my choice,
hold on
end
' "And then--
"Overhead
sky flashed something and burst, and all about us I heard the bullets making
noise like
handful of peas suddenly thrown
They chipped the stones about us, and whirled fragments
bricks and passed
.
"
He put his hand
mouth, and then moistened his lips

"
flash I had turned about
.

"
--she stood up--
"She stood up,
, and moved
step towards me--
"
she wanted to reach me--
"And she
shot
heart
"
He stopped and stared at me
all that foolish incapacity an Englishman feels
occasions
I met his eyes for
moment, and then stared
window
For
long space we kept silence
When at last I looked at him
sitting back
corner, his arms folded
teeth gnawing at his knuckles

He bit his nail suddenly, and stared at it

"I carried her,"
, "towards the temples, in my arms--
it mattered
I don't know why
They seemed
sort of sanctuary,
, they had lasted
, I suppose

"She
died almost instantly
Only--
to her--all the way
"
Silence again

"
those temples,"
abruptly, and indeed he had brought those still, sunlit arcades of worn sandstone very vividly before me

"It
brown one, the big brown one
I sat down on
fallen pillar and held her in my arms
.
Silent
first babble was over
And after
little while the lizards came out and ran about again,
nothing unusual was going on,
nothing had changed
.
tremendously still there, the sun high
shadows still; even the shadows
weeds
entablature were still--
thudding and banging that went all
sky

"I seem to remember
aeroplanes came up
south, and
battle went away
west
One aeroplane was struck, and overset and fell
I remember that--though it didn't interest me
least
It didn't seem to signify
like
wounded gull,
--flapping for
time
water
I
it down the aisle
temple--a black thing
bright blue water

"Three or four times shells burst
beach, and then that ceased
that happened all the lizards scuttled in and hid for
space
That was all the mischief done, except that once
stray bullet gashed the stone hard by--made just
fresh bright surface

"
shadows grew longer, the stillness seemed greater

"The curious thing," he remarked,
manner of
man who makes
trivial conversation, "
I didn't think_--I didn't think at all
I sat with her in my arms amidst the stones--in
sort of lethargy-- stagnant

"And I don't remember waking up
I don't remember dressing that day
myself in my office, with my letters all slit open in front of me, and how
struck
absurdity of being there, seeing that in reality
sitting, stunned,
Paestum Temple with
dead woman in my arms
my letters like
machine
forgotten what they were about
"
He stopped, and
long silence

Suddenly I perceived that we were running down the incline from Chalk Farm to Euston
I started
passing
I turned on him with
brutal question
tone of "Now or never
"
"And did you dream again ? "
"Yes
"
to force himself to finish
His voice was very low

"Once more, and as it were only for
few instants
I seemed
suddenly awakened out of
great apathy,
risen into
sitting position,
body lay there
stones beside me

gaunt body
Not her,
So soon--
not her
.

"
heard voices
know
Only
clearly that men were coming
solitude
that was
last outrage

"I stood up and walked
temple, and then there came into sight--first one man with
yellow face, dressed in
uniform of dirty white, trimmed with blue, and then several, climbing
crest
old wall
vanished city, and crouching there
They were little bright figures
sunlight, and there they hung, weapon in hand, peering cautiously before them

"And further away
others, and then more at another point
wall
long lax line of men in open order

"Presently the man I had first seen stood up and shouted
command,
men came tumbling down the wall and
high weeds towards the temple
He scrambled down
and led them
facing towards me, and when
me he stopped

"At first I had watched these men with
mere curiosity, but when I had seen they meant
temple
moved to forbid them
I shouted
officer

"'
not come here,' I cried, '_I am here
here with my dead
'
"He stared, and then shouted
question back
in some unknown tongue

"I repeated what I had said

"He shouted again, and I folded my arms and stood still
Presently he spoke
men and came forward
He carried
drawn sword

"I signed to him
away, but he continued to advance
him again very patiently and clearly: '
not come here
These are old temples, and
here with my dead
'
"Presently
so close I
his face clearly
narrow face, with dull grey eyes, and
black moustache
He had
scar
upper lip, and
dirty and unshaven
He kept shouting unintelligible things, questions perhaps, at me

"
now that
afraid of me, but
that
occur
As I tried to explain to him he interrupted me in imperious tones, bidding me, I suppose, stand aside

"
past me, and I caught hold of him

"
his face change at my grip

"'You fool,' I cried
'Don't
?
dead ! '
"He started back
He looked at me with cruel eyes

"
sort of exultant resolve leap into them--delight
Then suddenly, with
scowl, he swept his sword back--_so_--and thrust
"
He stopped abruptly

I became aware of
change
rhythm
train
The brakes lifted their voices
carriage jarred and jerked
This present world insisted upon itself, became clamorous
steamy window huge electric lights glaring down from tall masts upon
fog, saw rows of stationary empty carriages passing by, and then
signal-box, hoisting its constellation of green and red
murky London twilight, marched after them
I looked again at his drawn features

"He ran me
heart
with
sort of astonishment--no fear, no pain--but just amazement, that
it pierce me, felt the sword drive home into my body
It didn't hurt,
It didn't hurt at all
"
The yellow platform lights came
field of view, passing first rapidly, then slowly, and at last stopping with
jerk
Dim shapes of men passed to and fro without

"Euston ! " cried
voice

"
-- ? "
"
no pain, no sting or smart
Amazement and then darkness sweeping over everything
The hot, brutal face before me, the face
man who had killed me, seemed to recede
It swept out of existence--"
"Euston ! " clamoured the voices outside; "Euston ! "
The carriage door opened, admitting
flood of sound, and
porter stood regarding us
The sounds of doors slamming,
hoof-clatter of cab-horses, and behind these things the featureless remote roar
London cobble-stones, came to my ears

truck-load of lighted lamps blazed along the platform

"A darkness,
flood of darkness that opened and spread and blotted out all things
"
"Any luggage, sir ? " said the porter

"
end ? " I asked

to hesitate
Then, almost inaudibly, he answered, "_No
"
"You mean ? "
"I couldn't get to her
She was there
other side
temple-- And then--"
"Yes," I insisted
"Yes ? "
"Nightmares," he cried; "nightmares indeed ! My God ! Great birds that fought and tore
"