died leaping
Once, and then again my foot slipped
gathering snow as I leapt and shortened my leap; once I fell short into bushes that crashed and smashed into dusty chips and nothingness, and once I stumbled as I dropped and rolled head over heels into
gully, and rose bruised and bleeding and confused
my direction

But such incidents were as nothing
intervals, those awful pauses when one drifted
air towards that pouring tide of night
My breathing made
piping noise, and
knives were whirling in my lungs
My heart seemed to beat against the top
brain
"Shall I reach it ? O Heaven ! Shall I reach it ? "
My whole being became anguish

"Lie down ! " screamed my pain and despair; "lie down ! "
The near I struggled, the more awfully remote it seemed
numb, I stumbled, I bruised and cut myself and
bleed

in sight

I fell on all fours, and my lungs whooped

I crawled
The frost gathered on my lips, icicles hung from my moustache,
white
freezing atmosphere

dozen yards
My eyes had become dim
"Lie down ! " screamed despair; "lie down ! "
I touched it, and halted
"Too late ! " screamed despair; "lie down ! "
I fought stiffly with it
manhole lip,
stupefied, half-dead being
The snow was all about me
I pulled myself in
There lurked within
little warmer air

The snowflakes - the airflakes - danced in about me, as I tried with chilling hands to thrust the valve in and spun it tight and hard
I sobbed
"
," I chattered in my teeth
And then, with fingers that quivered and felt brittle, I turned
shutter studs

As I fumbled
switches - for I had never controlled them before - I
dimly
steaming glass the blazing red streamers
sinking sun, dancing and flickering
snowstorm,
black forms
scrub thickening and bending and breaking beneath the accumulating snow
Thicker whirled the snow and thicker, black against the light
What if even now the switches overcame me ? Then something clicked under my hands, and in an instant that last vision
moon world was hidden from my eyes
silence and darkness the inter-planetary sphere

Chapter 20
Mr Bedford in Infinite Space
almost
I
killed
Indeed,
imagine
man suddenly and violently killed would feel
as
One moment,
passion of agonising existence and fear; the next darkness and stillness, neither light nor life nor sun, moon nor stars, the blank infinite
Although the thing
by my own act, although I had already tasted this very of effect in Cavor's company,
astonished, dumbfounded, and overwhelmed
I seemed
borne upward into an enormous darkness
My fingers floated off the studs, I hung
I were annihilated, and at last very softly and gently
against the bale
golden chain,
crowbars that had drifted
middle
sphere

know how long that drifting took
sphere
, even more than
moon, one's earthly time sense was ineffectual
touch
bale
I had awakened from
dreamless sleep
I immediately perceived that if
awake and alive
get
light or open
window, so as
grip of something with my eyes
And besides,
cold
I kicked off
bale, therefore, clawed on
thin cords
glass, crawled along until I got
manhole rim, and so got my bearings
light and blind studs, took
shove off, and flying once round the bale, and getting
scare from something big and flimsy that was drifting loose, I got my hand
cord quite close
studs, and reached them
I lit the little lamp first of all
what
I had collided with, and discovered that old copy of Lloyd's News had slipped its moorings, and was adrift
void
That brought me
infinite to my own proper dimensions again
It made me laugh and pant for
time, and suggested the idea of
little oxygen from
cylinders
I lit the heater until
warm, and then
food
Then I set to work in
very gingerly fashion
Cavorite blinds,
if
guess by any means how the sphere was travelling

The first blind I opened I shut at once, and hung for
time flattened and blinded
sunlight that had hit me
After thinking
little I started
windows at right angles to
, and got the huge crescent moon
little crescent earth behind it, the second time
amazed
how far
moon
I had reckoned that
should
little or
"kick-off"
earth's atmosphere had given us at our start, but
tangential "fly off"
moon's spin
twenty-eight times
earth's
I had expected to discover myself hanging over our crater, and
edge
night, but all that was now only
part
outline
white crescent that filled the sky
And Cavor - ?
already infinite

I tried to imagine what
happened to him
But
think of nothing but death
I seemed
him, bent and smashed
foot of some interminably high cascade of blue
And all about him the stupid insects stared
.

Under the inspiring touch
drifting newspaper I became practical again for
while
quite clear
that what I had
was
back to earth, but as far as I
drifting away
Whatever had happened to Cavor, even if
still alive, which seemed
incredible
blood-stained scrap,
powerless to help him
There
, living or dead behind the mantle
rayless night, and there
remain
until
summon our fellow men
assistance
Should I
? Something
sort I had in my mind;
back to earth
were possible, and then as maturer consideration might determine, either to show and explain the sphere to
few discreet persons, and act
, or else
my secret, sell my gold,, obtain weapons, provisions, and an assistant, and return
advantages to deal on equal terms
flimsy people
moon, to rescue Cavor,
were still possible, and at any rate to procure
sufficient supply of gold
my subsequent proceedings on
firmer basis
But that was hoping far; I had first
back

I set myself to decide just exactly how the return to earth
contrived
As I struggled
problem I ceased to worry about what
do when I got there
At last my only care was
back

I puzzled out at last that my best chance
to drop back towards the moon as near as I dared
to gather velocity, then to shut my windows, and fly behind it, and when
past to open my earthward windows, and so get off at
good pace homeward
But whether
ever reach the earth
device, or whether I
simply find myself spinning
in some hyperbolic or parabolic curve or other,
tell
Later I had
happy inspiration, and by opening certain windows
moon, which had appeared
sky in front
earth, I turned my course aside so
head off the earth, which it had become evident
pass behind without some such expedient
very great deal of complicated thinking over these, problems - for
no mathematician - and
end
certain
much more my good luck than my reasoning that enabled me to hit the earth
Had I known then, as
now, the mathematical chances there were against me,
if
troubled even to touch the studs
any attempt
And having puzzled out what I considered
the thing
, I opened all my moonward windows, and squatted down - the effort lifted me for
time some feet or so
air, and I hung there
oddest way - and waited
crescent
bigger and bigger until
near enough for safety
Then
shut the windows, fly past the moon
velocity I had got
- if
smash upon it - and so go on towards the earth

is what

At last
my moonward start was sufficient
I shut out the sight
moon from my eyes, and in
state of mind that was, I now recall, incredibly free from anxiety or any distressful quality, I sat down
vigil
little speck of matter in infinite space
last until
strike the earth
The heater had made the sphere tolerably warm, the air
refreshed
oxygen, and except
faint congestion
head that was always with me while
away from earth,
entire physical comfort
I had extinguished the light again, lest it should fail me
end;
in darkness, save
earthshine
glitter
stars below me
Everything was so absolutely silent and still that
indeed
the only being
universe, and yet, strangely enough, I had no more feeling of loneliness or fear than if I
lying in bed on earth
Now, this seems all the stranger