The Imp of_the Perverse

by Edgar Allan Poe

in_the consideration of_the faculties and impulses -- of_the prima mobilia of_the human soul, the phrenologists have failed to_make room for apropensity which, although obviously existing as aradical, primitive, irreducible sentiment, has_been equally overlooked by all the moralists who_have preceded them . in_the pure arrogance of_the reason, we_have all overlooked it . we_have suffered its existence to escape our senses, solely through want of belief -- of faith; -- whether it be faith in Revelation, or faith in_the Kabbala .The idea of it has never occurred to_us, simply because of_its supererogation .We saw no need of_the impulse -- for_the propensity . we_could_not perceive its necessity . we_could_not understand, that_is_to_say, we_could_not have understood, had the notion of_this primum mobile ever obtruded itself; -- we_could_not have understood in what manner it might_be made to further the objects of humanity, either temporal or eternal .It cannot_be denied that phrenology and, in great measure, all metaphysicianism have_been concocted apriori .The intellectual or logical man, rather than_the understanding or observant man, set himself to imagine designs -- to dictate purposes to God .Having thus fathomed, to_his satisfaction, the intentions of Jehovah, out of_these intentions he built his innumerable systems of mind . in_the matter of phrenology, for example, we first determined, naturally enough, that_it_was the design of_the Deity that man should eat .We then assigned to man an organ of alimentiveness, and this organ is_the scourge with_which the Deity compels man, will-I nill-I, into eating .Secondly, having settled it to_be God's will that man should continue his species, we discovered an organ of amativeness, forthwith .And so with combativeness, with ideality, with causality, with constructiveness, -- so, in short, with every organ, whether representing apropensity, amoral sentiment, or afaculty of_the pure intellect .And in_these arrangements of_the Principia of human action, the Spurzheimites, whether right or wrong, in_part, or upon_the whole, have but followed, in principle, the footsteps of_their predecessors: deducing and establishing every thing from_the preconceived destiny of man, and upon_the ground of_the objects of_his Creator .

It would_have_been wiser, it would_have_been safer, to classify (if classify we_must) upon_the basis of what man usually or occasionally did, and was always occasionally doing, rather than upon_the basis of what we took it for granted the Deity intended him to_do . if_we_cannot comprehend God in_his visible works, how then in_his inconceivable thoughts, that call the works into being ? if_we_cannot understand him in_his objective creatures, how then in_his substantive moods and phases of creation ?

Induction, aposteriori, would_have brought phrenology to admit, as an innate and primitive principle of human action, aparadoxical something, which we_may call perverseness, for want of amore characteristic term . in_the sense I intend, it_is, in_fact, amobile without motive, amotive not motivirt . through_its promptings we act without comprehensible object; or, if_this shall be understood as acontradiction in terms, we_may so_far modify the proposition as to_say, that through_its promptings we act, for_the reason that we should_not .In theory, no reason can_be more unreasonable, but, in_fact, there_is none more strong .With certain minds, under certain conditions, it becomes absolutely irresistible . I_am not more certain that I breathe, than that_the assurance of_the wrong or error of any action is often the one unconquerable force which impels us, and alone impels us to its prosecution .Nor will this overwhelming tendency to_do wrong for_the wrong's sake, admit of analysis, or resolution into ulterior elements . it_is aradical, aprimitive impulse-elementary . it_will_be said, I_am aware, that when we persist in acts because we_feel we should_not persist in_them, our conduct is but amodification of_that which ordinarily springs from_the combativeness of phrenology .But aglance will show the fallacy of_this idea .The phrenological combativeness has for its essence, the necessity of self-defence . it_is our safeguard against injury .Its principle regards our well-being; and thus the desire to_be well is excited simultaneously with its development .It follows, that_the desire to_be well must_be excited simultaneously with any principle which shall be merely amodification of combativeness, but in_the case of_that something which I term perverseness, the desire to_be well is not_only not aroused, but astrongly antagonistical sentiment exists .

An appeal to one's own heart is, after all, the best reply to_the sophistry just noticed .No one who trustingly consults and thoroughly questions his own soul, will_be disposed to deny the entire radicalness of_the propensity in_question . it_is_not more incomprehensible than distinctive .There lives no man who at some period has_not_been tormented, for example, by an earnest desire to tantalize alistener by circumlocution .The speaker is aware that he displeases; he has every intention to_please, he_is usually curt, precise, and clear, the most laconic and luminous language is struggling for utterance upon his tongue, it_is only with difficulty that he restrains himself from giving it flow; he dreads and deprecates the anger of him whom he addresses; yet, the thought strikes him, that by certain involutions and parentheses this anger may_be engendered .That single thought is enough .The impulse increases to awish, the wish to adesire, the desire to an uncontrollable longing, and_the longing ( to_the deep regret and mortification of_the speaker, and in defiance of all consequences) is indulged .

we_have atask before_us which_must be speedily performed . we_know that_it_will_be ruinous to_make delay .The most important crisis of_our life calls, trumpet-tongued, for immediate energy and action .We glow, we_are consumed with eagerness to commence the work, with_the anticipation of whose glorious result our whole souls are on fire .It must, it shall be undertaken to-day, and yet we put it off until to-morrow, and why ? there_is no answer, except that we_feel perverse, using the word with no comprehension of_the principle .To-morrow arrives, and with it amore impatient anxiety to_do our duty, but with_this very increase of anxiety arrives, also, anameless, apositively fearful, because unfathomable, craving for delay .This craving gathers strength as_the moments fly .The last hour for action is at hand .We tremble with_the violence of_the conflict within us, -- of_the definite with_the indefinite -- of_the substance with_the shadow .But, if_the contest have proceeded thus far, it_is_the shadow which prevails, -- we struggle in vain .The clock strikes, and is_the knell of_our welfare . at_the same time, it_is_the chanticleer -- note to_the ghost that has so_long overawed us .It flies -- it disappears -- we_are free .The old energy returns . we_will labor now .Alas, it_is too late !

We stand upon_the brink of aprecipice .We peer into_the abyss -- we grow sick and dizzy .Our first impulse is to shrink from_the danger .Unaccountably we remain .By slow degrees our sickness and dizziness and horror become merged in acloud of unnamable feeling .By gradations, still more imperceptible, this cloud assumes shape, as did the vapor from_the bottle out of_which arose the genius in_the Arabian Nights .But out of_this our cloud upon_the precipice's edge, there grows into palpability, ashape, far more terrible than any genius or any demon of atale, and yet it_is but athought, although afearful one, and one which chills the very marrow of_our bones with_the fierceness of_the delight of_its horror . it_is merely the idea of what would_be our sensations during the sweeping precipitancy of afall from such aheight .And this fall -- this rushing annihilation -- for_the very reason that_it involves that one most ghastly and loathsome of all the most ghastly and loathsome images of death and suffering which_have ever presented themselves to our imagination -- for_this very cause do we now the most vividly desire it .And because our reason violently deters us from_the brink, therefore do we the most impetuously approach it . there_is no passion in nature so demoniacally impatient, as_that of him who, shuddering upon_the edge of aprecipice, thus meditates aPlunge .To indulge, for amoment, in any attempt at thought, is_to_be inevitably lost; for reflection but urges us to forbear, and therefore it_is, I_say, that we_cannot .If there be no friendly arm to_check us, or if_we fail in asudden effort to prostrate ourselves backward from_the abyss, we plunge, and_are destroyed .

Examine these similar actions as we_will, we_shall find them resulting solely from_the spirit of_the Perverse .We perpetrate them because we_feel that we should_not .Beyond or behind this there_is no intelligible principle; and we_might, indeed, deem this perverseness adirect instigation of_the Arch-Fiend, were it not occasionally known to operate in furtherance of good .

I_have said thus much, that in some measure I_may answer your question, that I_may explain to_you why I_am here, that I_may assign to_you something that shall_have at_least the faint aspect of acause for_my wearing these fetters, and for_my tenanting this cell of_the condemned .Had I not been thus prolix, you_might either have misunderstood me altogether, or, with_the rabble, have fancied me mad . as_it_is, you_will easily perceive that I_am one_of_the many uncounted victims of_the Imp of_the Perverse .

it_is impossible that any deed could_have_been wrought with amore thorough deliberation .For weeks, for months, I pondered upon_the means of_the murder .I rejected athousand schemes, because their accomplishment involved achance of detection . at_length, in reading some French Memoirs, I_found an account of anearly fatal illness that occurred to Madame Pilau, through_the agency of acandle accidentally poisoned .The idea struck my fancy at once . I_knew my victim's habit of reading in bed . I_knew, too, that his apartment was narrow and ill-ventilated .But I_need not vex you with impertinent details . I_need not describe the easy artifices by_which I substituted, in_his bed-room candle-stand, awax-light of_my own making for_the one which I there found .The next morning he_was discovered dead in_his bed, and_the Coroner's verdict was -- "Death by_the visitation of God ."

Having inherited his estate, all went well with me for years .The idea of detection never once entered my brain . of_the remains of_the fatal taper I had myself carefully disposed .I had left no shadow of aclew by_which it would_be possible to convict, or even to suspect me of_the crime . it_is inconceivable how rich asentiment of satisfaction arose in my bosom as I reflected upon my absolute security .For avery long period of_time i_was accustomed to revel in_this sentiment .It afforded me more real delight than all the mere worldly advantages accruing from my sin .But there arrived at_length an epoch, from_which the pleasurable feeling grew, by scarcely perceptible gradations, into ahaunting and harassing thought .It harassed because it haunted . I_could scarcely get rid of it for an instant . it_is quite acommon thing to_be thus annoyed with_the ringing in_our ears, or rather in_our memories, of_the burthen of some ordinary song, or some unimpressive snatches from an opera .Nor will we be the less tormented if_the song in itself be good, or the opera air meritorious . in_this manner, at last, i_would perpetually catch myself pondering upon my security, and repeating, in alow undertone, the phrase, " I_am safe ."

One day, whilst sauntering along the streets, I arrested myself in_the act of murmuring, half aloud, these customary syllables .In afit of petulance, I remodelled them thus; " I_am safe -- I_am safe -- yes -- if I be not fool enough to_make open confession ! "

No sooner had I spoken these words, than I_felt an icy chill creep to my heart .I had had some experience in_these fits of perversity, (whose nature I_have_been at some trouble to explain), and I remembered well that in no instance I had successfully resisted their attacks .And now my own casual self-suggestion that I_might possibly be fool enough to confess the murder of_which I had_been guilty, confronted me, as if_the very ghost of him whom I had murdered -- and beckoned me on to death .

At first, I_made an effort to shake off this nightmare of_the soul .I walked vigorously -- faster -- still faster -- at_length I ran . I_felt amaddening desire to shriek aloud .Every succeeding wave of thought overwhelmed me with new terror, for, alas ! I well, too well understood that to_think, in my situation, was to_be lost .I still quickened my pace .I bounded like amadman through_the crowded thoroughfares . at_length, the populace took the alarm, and pursued me . I_felt then the consummation of_my fate .Could I_have torn out my tongue, i_would_have done it, but arough voice resounded in my ears -- arougher grasp seized me by_the shoulder .I turned -- I gasped for breath .For amoment I experienced all the pangs of suffocation; I became blind, and deaf, and giddy; and then some invisible fiend, i_thought, struck me with_his broad palm upon_the back .The long imprisoned secret burst forth from my soul .

They say that I spoke with adistinct enunciation, but with marked emphasis and passionate hurry, as_if in dread of interruption before concluding the brief, but pregnant sentences that consigned me to_the hangman and to hell .

Having related all that was necessary for_the fullest judicial conviction, I fell prostrate in aswoon .

But why shall I_say more ? To-day I wear these chains, and am here ! To-morrow I_shall_be fetterless ! -- but where ?