am sorry I_made such an ass of myself . i_will go over the down to Shoreham, and get some stuff to_make me sleep soundly .I ought_to_have done that yesterday ."

But half-way over the down, by_the chalk pits, the moth came upon Hapley again .He went on, trying to_keep his mind upon chess problems, but it_was no good .The thing fluttered into his face, and he struck at it with_his hat in self-defence .Then rage, the old rage--the rage he had so often felt against Pawkins--came upon him again .He went on, leaping and striking at_the eddying insect .Suddenly he trod on nothing, and fell headlong .

there_was agap in_his sensations, and Hapley found himself sitting on_the heap of flints in front of_the opening of_the chalk-pits, with aleg twisted back under him .The strange moth was still fluttering round his head .He struck at it with_his hand, and turning his head saw two men approaching him .One was_the village doctor .It occurred to Hapley that_this was lucky .Then it came into his mind with extraordinary vividness, that no one would ever be_able to_see the strange moth except himself, and_that it behoved him to_keep silent about_it .

Late that night, however, after his broken leg was set, he_was feverish and forgot his self-restraint . he_was lying flat on_his bed, and he began to run his eyes round the room to_see if_the moth was still about .He tried not to do_this, but it_was no good .He soon caught sight of_the thing resting close to_his hand, by_the night-light, on_the green table-cloth .The wings quivered .With asudden wave of anger he smote at it with_his fist, and_the nurse woke up with ashriek .He had missed it .

"That moth ! " he_said; and then, " it_was fancy .Nothing ! "

All the time he could_see quite clearly the insect going round the cornice and darting across the room, and he_could also see that_the nurse saw nothing of it and looked at him strangely . he_must keep himself in hand . he_knew he_was alost man if he_did_not keep himself in hand .But as_the night waned the fever grew upon him, and_the very dread he had of seeing the moth made him see it .About five, just as_the dawn was grey, he tried to_get out of bed and catch it, though his leg was afire with pain .The nurse had to struggle with_him .

On account of_this, they tied him down to_the bed . at_this the moth grew bolder, and once he_felt it settle in_his hair .Then, because he struck out violently with_his arms, they tied these also . at_this the moth came and crawled over his face, and Hapley wept, swore, screamed, prayed for_them to_take it off him, unavailingly .

The doctor was ablockhead, ajust-qualified general practitioner, and quite ignorant of mental science .He simply said there_was no moth .Had he possessed the wit, he might still, perhaps, have saved Hapley from_his fate by entering into his delusion, and covering his face with gauze, as he prayed might_be done .But, as I_say, the doctor was ablockhead, and until the leg was healed Hapley was kept tied to_his bed, and with_the imaginary moth crawling over him .It never left him while he_was awake and it grew to amonster in_his dreams .While he_was awake he longed for sleep, and from sleep he awoke screaming .

So now Hapley is spending the remainder of_his days in apadded room, worried by amoth that no one else can_see .The asylum doctor calls it hallucination; but Hapley, when he_is in_his easier mood, and can talk, says it_is_the ghost of Pawkins, and consequently aunique specimen and well worth the trouble of catching .


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