The Story of the Late Mr. Elvesham by H.G. Wells
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to_face the facts again .Was all life hallucination ? Was I indeed Elvesham, and he me ? Had I been dreaming of Eden overnight ? Was there any Eden ? But if i_was Elvesham, i_should remember where i_was on_the previous morning, the name of_the town in_which I lived, what happened before_the dream began .I struggled with my thoughts .I recalled the queer doubleness of_my memories overnight .But now my mind was clear .Not the ghost of any memories but those proper to Eden could I raise .

" this_way lies insanity ! " I cried in my piping voice .I staggered to my feet, dragged my feeble, heavy limbs to_the washhand-stand, and plunged my grey head into abasin of cold water .Then, towelling myself, I tried again . it_was no good . I_felt beyond all question that i_was indeed Eden, not Elvesham .But Eden in Elvesham's body !

Had I been aman of any_other age, I_might_have given myself up_to my fate as one enchanted .But in_these sceptical days miracles do_not pass current .Here was some trick of psychology .What adrug and asteady stare could do, adrug and asteady stare, or some similar treatment, could surely undo .Men have lost their memories before .But to exchange memories as one does umbrellas ! I laughed .Alas ! not ahealthy laugh, but awheezing, senile titter . I_could_have fancied old Elvesham laughing at my plight, and agust of petulant anger, unusual to_me, swept across my feelings .I began dressing eagerly in_the clothes I_found lying about on_the floor, and only realised when i_was dressed that_it_was an evening suit I had assumed .I opened the wardrobe and found some more ordinary clothes, apair of plaid trousers, and an old-fashioned dressing-gown .I put avenerable smoking-cap on my venerable head, and, coughing alittle from my exertions, tottered out upon_the landing .

it_was then, perhaps, aquarter to six, and_the blinds were closely drawn and_the house quite silent .The landing was aspacious one, abroad, richly-carpeted staircase went down into_the darkness of_the hall below, and before me adoor ajar showed me awriting-desk, arevolving bookcase, the back of astudy chair, and afine array of bound books, shelf upon shelf .

"My study," I mumbled, and walked across the landing .Then at_the sound of_my voice athought struck me, and I went back to_the bedroom and put in_the set of false teeth .They slipped in with_the ease of old, habit ."That's better," said I, gnashing them, and so returned to_the study .

The drawers of_the writing-desk were locked .Its revolving top was also locked .I could_see no indications of_the keys, and there were none in_the pockets of_my trousers .I shuffled back at once to_the bedroom, and went through_the dress suit, and afterwards the pockets of all the garments I_could find . i_was very eager, and one might_have imagined that burglars had_been at work, to_see my room when I had done . not_only were there no keys to_be found, but not acoin, nor ascrap of paper--save only the receipted bill of_the overnight dinner .

acurious weariness asserted itself .I sat down and stared at_the garments flung here and there, their pockets turned inside out .My first frenzy had already flickered out .Every moment i_was beginning to realise the immense intelligence of_the plans of_my enemy, to_see more and more clearly the hopelessness of_my position .With an effort I rose and hurried hobbling into_the study again . on_the staircase was ahousemaid pulling up the blinds .She stared, i_think, at_the expression of_my face .I shut the door of_the study behind me, and, seizing apoker, began an attack upon_the desk . that_is how they found me .The cover of_the desk was split, the lock smashed, the letters torn out_of_the pigeon-holes, and tossed about_the room .In my senile rage I had flung about_the pens and other such light stationery, and overturned the ink .Moreover, alarge vase upon_the mantel had got broken-- I_do_not know how . I_could find no cheque-book, no money, no indications of_the slightest use for_the recovery of_my body . i_was battering madly at_the drawers, when_the butler, backed by two women-servants, intruded upon me .

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That simply is_the story of_my change .No one will believe my frantic assertions . I_am treated as one demented, and even at_this moment I_am under restraint .But I_am sane, absolutely sane, and to_prove it I_have sat down to write this story minutely as_the things happened to_me .I appeal to_the reader, whether there_is any trace of insanity in_the style or method, of_the story he has_been reading . I_am ayoung man locked away in an old man's body .But the clear fact is incredible to everyone .Naturally I appear demented to_those who_will_not believe this, naturally I_do_not know the names of_my secretaries, of_the doctors who come to_see me, of_my servants and neighbours, of_this town (wherever it_is) where I_find myself .Naturally I lose myself in my own house, and suffer inconveniences of every sort .Naturally I ask_the oddest questions .Naturally I weep and cry out, and_have paroxysms of despair . I_have no money and no cheque-book .The bank will not recognise my signature, for I suppose that, allowing for_the feeble muscles I now have, my handwriting is still Eden's .These people about me will not let me go to_the bank personally .It seems, indeed, that_there_is no bank in_this town, and_that I_have an account in some part of London .It seems that Elvesham kept the name of_his solicitor secret from all his household . I_can ascertain nothing .Elvesham was, of_course, aprofound student of mental science, and all my declarations of_the facts of_the case merely confirm the theory that my insanity is_the outcome of overmuch brooding upon psychology .Dreams of_the personal identity indeed ! Two days_ago i_was ahealthy youngster, with all life before me; now I_am afurious old man, unkempt, and desperate, and miserable, prowling about agreat, luxurious, strange house, watched, feared, and avoided as alunatic by everyone about me .And in London is Elvesham beginning life again in avigorous body, and with all the accumulated knowledge and wisdom of threescore and ten .He has stolen my life .

What has happened I_do_not clearly know . in_the study are volumes of manuscript notes referring chiefly to_the psychology of memory, and parts of what may_be either calculations or ciphers in symbols absolutely strange to_me .In some passages there_are indications that he_was also occupied with_the philosophy of mathematics .I take it he has transferred the whole of_his memories, the accumulation that makes up his personality, from_this old withered brain of_his to mine, and, similarly, that he has transferred mine to_his discarded tenement .Practically, that_is, he has changed bodies .But how such achange may_be possible is without the range of_my philosophy . I_have_been amaterialist for all my thinking life, but here, suddenly, is aclear case of man's detachability from matter .

One desperate experiment I_am about to_try .I sit writing here before putting the matter to issue . this_morning, with_the help of atable-knife that I had secreted at breakfast, I succeeded in breaking open afairly obvious secret drawer in_this wrecked writing-desk .I discovered nothing save alittle green glass phial containing awhite powder .Round the neck of_the phial was alabel, and thereon was written this_one word, "_Release ." this_may_be--is most probably--poison . I_can understand Elvesham placing poison in my way, and i_should_be sure that_it_was his intention so to_get rid of_the only living witness against him, were it not for_this careful concealment .The man has practically solved the problem of immortality .Save for_the spite of chance, he_will live in my body until it has aged, and then, again, throwing that aside, he_will assume some other victim's youth and strength .When one remembers his heartlessness, it_is terrible to_think of_the ever-growing experience that .. .How long has he been leaping from body to body ? .. .But I tire of writing .The powder appears to_be soluble in water .The taste is_not unpleasant .

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There the narrative found upon Mr Elvesham's desk ends .His dead body lay between_the desk and_the chair .The latter had_been pushed back, probably by his last convulsions .The story was written in pencil and in acrazy hand, quite unlike his usual minute characters .There remain only two curious facts to record .Indisputably there_was some connection between Eden and Elvesham, since_the whole of Elvesham's property was bequeathed to_the young man .But he never inherited .When Elvesham committed suicide, Eden was, strangely enough, already dead .Twenty-four hours before, he had_been knocked down by acab and killed instantly, at_the crowded crossing at_the intersection of Gower Street and Euston Road .So that_the only human being who could_have thrown light upon_this fantastic narrative is beyond the reach of questions .Without further comment I leave this extraordinary matter to_the reader's individual judgment .


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