Perverse by Edgar Allan Poe
consideration
faculties and impulses --
prima mobilia
human soul, the phrenologists have failed
room for
propensity which, although obviously existing as
radical, primitive, irreducible sentiment,
equally overlooked by all the moralists
preceded them
pure arrogance
reason,
all overlooked it
suffered its existence to escape our senses, solely through want of belief -- of faith; -- whether it be faith in Revelation, or faith
Kabbala
The idea of it has never occurred
, simply because
supererogation
We saw no need
impulse --
propensity
perceive its necessity
understand,
,
have understood, had the notion
primum mobile ever obtruded itself; --
have understood in what manner it
made to further the objects of humanity, either temporal or eternal
It
denied that phrenology and, in great measure, all metaphysicianism
concocted
priori
The intellectual or logical man, rather
understanding or observant man, set himself to imagine designs -- to dictate purposes to God
Having thus fathomed,
satisfaction, the intentions of Jehovah, out
intentions he built his innumerable systems of mind
matter of phrenology, for example, we first determined, naturally enough,
the design
Deity that man should eat
We then assigned to man an organ of alimentiveness, and this organ
scourge
the Deity compels man, will-I nill-I, into eating
Secondly, having settled it
God's will that man should continue his species, we discovered an organ of amativeness, forthwith
And so with combativeness, with ideality, with causality, with constructiveness, -- so, in short, with every organ, whether representing
propensity,
moral sentiment, or
faculty
pure intellect
And
arrangements
Principia of human action, the Spurzheimites, whether right or wrong,
, or
whole, have but followed, in principle, the footsteps
predecessors: deducing and establishing every thing
preconceived destiny of man, and
ground
objects
Creator

It
wiser, it
safer, to classify (if classify
)
basis of what man usually or occasionally did, and was always occasionally doing, rather than
basis of what we took it for granted the Deity intended him
comprehend God
visible works, how then
inconceivable thoughts, that call the works into being ?
understand him
objective creatures, how then
substantive moods and phases of creation ?
Induction,
posteriori,
brought phrenology to admit, as an innate and primitive principle of human action,
paradoxical something, which
call perverseness, for want of
more characteristic term
sense I intend,
,
,
mobile without motive,
motive not motivirt
promptings we act without comprehensible object; or,
shall be understood as
contradiction in terms,
modify the proposition as
, that
promptings we act,
reason that we
In theory, no reason
more unreasonable, but,
,
none more strong
With certain minds, under certain conditions, it becomes absolutely irresistible
not more certain that I breathe, than
assurance
wrong or error of any action is often the one unconquerable force which impels us, and alone impels us to its prosecution
Nor will this overwhelming tendency
wrong
wrong's sake, admit of analysis, or resolution into ulterior elements
radical,
primitive impulse-elementary
said,
aware, that when we persist in acts because
we
persist
, our conduct is but
modification
which ordinarily springs
combativeness of phrenology
But
glance will show the fallacy
idea
The phrenological combativeness has for its essence, the necessity of self-defence
our safeguard against injury
Its principle regards our well-being; and thus the desire
well is excited simultaneously with its development
It follows,
desire
well
excited simultaneously with any principle which shall be merely
modification of combativeness, but
case
something which I term perverseness, the desire
well is
not aroused, but
strongly antagonistical sentiment exists

An appeal to one's own heart is, after all, the best reply
sophistry just noticed
No one who trustingly consults and thoroughly questions his own soul,
disposed to deny the entire radicalness
propensity
more incomprehensible than distinctive
There lives no man who at some period
tormented, for example, by an earnest desire to tantalize
listener by circumlocution
The speaker is aware that he displeases; he has every intention
,
usually curt, precise, and clear, the most laconic and luminous language is struggling for utterance upon his tongue,
only with difficulty that he restrains himself from giving it flow; he dreads and deprecates the anger of him whom he addresses; yet, the thought strikes him, that by certain involutions and parentheses this anger
engendered
That single thought is enough
The impulse increases to
wish, the wish to
desire, the desire to an uncontrollable longing,
longing (
deep regret and mortification
speaker, and in defiance of all consequences) is indulged

task
be speedily performed
ruinous
delay
The most important crisis
life calls, trumpet-tongued, for immediate energy and action
We glow,
consumed with eagerness to commence the work,
anticipation of whose glorious result our whole souls are on fire
It must, it shall be undertaken to-day, and yet we put it off until to-morrow, and why ?
no answer, except that
perverse, using the word with no comprehension
principle
To-morrow arrives, and with it
more impatient anxiety
our duty, but
very increase of anxiety arrives, also,
nameless,
positively fearful, because unfathomable, craving for delay
This craving gathers strength
moments fly
The last hour for action is at hand
We tremble
violence
conflict within us, --
definite
indefinite --
substance
shadow
But,
contest have proceeded thus far,
shadow which prevails, -- we struggle in vain
The clock strikes, and
knell
welfare
same time,
chanticleer -- note
ghost that has
overawed us
It flies -- it disappears --
free
The old energy returns
labor now
Alas,
too late !
We stand
brink of
precipice
We peer
abyss -- we grow sick and dizzy
Our first impulse is to shrink
danger
Unaccountably we remain
By slow degrees our sickness and dizziness and horror become merged in
cloud of unnamable feeling
By gradations, still more imperceptible, this cloud assumes shape, as did the vapor
bottle out
arose the genius
Arabian Nights
But out
our cloud
precipice's edge, there grows into palpability,
shape, far more terrible than any genius or any demon of
tale, and yet
but
thought, although
fearful one, and one which chills the very marrow
bones
fierceness
delight
horror
merely the idea of what
our sensations during the sweeping precipitancy of
fall from such
height
And this fall -- this rushing annihilation --
very reason
involves that one most ghastly and loathsome of all the most ghastly and loathsome images of death and suffering
ever presented themselves to our imagination --
very cause do we now the most vividly desire it
And because our reason violently deters us
brink, therefore do we the most impetuously approach it
no passion in nature so demoniacally impatient,
of him who, shuddering
edge of
precipice, thus meditates
Plunge
To indulge, for
moment, in any attempt at thought,
inevitably lost; for reflection but urges us to forbear, and therefore
,
, that
If there be no friendly arm
us, or
fail in
sudden effort to prostrate ourselves backward
abyss, we plunge,
destroyed

Examine these similar actions as
,
find them resulting solely
spirit
Perverse
We perpetrate them because
that we
Beyond or behind this
no intelligible principle; and
, indeed, deem this perverseness
direct instigation
Arch-Fiend, were it not occasionally known to operate in furtherance of good

said thus much, that in some measure
answer your question, that
explain
why
here, that
assign
something that
the faint aspect of
cause
wearing these fetters, and
tenanting this cell
condemned
Had I not been thus prolix,
either have misunderstood me altogether, or,
rabble, have fancied me mad
,
easily perceive that
many uncounted victims
Imp
Perverse

impossible that any deed
wrought with
more thorough deliberation
For weeks, for months, I pondered
means
murder
I rejected
thousand schemes, because their accomplishment involved
chance of detection
, in reading some French Memoirs,
an account of
nearly fatal illness that occurred to Madame Pilau,
agency of
candle accidentally poisoned
The idea struck my fancy at once
my victim's habit of reading in bed
, too, that his apartment was narrow and ill-ventilated
But
not vex you with impertinent details
not describe the easy artifices
I substituted,
bed-room candle-stand,
wax-light
own making
one which I there found
The next morning
discovered dead
bed,
Coroner's verdict was -- "Death
visitation of God
"
Having inherited his estate, all went well with me for years
The idea of detection never once entered my brain
remains
fatal taper I had myself carefully disposed
I had left no shadow of
clew
it
possible to convict, or even to suspect me
crime
inconceivable how rich
sentiment of satisfaction arose in my bosom as I reflected upon my absolute security
For
very long period
accustomed to revel
sentiment
It afforded me more real delight than all the mere worldly advantages accruing from my sin
But there arrived
an epoch,
the pleasurable feeling grew, by scarcely perceptible gradations, into
haunting and harassing thought
It harassed because it haunted
scarcely get rid of it for an instant
quite
common thing
thus annoyed
ringing
ears, or rather
memories,
burthen of some ordinary song, or some unimpressive snatches from an opera
Nor will we be the less tormented
song in itself be good, or the opera air meritorious
manner, at last,
perpetually catch myself pondering upon my security, and repeating, in
low undertone, the phrase, "
safe
"
One day, whilst sauntering along the streets, I arrested myself
act of murmuring, half aloud, these customary syllables
In
fit of petulance, I remodelled them thus; "
safe --
safe -- yes -- if I be not fool enough
open confession ! "
No sooner had I spoken these words, than
an icy chill creep to my heart
I had had some experience
fits of perversity, (whose nature
at some trouble to explain), and I remembered well that in no instance I had successfully resisted their attacks
And now my own casual self-suggestion that
possibly be fool enough to confess the murder
I
guilty, confronted me, as
very ghost of him whom I had murdered -- and beckoned me on to death

At first,
an effort to shake off this nightmare
soul
I walked vigorously -- faster -- still faster --
I ran
maddening desire to shriek aloud
Every succeeding wave of thought overwhelmed me with new terror, for, alas ! I well, too well understood that
, in my situation, was
lost
I still quickened my pace
I bounded like
madman
crowded thoroughfares
, the populace took the alarm, and pursued me
then the consummation
fate
Could
torn out my tongue,
done it, but
rough voice resounded in my ears --
rougher grasp seized me
shoulder
I turned -- I gasped for breath
For
moment I experienced all the pangs of suffocation; I became blind, and deaf, and giddy; and then some invisible fiend,
, struck me
broad palm
back
The long imprisoned secret burst forth from my soul

They say that I spoke with
distinct enunciation, but with marked emphasis and passionate hurry,
in dread of interruption before concluding the brief, but pregnant sentences that consigned me
hangman and to hell

Having related all that was necessary
fullest judicial conviction, I fell prostrate in
swoon

But why shall
more ? To-day I wear these chains, and am here ! To-morrow
fetterless ! -- but where ?