The First Men in the Moon by H.G. Wells
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.Ah ! I just glanced at my watch, saw that I had already been out just three minutes over the precise half-hour, decided there_was not time to_go round, turned -"

"You always do ."

He looked at me - reflected ."Perhaps I_do, now I come to_think of it .But what_was it you_wanted to_speak to_me about ? "

"Why, this ! "

"This ? "

"Yes .Why do you_do it ? Every night you come making anoise"

"Making anoise ? "

"Like this " - I imitated his buzzing noise .He looked at me, and it_was evident the buzzing awakened distaste ." Do I do_that ? " he asked .

"Every blessed evening ."

"I had no idea ."

He stopped dead .He regarded me gravely ." Can it be," he_said, " that I_have formed aHabit ? "

"Well, it looks like it .Doesn't it ? "

He pulled down his lower lip between finger and thumb .He regarded apuddle at his feet .

"My mind is much occupied," he_said ."And you_want to_know why ! Well, sir, I_can assure you that not_only do I not know why I_do these things, but I_did_not even know I_did them .Come to_think, it_is just as_you say; I never have_been beyond that field .. .. And these things annoy you ? "

For some reason i_was beginning to relent towards him ."Not annoy, I_said ."But - imagine yourself writing aplay ! "

"I couldn't ."

"Well, anything that needs concentration ."

"Ah ! " he_said, " of_course," and meditated .His expression became so eloquent of distress, that I relented still more .After all, there_is atouch of aggression in demanding of aman you don't know why he hums on apublic footpath .

" you_see," he_said weakly, " it's ahabit ."

"Oh, I recognise that ."

" I_must stop it ."

"But not if_it puts you out .After all, I had no business - it's something of aliberty ."

"Not at all, sir," he_said, "not at all . I_am greatly indebted to_you . i_should guard myself against these things .In future i_will .Could I trouble you - once again ? That noise ? "

"Something like this," I_said ." Zuzzoo, zuzzoo .But really, you_know -"

" I_am greatly obliged to_you . in_fact, I_know I_am getting absurdly absent-minded . you_are quite justified, sir - perfectly justified .Indeed, I_am indebted to_you .The thing shall end .And now, sir, I_have already brought you farther than i_should_have done ."

" I_do hope my impertinence -"

"Not at all, sir, not at all ."

We regarded each_other for amoment .I raised my hat and wished him agood evening .He responded convulsively, and so we went our ways .

at_the stile I looked back at his receding figure .His bearing had changed remarkably, he_seemed limp, shrunken .The contrast with_his former gesticulating, zuzzoing self took me in some absurd way as pathetic .I watched him out of sight .Then wishing very heartily I had kept to my own business, I returned to my bungalow and my play .

The next evening I_saw nothing of him, nor the next .But he_was very_much in my mind, and it had occurred to_me that as asentimental comic character he might serve auseful purpose in_the development of_my plot .The third day he_called upon me .

For atime i_was puzzled to_think what had brought him . he_made indifferent conversation in_the most formal way, then abruptly he_came to business . he_wanted to_buy me out of_my bungalow .

" you_see," he_said, "I don't blame you in_the least, but you've destroyed ahabit, and it disorganises my day .I've walked past here for years - years . no_doubt I've hummed .. .. You've made all that impossible ! "

I suggested he might try some other direction .

" No . there_is no other direction . this_is_the only_one .I've inquired .And now - every afternoon at four - I come to adead wall ."

"But, my dear_Sir, if_the thing is so important to_you .. "

"It's vital . you_see, I'm - I'm an investigator - I_am engaged in ascientific research .I live -" he paused and seemed to_think ."Just over there," he_said, and pointed suddenly dangerously near my eye ."The house with white chimneys you_see just over the trees .And my circumstances are abnormal - abnormal . I_am on_the point of completing one_of_the_most important - demonstrations - I_can assure you one_of_the_most important demonstrations that_have ever been made .It requires constant thought, constant mental ease and activity . and_the afternoon was my brightest time ! - effervescing with new ideas - new points of view ."

"But why_not come by still ? "

"It would_be all different . i_should_be self-conscious . i_should think of you at your play -watching me irritated - instead of thinking of_my work .Oh ! I_must_have the bungalow ."

I meditated .Naturally, i_wanted to_think the matter over thoroughly before anything decisive was said . i_was generally ready enough for business in those days, and selling always attracted me; but in_the first place it_was not my bungalow, and even if I sold it to him at agood price I_might get inconvenienced in_the delivery of goods if_the current owner got wind of_the transaction, and in_the second i_was, well - un - discharged . it_was clearly abusiness that required delicate handling .Moreover, the possibility of_his being in pursuit of some valuable invention also interested me .It occurred to_me that i_would like to_know more of_this research, not with any dishonest intention, but simply with an idea that to_know what it_was would_be arelief from play-writing .I threw out feelers .

he_was quite willing to supply information .Indeed, once he_was fairly under way the conversation became amonologue .He talked like aman long pent up, who has had it over with himself again and again .He talked for nearly an hour, and I_must confess I_found it apretty stiff bit of listening .But through it all there_was the undertone of satisfaction one feels when one is neglecting work one has set oneself .During that first interview I gathered very little of_the drift of_his work .Half his words were technicalities entirely strange to_me, and he illustrated one_or_two points with what he_was pleased to_call elementary mathematics, computing on an envelope with acopying-ink pencil, in amanner that made it hard even to seem to understand ."Yes," I_said, "yes .Go on ! " Nevertheless I_made out enough to_convince me that he_was no mere crank playing at discoveries . in_spite of_his crank-like appearance there_was aforce about him that made that impossible .Whatever it_was, it_was athing with mechanical possibilities . he_told me of awork-shed he had, and of three assistants - originally jobbing carpenters - whom he had trained .Now, from_the work-shed to_the patent office is clearly only_one step .He invited me to_see those things .I accepted readily, and took care, by aremark or so, to underline that .The proposed transfer of_the bungalow remained very conveniently in suspense .

At last he rose to depart, with an apology for_the length of_his call .Talking over his work was, he_said, apleasure enjoyed only too rarely . it_was not often he_found such an intelligent listener as myself, he mingled very little with professional scientific men .

" so_much pettiness," he explained; " so_much intrigue ! And really, when one has an idea - anovel, fertilising idea - I don't want to_be uncharitable, but -"

I_am aman who believes in impulses . I_made what_was perhaps arash proposition .But you_must remember, that I


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