The Fall of the House of Usher by Edgar Allan Poe
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of_the temple, made up altogether acountenance not easily to_be forgotten .And now in_the mere exaggeration of_the prevailing character of_these features, and of_the expression they were wont to convey, lay so_much of change that I doubted to_whom I spoke .The now ghastly pallor of_the skin, and_the now miraculous lustre of_the eye, above all things startled and even awed me .The silken hair, too, had_been suffered to grow all unheeded, and as, in its wild gossamer texture, it floated rather than fell about_the face, I_could_not, even with effort, connect its Arabesque expression with any idea of simple humanity .

in_the manner of_my friend i_was at once struck with an incoherence - an inconsistency ; and I soon found this to arise from aseries of feeble and futile struggles to overcome an habitual trepidancy - an excessive nervous agitation .For something of_this nature I had indeed been prepared, no less by his letter, than by reminiscences of certain boyish traits, and by conclusions deduced from_his peculiar physical conformation and temperament .His action was alternately vivacious and sullen .His voice varied rapidly from atremulous indecision ( when_the animal spirits seemed utterly in abeyance) to_that species of energetic concision - that abrupt, weighty, unhurried, and hollow-sounding enunciation - that leaden, self-balanced and perfectly modulated guttural utterance, which_may_be observed in_the lost drunkard, or the irreclaimable eater of opium, during the periods of_his most intense excitement .

it_was thus that he spoke of_the object of_my visit, of_his earnest desire to_see me, and of_the solace he expected me to afford him .He entered, at some length, into what he conceived to_be the nature of_his malady . it_was, he_said, aconstitutional and afamily evil, and one for_which he despaired to_find aremedy - amere nervous affection, he immediately added, which would undoubtedly soon pass off .It displayed itself in ahost of unnatural sensations . some_of_these, as he detailed them, interested and bewildered me ; although, perhaps, the terms, and_the general manner of_the narration had their weight .He suffered much from amorbid acuteness of_the senses ; the most insipid food was alone endurable; he_could wear only garments of certain texture ; the odors of all flowers were oppressive ; his eyes were tortured by even afaint light ; and there were but peculiar sounds, and these from stringed instruments, which did_not inspire him with horror .

To an anomalous species of terror I_found him abounden slave ." I_shall perish," said he, " I_must perish in_this deplorable folly .Thus, thus, and not otherwise, shall I be lost .I dread the events of_the future, not in themselves, but in their results .I shudder at_the thought of any, even the most trivial, incident, which_may operate upon_this intolerable agitation of soul . I_have, indeed, no abhorrence of danger, except in its absolute effect - in terror . in_this unnerved - in_this pitiable condition - I_feel that_the period will sooner or later arrive when I_must abandon life and reason together, in some struggle with_the grim phantasm, FEAR ."

I learned, moreover, at intervals, and through broken and equivocal hints, another singular feature of_his mental condition . he_was enchained by certain superstitious impressions in regard to_the dwelling which he tenanted, and whence, for many years, he had never ventured forth - in regard to an influence whose supposititious force was conveyed in terms too shadowy here to_be re-stated - an influence which some peculiarities in_the mere form and substance of_his family mansion, had, by dint of long sufferance, he_said, obtained over his spirit - an effect which the physique of_the gray walls and turrets, and of_the dim tarn into which they all looked down, had, at_length, brought about upon_the morale of_his existence .

He admitted, however, although with hesitation, that much of_the peculiar gloom which thus afflicted him could_be traced to amore natural and far more palpable origin - to_the severe and long-continued illness - indeed to_the evidently approaching dissolution - of atenderly beloved sister - his sole companion for long years - his last and only relative on earth ."Her decease," he_said, with abitterness which I_can never forget, "would leave him (him the hopeless and_the frail) the last of_the ancient race of_the Ushers ." While he spoke, the lady Madeline (for so was she called) passed slowly through aremote portion of_the apartment, and, without having noticed my presence, disappeared .I regarded her with an utter astonishment not unmingled with dread - and yet I_found it impossible to account for such feelings .asensation of stupor oppressed me, as my eyes followed her retreating steps .When adoor, at_length, closed upon her, my glance sought instinctively and eagerly the countenance of_the brother - but he had buried his face in_his hands, and I_could only perceive that afar more than ordinary wanness had overspread the emaciated fingers through which trickled many passionate tears .

The disease of_the lady Madeline had long baffled the skill of her physicians .asettled apathy, agradual wasting away of_the person, and frequent although transient affections of apartially cataleptical character, were the unusual diagnosis .Hitherto she had steadily borne up against the pressure of her malady, and had_not betaken herself finally to bed ; but, on_the closing in of_the evening of_my arrival at_the house, she succumbed (as her brother told me at night with inexpressible agitation) to_the prostrating power of_the destroyer ; and I learned that_the glimpse I had obtained of her person would thus probably be the last i_should obtain - that_the lady, at_least while living, would_be seen by me no more .

For several_days ensuing, her name was unmentioned by either Usher or myself: and during this period i_was busied in earnest endeavors to alleviate the melancholy of_my friend .We painted and read together ; or I listened, as_if in adream, to_the wild improvisations of_his speaking guitar .And thus, as acloser and still closer intimacy admitted me more unreservedly into_the recesses of_his spirit, the more bitterly did I perceive the futility of all attempt at cheering amind from_which darkness, as_if an inherent positive quality, poured forth upon all objects of_the moral and physical universe, in one unceasing radiation of gloom .

I_shall ever bear about me amemory of_the many solemn hours I thus spent alone with_the master of_the House of Usher .Yet i_should fail in any attempt to convey an idea of_the exact character of_the studies, or of_the occupations, in_which he involved me, or led me the way .An excited and highly distempered ideality threw asulphureous lustre over all .His long improvised dirges will ring forever in my ears .Among other things, I hold painfully in mind acertain singular perversion and amplification of_the wild air of_the last waltz of Von Weber . from_the paintings over which his elaborate fancy brooded, and which grew, touch by touch, into vaguenesses at which I shuddered the more thrillingly, because I shuddered knowing not why ; - from_these paintings (vivid as their images now are before me) i_would in vain endeavor to educe more than asmall portion which should lie within_the compass of merely written words . by_the utter simplicity, by_the nakedness of_his designs, he arrested and overawed attention .If ever mortal painted an idea, that mortal was Roderick Usher . for_me at_least - in_the circumstances then surrounding me - there arose out_of_the pure abstractions which the hypochondriac contrived to throw upon his canvass, an intensity of intolerable awe, no shadow of_which felt I ever yet in_the contemplation of_the certainly glowing yet too concrete reveries of Fuseli .

one_of_the phantasmagoric conceptions of_my friend, partaking not so rigidly of_the spirit of abstraction, may_be shadowed forth, although feebly, in words .asmall picture presented the interior of an immensely long and rectangular vault or tunnel, with low walls, smooth, white, and without interruption or device .Certain accessory points of_the design served well to convey the idea that_this excavation lay at an exceeding depth below the surface of_the earth .No outlet was observed in any portion of_its vast extent, and no torch, or other artificial source of light was discernible ; yet aflood of intense rays rolled throughout, and bathed the whole in aghastly and inappropriate splendor .

I_have just spoken of_that morbid condition of_the auditory nerve which rendered all music intolerable to_the sufferer, with_the exception of certain effects of stringed instruments . it_was, perhaps, the narrow limits to_which he thus confined himself upon_the guitar, which gave birth, in great measure, to_the fantastic character of_his performances .But the fervid facility of_his _impromptus could_not_be so accounted for . they_must_have been, and were, in_the notes, as_well as in_the words of_his wild fantasias (for he not unfrequently accompanied himself with rhymed verbal improvisations), the result of_that intense mental collectedness and concentration to_which I_have previously alluded as observable only in_particular moments of_the highest artificial excitement .The words of one_of_these rhapsodies I_have easily remembered . i_was, perhaps, the more forcibly impressed with it, as he_gave it, because, in_the under or mystic current of_its meaning, I fancied that I perceived, and for_the first time, afull consciousness on_the_part of Usher, of_the tottering of_his lofty reason upon her throne .The verses, which were entitled "The Haunted Palace," ran very nearly, if_not accurately, thus:

I . in_the greenest of_our valleys, By good angels tenanted, Once afair and stately palace - Radiant palace - reared its head . in_the monarch Thought's dominion - It stood there ! Never seraph spread apinion Over fabric half so fair .II .Banners yellow, glorious, golden, On its roof did float and flow; (This - all this - was in_the olden Time long_ago) And every gentle air that dallied, in_that sweet day, Along the ramparts plumed and pallid, awinged odor went away .III .Wanderers in_that happy valley Through two luminous windows saw Spirits moving musically To alute's well-tund law, Round about athrone, where sitting (Porphyrogene ! ) In state his glory well befitting, The ruler of_the realm was seen .IV .And all with pearl and ruby glowing was_the fair palace door, Through which came flowing, flowing, flowing, And sparkling evermore, atroop of Echoes whose sweet duty Was but to sing, In voices of surpassing beauty, The wit and wisdom of_their king .V .But evil things, in robes of sorrow, Assailed the monarch's high estate ; (Ah, let_us mourn, for never morrow Shall dawn upon him, desolate ! ) And, round about his home, the glory That blushed and bloomed Is but adim-remembered story of_the old time entombed .VI .And travellers now within that valley, through_the red-litten windows, see Vast forms that move fantastically To adiscordant melody ; While, like arapid ghastly river, through_the pale door, ahideous throng rush out forever, And laugh - but smile no more .

I well remember that suggestions arising from_this ballad, led us into atrain of thought wherein there became manifest an opinion of Usher's which I mention not so_much on account of_its novelty, (for other men * have thought thus,) as on account of_the pertinacity with_which he maintained it


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