We had gone
May Day for
round voyage of seven days, but
hogshead got loose and started
plates,
we had
back into port for twelve hours
I left the ship and came home, thinking what
surprise it
wife, and hoping that maybe
me so soon
The thought was in my head as I turned into my own street, and
moment
cab passed me, and there she was, sitting
side of Fairbairn, the two chatting and laughing, with never
thought
as I stood watching them
footpath

" 'I tell you, and I
my word
, that
moment
not my own master, and
all like
dim dream when I look back
I
drinking hard of late,
two things together fairly turned my brain
There's something throbbing in my head now, like
docker's hammer, but that morning I seemed
all Niagara whizzing and buzzing in my ears

" 'Well,
to my heels, and l ran
cab
I had
heavy oak stick in my hand, and I tell you
red
first; but as I ran I got cunning, too, and hung back
little
them without being seen
They pulled up soon
railway station
good crowd round the booking-office, so I got quite close
without being seen
They took tickets for New Brighton
So did I, but I got in three carriages behind them
When we reached it they walked along the Parade, and
never more than
hundred yards
At last
them hire
boat and start for
row, for
very hot day,
thought,
,
cooler
water

" '
just as
given into my hands
bit of
haze, and you
more than
few hundred yards
I hired
boat
, and I pulled after them
I
the blur
craft, but they were going nearly as fast as I, and
been
long mile
shore before I caught them up
The haze was like
curtain all round us, and there were we three
middle of it
My God, shall I ever forget their faces
saw who was
boat that was closing in upon them ? She screamed out
He swore like
madman and jabbed at me with an oar, for
seen death in my eyes
I got past it and got one in with my stick that crushed his head like an egg
spared her, perhaps, for all my madness, but she threw her arms round him, crying out to him, and calling him "Alec
" I struck again, and she lay stretched beside him
like
wild beast then that had tasted blood
If Sarah
there,
Lord, she
joined them
I pulled out my knife, and -- well, there ! I've said enough
It
kind of savage joy when
how Sarah would feel when she had such signs
of what her meddling had brought about
Then I tied the bodies
boat, stove
plank, and stood by until they had sunk
owner would think
had lost their bearings
haze, and had drifted off out to sea
I cleaned myself up, got back to land, and joined my ship without
soul having
suspicion of what had passed
That night
up the packet for Sarah Cushing, and
it from Belfast

" 'There
the whole truth of it
hang me, or do what you like with me, but
punish me as
punished already
shut my eyes but
those two faces staring at me -- staring at me
stared when my boat broke
haze
I killed them quick, but
killing me slow; and if
another night of it
either mad or dead before morning
You won't put me alone into
cell, sir ? Por pity's sake don't, and may you be treated in your day of agony
treat me now
'
"
the meaning of it, Watson ? " said Holmes solemnly als he laid down the paper
"What object is served
circle of misery and violence and fear ? It must tend to some end, or else our universe is ruled by chance,
unthinkable
But what end ?
the great standing perennial problem
human reason is as far from an answer as ever
"