The Golden Ingot by Fitzjames O'Brien
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."It were better that he kept quiet, so as_to avoid the chance of inflammation .However, you need_not_be alarmed; his burns are_not at all dangerous, although painful ."

"Thank God ! thank God ! " she cried, in_the most impassioned accents; and, before i_was aware of what she was doing, she seized my hand and kissed it .

"There, that_will do," I_said, withdrawing my hand; " you_are under no obligations to_me .You had better go back to your father ."

" I_can't go," she answered ."You despise me-- is_it not so ? "

I_made no reply .

" you_think me amonster--a criminal . when_you went home last night, you were wonderstruck that so vile acreature as i_should_have so fair aface ."

"You embarrass me, madam," I_said, in amost chilling tone ."Pray relieve me from_this unpleasant position ."

"Wait . I_cannot bear that you_should think ill of me . you_are good and kind, and I_desire to possess your esteem .You little know how I love my father ."

I_could_not restrain abitter smile .

" you_do_not believe that ? Well, i_will convince you . I_have_had ahard struggle all last night with myself, but am now resolved .This life of deceit must continue no longer . will_you hear my vindication ? "

I assented .The wonderful melody of her voice and_the purity of her features were charming me once more .I half believed in her innocence already .

"My father has told you aportion of_his history .But he_did_not tell you that his continued failures in_his search after_the secret of metallic transmutation nearly killed him .Two years_ago he_was on_the verge of_the grave, working every day at his mad pursuit, and every day growing weaker and more emaciated . I_saw that if his mind was not relieved in some way he_would die .The thought was madness to_me, for I loved him--I love him still, as adaughter never loved afather before .During all these years of poverty I had supported the house with my needle; it_was hard work, but I_did it--I do_it still ! "

"What ? " I cried, startled, " does_not--"

"Patience .Hear me out .My father was dying of disappointment . I_must save him .By incredible exertions, working night and day, I saved about thirty-five dollars in notes .These I exchanged for gold, and one day, when my father was not looking, I cast them into_the crucible in_which he_was making one of_his vain attempts at transmutation .God, I_am_sure, will pardon the deception .I never anticipated the misery it would lead to .

"I never beheld anything like the joy of_my poor father, when, after emptying his crucible, he_found adeposit of pure gold at_the bottom .He wept, and danced, and sang, and built such castles in_the air, that my brain was dizzy to hear him .He gave_me the ingot to_keep, and went to work at his alchemy with renewed vigor .The same thing occurred .He always found the same quantity of gold in_his crucible .I alone knew the secret . he_was happy, poor man, for nearly two years, in_the belief that he_was amassing afortune .I all the while plied my needle for_our daily bread .When he asked me for_the savings, the first stroke fell upon me .Then it was_that I recognized the folly of_my conduct . I_could give him no money .I never had any--while he believed that I had fourteen thousand dollars .My heart was nearly broken when I_found that he had conceived the most injurious suspicions against me .Yet I_could_not blame him . I_could give no account of_the treasure I had permitted him to_believe was in my possession . I_must suffer the penalty of_my fault, for to undeceive him would_be, I_felt, to kill him .I remained silent then, and suffered .

" you_know the rest .You now know why it was_that i_was reluctant to_give_you that ingot--why it was_that I degraded myself so_far as_to ask it back .It was_the only means I had of continuing adeception on_which I believed my father's life depended .But that delusion has_been dispelled . I_can live this life of hypocrisy no longer . I_cannot exist and hear my father, whom I love so, wither me daily with_his curses . i_will undeceive him this very day . will_you come with me, for I_fear the effect on_his enfeebled frame ? "

"Willingly," I answered, taking her by_the hand; "and i_think that no absolute danger need be apprehended .Now, Marion," I added, "let me ask forgiveness for having even for amoment wounded so noble aheart . you_are truly as great amartyr as any of_those whose sufferings the Church perpetuates in altar-pieces ."

" I_knew you_would do me justice when_you knew all," she sobbed, pressing my hand; "but come . I_am on fire . let_us hasten to my father, and break this terror to him ."

When we reached the old alchemist's room, we_found him busily engaged over acrucible which_was placed on asmall furnace, and in_which some indescribable mixture was boiling .He looked up as_we entered .

"No fear of me, doctor," he_said, with aghastly smile, "no fear; I_must not allow alittle physical pain to interrupt my great work, you_know . by_the_way, you_are just in_time .In a few_moments the marriage of_the Red King and White Queen will_be accomplished, as George Ripley calls the great act, in_his book entitled 'The Twelve Gates .' Yes, doctor, in less_than ten minutes you_will_see me make pure, red, shining gold ! " and_the poor old man smiled triumphantly, and stirred his foolish mixture with along rod, which he held with difficulty in_his bandaged hands . it_was agrievous sight for aman of any feeling to witness .

"Father," said Marion, in alow, broken voice, advancing alittle toward the poor old dupe, " i_want your forgiveness ."

"Ah, hypocrite ! for what ? are_you going to_give_me back my gold ? "

"No, father, but for_the deception that I_have_been practicing on you for two years--"

" I_knew it ! I_knew it ! " shouted the old man, with aradiant countenance ."She has concealed my fourteen thousand dollars all this_time, and now comes to restore them . i_will forgive her .Where are they, Marion ? "

"Father--it must come out .You never made any gold . it_was I who saved up thirty-five dollars, and I used to slip them into your crucible when your back was turned--and I_did it only because I_saw that you were dying of disappointment . it_was wrong, I_know--but, father, I meant well .You'll forgive me, won't you ? " and_the poor girl advanced astep toward the alchemist .

He grew deathly pale, and staggered as_if about to_fall .The next instant, though, he recovered himself, and burst into ahorrible sardonic laugh .Then he_said, in tones full of_the bitterest irony: "A conspiracy, is_it ? Well done, doctor ! you_think to reconcile me with_this wretched girl by trumping up this story that I_have_been for two years adupe of her filial piety .It's clumsy, doctor, and_is atotal failure .Try again ."

"But I assure you, Mr Blakelock," I_said as earnestly as I_could, "I believe your daughter's statement to_be perfectly true . you_will_find it to_be so, as she has got the ingot in her possession which so often deceived you into_the belief that you_made gold, and you_will certainly find that no transmutation has taken place in your crucible ."

"Doctor," said the old man, in tones of_the most settled conviction, " you_are afool .The girl has wheedled you .In less_than aminute i_will turn you out apiece of gold purer than any the earth produces .Will that convince you ? "

" that_will convince me," I answered .By agesture I imposed silence on Marion, who was about to_speak . i_thought it better to allow the old man to_be his own undeceiver--and we awaited the coming crisis .

The old man, still smiling with anticipated triumph, kept bending eagerly over his crucible, stirring the mixture with_his rod, and muttering to himself all the time ."Now," I heard him say, "it changes .There--there's the scum .And now the green and bronze shades flit across it .Oh, the beautiful green ! the precursor of_the golden-red hue that tells of_the end attained ! Ah ! now the golden-red is coming--slowly--slowly ! It deepens, it shines, it_is dazzling ! Ah, I_have it ! " So saying, he caught up his crucible in achemist's tongs, and bore it slowly toward the table on_which stood abrass vessel .

"Now, incredulous doctor ! " he cried, "come and be convinced," and immediately began carefully pouring the contents of_the crucible into_the brass vessel . when_the crucible was quite empty he turned it up and called me again ."Come, doctor, come and be convinced .See for_yourself ."

"See first if_there_is any gold in your crucible," I answered, without moving .

He laughed, shook his head derisively, and looked into_the crucible .In amoment he grew pale as death .

"Nothing ! " he cried ."Oh, ajest, ajest ! there_must_be gold somewhere .Marion ! "

"The gold is here, father," said Marion, drawing the ingot from her pocket; " it_is all we ever had ."

"Ah ! " shrieked the poor old man, as he let the empty crucible fall, and staggered toward the ingot which Marion held out to him . he_made three steps, and then fell on_his face .Marion rushed toward him, and tried to lift him, but could_not .I put her aside gently, and placed my hand on_his heart .

"Marion," said I, " it_is perhaps better as_it_is . he_is dead ! "


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