The First Men in the Moon by H.G. Wells
Section [1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 10 | 11 | 12 | 13 | 14 | 15 | 16 | 17 | 18 | 19 | 20 | 21 | 22 | 23 | 24 | 25 | 26 | 27 | 28 | 29 | 30 | 31 | 32 | 33 | 34 | 35 | 36 | 37 | 38 | 39 | 40 | 41 | 42]
to_believe that, you_know ."

"Ah, well," said I, and shrugged my shoulders .

"He doesn't want to_tell us," said the youngest young man in astage aside; and then, with an appearance of great sang-froid, " You don't mind if I take acigarette ? "

I waved him acordial assent, and proceeded with my breakfast .Two of_the others went and looked out_of_the farther window and talked inaudibly . i_was struck by athought ."The tide," I_said, "is running out ? "

there_was apause, adoubt who_should answer me .

"It's near the ebb," said the fat little man .

"Well, anyhow," I_said, "it won't float far ."

I decapitated my third egg, and began alittle speech ."Look here," I_said ." Please don't imagine I'm surly or telling you uncivil lies, or anything of_that sort .I'm forced almost, to_be alittle short and mysterious . I_can quite understand this_is as queer as it can_be, and_that your imaginations must_be going it . I_can assure you, you're in at amemorable time .But I_can't make it clear to_you now - it's impossible .I give_you my word of honour I've come from_the moon, and_that's all I_can tell you .. .. All the same, I'm tremendously obliged to_you, you_know, tremendously . I_hope_that my manner hasn't in any_way given you offence ."

"Oh, not in_the least ! " said the youngest young man affably ." we_can quite understand," and staring hard at me all the time, he heeled his chair back until it very nearly upset, and recovered with some exertion ."Not abit of it," said the fat young man .

"Don't you imagine that ! " and_they all got up and dispersed, and walked about and lit cigarettes, and generally tried to show they were perfectly amiable and disengaged, and entirely free from_the slightest curiosity about me and_the sphere ."I'm going to_keep an eye on_that ship out there all the same," I heard one_of_them remarking in an undertone .If only they_could have forced themselves to_it, they_would, I believe, even have_gone out and left me .I went on with my third egg .

"The weather," the fat little man remarked presently, " has_been immense, has it not ? I don't know when we_have_had such asummer ."

Phoo-whizz ! Like atremendous rocket !

And somewhere awindow was broken .. ..

"What's that ? " said I .

"It isn't - ? " cried the little man, and rushed to_the corner window .

All the others rushed to_the window likewise .I sat staring at them .

Suddenly I leapt up, knocked over my third egg, rushed for_the window also .I had just thought of something ."Nothing to_be seen there," cried the little man, rushing for_the door .

"It's that boy ! " I cried, bawling in hoarse fury; "it's that accursed boy ! " and turning about I pushed the waiter aside - he_was just bring me some more toast - and rushed violently out_of_the room and down and out upon_the queer little esplanade in front of_the hotel .

The sea, which had_been smooth, was rough now with hurrying cat's-paws, and all about where the sphere had_been was tumbled water like the wake of aship .Above, alittle puff of cloud whirled like dispersing smoke, and_the three or four people on_the beach were bring up with interrogative faces towards the point of_that unexpected report . and_that was all ! Boots and waiter and_the four young men in blazers came rushing out behind me .Shouts came from windows and doors, and all sorts of worrying people came into sight - agape .

For atime I stood there, too overwhelmed by_this new development to_think of_the people .

At first i_was too stunned to_see the thing as any definite disaster - i_was just stunned, as aman is by some accidental violent blow . it_is only afterwards he begins to appreciate his specific injury .

"Good Lord ! "

I_felt as_though somebody was pouring funk out of acan down the back of_my neck .My legs became feeble .I had got the first intimation of what the disaster meant for_me . there_was that confounded boy - sky high ! i_was utterly left . there_was the gold in_the coffee-room - my only possession on earth .How would it all work out ? The general effect was of agigantic unmanageable confusion .

" I_say," said the voice of_the little man behind ." I_say, you_know ."

I wheeled about, and there were twenty or thirty people, asort of irregular investment of people, all bombarding me with dumb interrogation, with infinite doubt and suspicion . I_felt the compulsion of_their eyes intolerably .I groaned aloud .

" I_can't ! " I shouted ."I tell you I_can't ! I'm not equal to_it ! you_must puzzle and - and be damned to_you ! "

I gesticulated convulsively .He receded astep as_though I had threatened him . I_made abolt through them into_the hotel .I charged back into_the coffee-room, rang the bell furiously .I gripped the waiter as he entered ."D'ye hear ? " I shouted ."Get help and carry these bars up_to my room right away ."

He failed to understand me, and I shouted and raved at him .ascared-looking little old man in agreen apron appeared, and further two of_the young men in flannels . I_made adash at them and commandeered their services . as_soon_as_the gold was in my room I_felt free to quarrel ."Now get out," I shouted; "all of you get out if_you don't want_to_see aman go mad before_your eyes ! " And I helped the waiter by_the shoulder as he hesitated in_the doorway .And then, as_soon_as I had the door locked on them all, I tore off the little man's clothes again, shied them right and left, and got into bed forthwith .And there I lay swearing and panting and cooling for avery long_time .

At last i_was calm enough to_get out of bed and ring up the round-eyed waiter for aflannel nightshirt, asoda and whisky, and some good cigars .And these things being procured me, after an exasperating delay that drove me several_times to_the bell, I locked the door again and proceeded very deliberately to look entire situation in_the face .

The net result of_the great experiment presented itself as an absolute failure . it_was arout, and I was_the sole survivor . it_was an absolute collapse, and this_was the final disaster . there_was nothing for_it but to save myself, and as_much as I_could in_the way of prospects from_our debacle .At one fatal crowning blow all my vague resolutions of return and recovery had vanished .My intention of going back to_the moon, of getting asphereful of gold, and afterwards of having afragment of Cavorite analysed and so recovering the great secret - perhaps, finally, even of recovering Cavor's body - all these ideas vanished altogether .

I was_the sole survivor, and_that was all .

i_think that going to bed was one_of_the luckiest ideas I_have ever had in an emergency .I really believe i_should either have got loose-headed or done some indiscreet thing .But there, locked in and secure from all interruptions, I_could think out the position in all its bearings and make my arrangements at leisure .

of_course, it_was quite clear to_me what had happened to_the boy .He had crawled into_the sphere, meddled with_the studs, shut the Cavorite windows, and gone up . it_was highly improbable he had screwed the manhole stopper, and, even if he had, the chances were athousand to one against his getting back . it_was fairly evident that he_would gravitate with my bales to somewhere near the middle of_the sphere and remain there, and so cease to_be alegitimate terrestrial interest, however remarkable he might seem to_the inhabitants of some remote quarter of space .I very speedily convinced myself on_that point .And as for any responsibility I_might_have in_the matter, the more I reflected upon that, the clearer it became that if only I kept quiet about things, I_need not trouble myself about_that .If i_was faced by sorrowing parents demanding their lost boy, I had merely to demand my lost sphere - or ask them what they meant .At first I had had avision of weeping parents and guardians, and all sorts of complications; but now I_saw that I simply had to_keep my mouth shut, and nothing in_that way could arise .And, indeed, the more I lay and smoked and thought, the more evident became the wisdom of impenetrability .

it_is within_the right of every British citizen, provided he_does_not commit damage nor indecorum, to appear suddenly wherever he pleases, and as ragged and filthy as he pleases, and with whatever amount of virgin gold he sees fit to encumber himself, and no one has any right at all to hinder and detain him in_this procedure .I formulated that at last to myself, and repeated it over as asort of private Magna Charta of_my liberty .

Once I had put that issue on one side, I_could take up and consider in an equable manner certain considerations I had scarcely dared to_think of before, namely, those arising out_of_the circumstances of_my bankruptcy .But now, looking at this_matter calmly and at leisure, I could_see that if only I suppressed my identity by atemporary assumption of some less well-known name, and if I retained the two months' beard that had grown upon me, the risks of any annoyance from_the spiteful creditor to_whom I_have already alluded became very_small indeed . from_that to adefinite course of rational worldly action was plain sailing . it_was all amazingly petty, no_doubt, but what_was there remaining for_me to_do ?

Whatever I_did


Section [1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 10 | 11 | 12 | 13 | 14 | 15 | 16 | 17 | 18 | 19 | 20 | 21 | 22 | 23 | 24 | 25 | 26 | 27 | 28 | 29 | 30 | 31 | 32 | 33 | 34 | 35 | 36 | 37 | 38 | 39 | 40 | 41 | 42]