like
man
prevented the firing of
magazine
The time had gone
no one; the vainest stripling with
badge counted for more than I
The crowd jostled us and bawled
ears; that accursed song deafened us;
woman shrieked at my lady because no badge was on her, and we two went back to our own place again, ruffled and insulted--my lady white and silent, and I a-quiver with rage
So furious was I,
quarrelled with her if
found one shade of accusation in her eyes

"All my magnificence had gone from me
I walked up and down our rock cell, and outside
darkling sea and
light
southward that flared and passed and came again

"'
get out
place,'
over and over
'
my choice, and
no hand
troubles
nothing
war
taken our lives out of all these things
no refuge
go
'
"
we were already in flight
war that covered the world

"And all the rest was Flight--all the rest was Flight
"
He mused darkly

"
was there of it ? "
no answer

"
days ? "
His face was white and drawn
hands were clenched
no heed
curiosity

I tried to draw him back
story with questions

"Where did you go ? "

"When ? "
"
left Capri
"
"South-west,"
, and glanced at me for
second
"We went in
boat
"
"But
thought an aeroplane ? "
"They
seized
"
I questioned him no more
Presently
beginning again
He broke out in an argumentative monotone:
"But why should it be ? If, indeed, this battle, this slaughter and stress, _is life, why have we this craving for pleasure and beauty ? If there _is no refuge,
no place of peace, and if all our dreams of quiet places are
folly and
snare, why have we such dreams ? Surely
no ignoble cravings, no base intentions, had brought us
;
love had isolated us
Love had come
with her eyes and robed in her beauty, more glorious than all else in life,
very shape and colour of life, and summoned me away
I had silenced all the voices, I had answered all the questions--I had come to her
And suddenly
nothing but War and Death ! "
I had an inspiration
"After all,"
, "it
only
dream
"
"A dream ! " he cried, flaming upon me, "a dream--when, even now--"
first time he became animated

faint flush crept into his cheek
He raised his open hand and clenched it, and dropped it
knee
He spoke, looking away from me, and for all the rest
time he looked away
"
but phantoms,"
, "
phantoms of phantoms, desires like cloud shadows and wills of straw that eddy
wind; the days pass, use and wont carry us through as
train carries the shadow
lights--so be it ? But
is real and certain,
is no dream stuff, but eternal and enduring
centre
life, and all other things
are subordinate or altogether vain
I loved her, that woman of
dream
And she and I are dead together !
"A dream ! How can it be
dream, when it drenched
living life with unappeasable sorrow, when it makes all that
lived for and cared for worthless and unmeaning ?
"Until that very moment when she was killed I believed we had still
chance of getting away,"
"All
night and morning that we sailed across the sea from Capri to Salerno we talked of escape
We were full of hope, and it clung about us
end, hope
life together
lead, out of it all,
battle and struggle, the wild and empty passions, the empty, arbitrary 'thou shalt' and 'thou shalt not'
world
We were uplifted,
our quest was
holy thing,
love
another was
mission
.

"Even when
boat we saw the fair face
great rock Capri-- already scarred and gashed
gun emplacements and hiding-places that were
it
fastness--we reckoned nothing
imminent slaughter, though the fury of preparation hung about in puffs and clouds of dust at
hundred points amidst the grey; but, indeed,
text
and talked
There,
,
rock, still beautiful for all its scars, with its countless windows and arches and ways, tier upon tier, for
thousand feet,
vast carving of grey, broken by vine-clad terraces, and lemon and orange groves, and masses of agave and prickly pear, and puffs of almond blossom
And out under the archway
built over the Piccola Marina other boats were coming; and
came round the cape and within sight
mainland, another little string of boats came into view, driving
wind towards the south-west
In
little while
multitude had come out, the remoter just little specks of ultramarine
shadow
eastward cliff

"'
love and reason,'
, 'fleeing from all this madness of war
'
"And though we presently saw
squadron of aeroplanes flying across the southern sky
heed it
There
--a line of little dots
sky--and then more, dotting the south-eastern horizon, and then still more, until all that quarter
sky was stippled with blue specks
Now they were all thin little strokes of blue, and now one and now
multitude would heel and catch the sun and become short flashes of light
They came, rising and falling and growing larger, like some huge flight of gulls or rooks or such-like birds, moving with
marvellous uniformity, and ever
drew nearer they spread over
greater width of sky
The southward wing flung itself in an arrow-headed cloud athwart the sun
And then suddenly they swept round
eastward and streamed eastward, growing smaller and smaller and clearer and clearer again until they vanished
sky
And
we noted
northward, and very high, Gresham's fighting machines hanging high over Naples like an evening swarm of gnats

"It seemed
no more
than
flight of birds

"Even the mutter of guns far away
south-east seemed
to signify nothing
.

"
, each dream
, we were still exalted, still seeking that refuge where
live and love
Fatigue had come upon us, pain and many distresses
For though we were dusty and stained by our toilsome tramping, and half starved, and
horror
dead men we had seen
flight
peasants--for
gust of fighting swept up the peninsula--
things haunting our minds it still resulted only in
deepening resolution to escape
Oh, but she was brave and patient ! She who had never faced hardship and exposure had courage for herself--and me
We went to and fro seeking an outlet, over
country all commandeered and ransacked
gathering hosts of war
Always we went on foot
At first there were other fugitives, but
mingle
Some escaped northward, some were caught
torrent of peasantry that swept along the main roads; many gave themselves
hands
soldiery and were sent northward
men were impressed
But we kept away
things; we had brought no money to bribe
passage north, and I feared
lady
hands
conscript crowds
We had landed at Salerno, and we
turned back from Cava, and we had tried to cross towards Taranto by
pass over Mount Alburno, but we
driven back for want of food, and so we had come down
marshes by Paestum, where those great temples stand alone
I had some vague idea that by Paestum it
possible
boat or something, and take once more to sea
And there it
battle overtook us

"A sort of soul-blindness had me
Plainly I
that we were being hemmed in;
great net
giant Warfare had us in its toils
we had seen the levies that had come down
north going to and fro, and had come upon them
distance amidst the mountains making ways
ammunition and preparing the mounting
guns
Once we fancied they had fired at us, taking us for spies--at any rate
shot had gone shuddering over us
we had hidden in woods from hovering aeroplanes

"But all these things
matter now, these nights of flight and pain
.
We were in an open place near those great temples at Paestum, at last, on
blank stony place dotted with spiky bushes, empty and desolate and so flat that
grove of eucalyptus far away showed
feet
stems
How
it ! My lady was sitting down under
bush resting
little, for she was very weak and weary, and
standing up watching
if
tell the distance
firing that came and went
They were still,
, fighting far from
,
terrible new weapons that had never before been used: guns
carry beyond sight, and aeroplanes
do----What
do no man could foretell

"
that we were
two armies, and
drew together
we were in danger,
stop there and rest !
"Though all those things were in my mind, they were
background
They seemed
affairs beyond our concern
Chiefly,
thinking
lady
An aching distress filled me
first time she had owned herself beaten and had fallen a-weeping
Behind me
hear her sobbing, but
turn round to her because
she had need of weeping, and had held herself
and
well,
, that
weep and rest, and then
toil on again, for I had no inkling
thing that hung so near
Even now
her as she sat there, her lovely hair upon her shoulder, can mark again the deepening hollow of her cheek

"'
had parted,' she said, 'if I had let you go--'
"'No,' said I
'Even now
repent
repent;
my choice,