The First Men in the Moon by H.G. Wells
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i_should_have died leaping .Once, and then again my foot slipped on_the gathering snow as I leapt and shortened my leap; once I fell short into bushes that crashed and smashed into dusty chips and nothingness, and once I stumbled as I dropped and rolled head over heels into agully, and rose bruised and bleeding and confused as_to my direction .

But such incidents were as nothing to_the intervals, those awful pauses when one drifted through_the air towards that pouring tide of night .My breathing made apiping noise, and it_was as_though knives were whirling in my lungs .My heart seemed to beat against the top of_my brain ."Shall I reach it ? O Heaven ! Shall I reach it ? "

My whole being became anguish .

"Lie down ! " screamed my pain and despair; "lie down ! "

The near I struggled, the more awfully remote it seemed . i_was numb, I stumbled, I bruised and cut myself and did_not bleed .

it_was in sight .

I fell on all fours, and my lungs whooped .

I crawled .The frost gathered on my lips, icicles hung from my moustache, i_was white with_the freezing atmosphere .

i_was adozen yards from_it .My eyes had become dim ."Lie down ! " screamed despair; "lie down ! "

I touched it, and halted ."Too late ! " screamed despair; "lie down ! "

I fought stiffly with it . i_was on_the manhole lip, astupefied, half-dead being .The snow was all about me .I pulled myself in .There lurked within alittle warmer air .

The snowflakes - the airflakes - danced in about me, as I tried with chilling hands to thrust the valve in and spun it tight and hard .I sobbed ." i_will," I chattered in my teeth .And then, with fingers that quivered and felt brittle, I turned to_the shutter studs .

As I fumbled with_the switches - for I had never controlled them before - I could_see dimly through_the steaming glass the blazing red streamers of_the sinking sun, dancing and flickering through_the snowstorm, and_the black forms of_the scrub thickening and bending and breaking beneath the accumulating snow .Thicker whirled the snow and thicker, black against the light .What if even now the switches overcame me ? Then something clicked under my hands, and in an instant that last vision of_the moon world was hidden from my eyes . i_was in_the silence and darkness the inter-planetary sphere .

Chapter 20

Mr Bedford in Infinite Space

it_was almost as_though I had_been killed .Indeed, I_could imagine aman suddenly and violently killed would feel very_much as I_did .One moment, apassion of agonising existence and fear; the next darkness and stillness, neither light nor life nor sun, moon nor stars, the blank infinite .Although the thing was_done by my own act, although I had already tasted this very of effect in Cavor's company, I_felt astonished, dumbfounded, and overwhelmed .I seemed to_be borne upward into an enormous darkness .My fingers floated off the studs, I hung as_if I were annihilated, and at last very softly and gently I_came against the bale and_the golden chain, and_the crowbars that had drifted to_the middle of_the sphere .

I_do_not know how long that drifting took . in_the sphere of_course, even more than on_the moon, one's earthly time sense was ineffectual . at_the touch of_the bale it_was as_if I had awakened from adreamless sleep .I immediately perceived that if i_wanted to_keep awake and alive I_must get alight or open awindow, so as to_get agrip of something with my eyes .And besides, i_was cold .I kicked off from_the bale, therefore, clawed on to_the thin cords within_the glass, crawled along until I got to_the manhole rim, and so got my bearings for_the light and blind studs, took ashove off, and flying once round the bale, and getting ascare from something big and flimsy that was drifting loose, I got my hand on_the cord quite close to_the studs, and reached them .I lit the little lamp first of all to_see what it_was I had collided with, and discovered that old copy of Lloyd's News had slipped its moorings, and was adrift in_the void .That brought me out_of_the infinite to my own proper dimensions again .It made me laugh and pant for atime, and suggested the idea of alittle oxygen from one_of_the cylinders . after_that I lit the heater until I_felt warm, and then i_took food .Then I set to work in avery gingerly fashion on_the Cavorite blinds, to_see if I_could guess by any means how the sphere was travelling .

The first blind I opened I shut at once, and hung for atime flattened and blinded by_the sunlight that had hit me .After thinking alittle I started upon_the windows at right angles to this_one, and got the huge crescent moon and_the little crescent earth behind it, the second time . i_was amazed to_find how far i_was from_the moon .I had reckoned that not_only should I_have little or none_of_the "kick-off" that_the earth's atmosphere had given us at our start, but that_the tangential "fly off" of_the moon's spin would_be at_least twenty-eight times less_than_the earth's .I had expected to discover myself hanging over our crater, and on_the edge of_the night, but all that was now only apart of_the outline of_the white crescent that filled the sky .And Cavor - ?

he_was already infinite .

I tried to imagine what could_have happened to him .But at_that_time I_could think of nothing but death .I seemed to_see him, bent and smashed at_the foot of some interminably high cascade of blue .And all about him the stupid insects stared .. .

Under the inspiring touch of_the drifting newspaper I became practical again for awhile . it_was quite clear to_me that what I had to_do was to_get back to earth, but as far as I could_see i_was drifting away from_it .Whatever had happened to Cavor, even if he_was still alive, which seemed to_me incredible after_that blood-stained scrap, i_was powerless to help him .There he_was, living or dead behind the mantle of_that rayless night, and there he_must remain at_least until I_could summon our fellow men to_his assistance .Should I do_that ? Something of_the sort I had in my mind; to_come back to earth if_it were possible, and then as maturer consideration might determine, either to show and explain the sphere to afew discreet persons, and act with_them, or else to_keep my secret, sell my gold,, obtain weapons, provisions, and an assistant, and return with_these advantages to deal on equal terms with_the flimsy people of_the moon, to rescue Cavor, if_that were still possible, and at any rate to procure asufficient supply of gold to_place my subsequent proceedings on afirmer basis .But that was hoping far; I had first to_get back .

I set myself to decide just exactly how the return to earth could_be contrived .As I struggled with_that problem I ceased to worry about what i_should do when I got there .At last my only care was to_get back .

I puzzled out at last that my best chance would_be to drop back towards the moon as near as I dared in_order to gather velocity, then to shut my windows, and fly behind it, and when i_was past to open my earthward windows, and so get off at agood pace homeward .But whether i_should ever reach the earth by_that device, or whether I might_not simply find myself spinning about_it in some hyperbolic or parabolic curve or other, I_could_not tell .Later I had ahappy inspiration, and by opening certain windows to_the moon, which had appeared in_the sky in front of_the earth, I turned my course aside so as_to head off the earth, which it had become evident to_me I_must pass behind without some such expedient . I_did avery great deal of complicated thinking over these, problems - for I_am no mathematician - and in_the end I_am certain it_was much more my good luck than my reasoning that enabled me to hit the earth .Had I known then, as I_know now, the mathematical chances there were against me, I_doubt if i_should_have troubled even to touch the studs to_make any attempt .And having puzzled out what I considered to_be the thing to_do, I opened all my moonward windows, and squatted down - the effort lifted me for atime some feet or so into_the air, and I hung there in_the oddest way - and waited for_the crescent to_get bigger and bigger until I_felt i_was near enough for safety .Then i_would shut the windows, fly past the moon with_the velocity I had got from_it - if I_did_not smash upon it - and so go on towards the earth .

and_that is what I_did .

At last I_felt my moonward start was sufficient .I shut out the sight of_the moon from my eyes, and in astate of mind that was, I now recall, incredibly free from anxiety or any distressful quality, I sat down to_begin avigil in_that little speck of matter in infinite space that_would last until i_should strike the earth .The heater had made the sphere tolerably warm, the air had_been refreshed by_the oxygen, and except for_that faint congestion of_the head that was always with me while i_was away from earth, I_felt entire physical comfort .I had extinguished the light again, lest it should fail me in_the end; i_was in darkness, save for_the earthshine and_the glitter of_the stars below me .Everything was so absolutely silent and still that I_might indeed have_been the only being in_the universe, and yet, strangely enough, I had no more feeling of loneliness or fear than if I had_been lying in bed on earth .Now, this seems all the stranger


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