Berenice by Edgar Allan Poe
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and_the once jetty hair fell partially over it, and overshadowed the hollow temples with innumerable ringlets, now of avivid yellow, and jarring discordantly, in their fantastic character, with_the reigning melancholy of_the countenance .The eyes were lifeless, and lustreless, and seemingly pupilless, and I shrank involuntarily from their glassy stare to he contemplation of_the thin and shrunken lips .They parted; and in asmile of peculiar meaning, the teeth of_the changed Berenice disclosed themselves slowly to my view .Would to God that I had never beheld them, or that, having done so, I had died !

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The shutting of adoor disturbed me, and, looking up, I_found that my cousin had departed from_the chamber .But from_the disordered chamber of_my brain, had_not, alas ! departed, and would_not_be driven away, the white and ghastly spectrum of_the teeth .Not aspeck on their surface - not ashade on their enamel - not an indenture in their edges - but what that period of her smile had sufficed to brand in upon my memory . I_saw them now even more unequivocally than I beheld them then .The teeth ! - the teeth ! - they were here, and there, and everywhere, and visibly and palpably before me; long, narrow, and excessively white, with_the pale lips writhing about_them, as in_the very moment of_their first terrible development .Then came the full fury of_my monomania_, and I struggled in vain against its strange and irresistible influence . in_the multiplied objects of_the external world I had no thoughts but for_the teeth . for_these I longed with aphrenzied desire .All other matters and all different interests became absorbed in their single contemplation .They - they alone were present to_the mental eye, and_they, in their sole individuality, became the essence of_my mental life .I held them in every light .I turned them in every attitude .I surveyed their characteristics .I dwelt upon their peculiarities .I pondered upon their conformation .I mused upon_the alteration in their nature .I shuddered as I assigned to_them in imagination asensitive and sentient power, and even when unassisted by_the lips, acapability of moral expression .Of Mademoiselle Salle it_has_been well said, "_Que tous ses pas etaient des sentiments_," and of Berenice I more seriously believed que toutes ses dents etaient des idees .Des idees ! - ah here was_the idiotic thought that destroyed me ! Des idees ! - ah therefore it was_that I coveted them so madly ! I_felt that their possession could alone ever restore me to peace, in giving me back to reason .

and_the evening closed in upon me thus - and then the darkness came, and tarried, and went - and_the day again dawned - and_the mists of asecond night were now gathering around - and still I sat motionless in_that solitary room - and still I sat buried in meditation - and still the phantasma of_the teeth maintained its terrible ascendancy, as, with_the most vivid hideous distinctness, it floated about amid the changing lights and shadows of_the chamber . at_length there broke in upon my dreams acry as of horror and dismay; and thereunto, after apause, succeeded the sound of troubled voices, intermingled with many low moanings of sorrow or of pain .I arose from my seat, and throwing open one_of_the doors of_the library, saw standing out in_the ante-chamber aservant maiden, all in tears, who told me that Berenice was - no more ! She had_been seized with epilepsy in_the early morning, and now, at_the closing in of_the night, the grave was ready for its tenant, and all the preparations for_the burial were completed .

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I_found myself sitting in_the library, and again sitting there alone .It seemed that I had newly awakened from aconfused and exciting dream . I_knew that_it_was now midnight, and i_was well aware, that since_the setting of_the sun, Berenice had_been interred .But of_that dreary period which intervened I had no positive, at_least no definite comprehension .Yet its memory was replete with horror - horror more horrible from being vague, and terror more terrible from ambiguity . it_was afearful page in_the record my existence, written all over with dim, and hideous, and unintelligible recollections .I strived to decypher them, but in vain; while ever and anon, like the spirit of adeparted sound, the shrill and piercing shriek of afemale voice seemed to_be ringing in my ears .I had done adeed - what_was it ? I asked myself the question aloud, and_the whispering echoes of_the chamber answered me, - "_what was_it ? "

on_the table beside me burned alamp, and near it lay alittle box . it_was of no remarkable character, and I had seen it frequently before, for_it was_the property of_the family physician; but how came it there_, upon my table, and why did I shudder in regarding it ? These things were in no manner to_be accounted for, and my eyes at_length dropped to_the open pages of abook, and to asentence underscored therein .The words were the singular but simple ones of_the poet Ebn Zaiat: - "_Dicebant mihi sodales si sepulchrum amicae visitarem, curas meas aliquantulum fore levatas ." Why then, as I perused them, did the hairs of_my head erect themselves on end, and_the blood of_my body become congealed within my veins ?

There came alight tap at_the library door - and, pale as_the tenant of atomb, amenial entered upon tiptoe .His looks were wild with terror, and he spoke to_me in avoice tremulous, husky, and very low .What said he ? - some broken sentences I heard . he_told of awild cry disturbing the silence of_the night - of_the gathering together of_the household - of asearch in_the direction of_the sound; and then his tones grew thrillingly distinct as he whispered me of aviolated grave - of adisfigured body enshrouded, yet still breathing - still palpitating - still alive !

He pointed to garments; - they were muddy and clotted with gore .I spoke not, and he_took me gently by_the hand: it_was indented with_the impress of human nails .He directed my attention to some object against the wall .I looked at it for some minutes: it_was aspade .With ashriek I bounded to_the table, and grasped the box that lay upon it .But I_could_not force it open; and in my tremor, it slipped from my hands, and fell heavily, and burst into pieces; and from_it, with arattling sound, there rolled out some instruments of dental surgery, intermingled with thirty-two small, white and ivory-looking substances that were scattered to and fro about_the floor .

Notes--Berenice

{*1} For as Jove, during the winter season, gives twice seven days of warmth, men have called this element and temperate time the nurse of_the beautiful Halcyon -- Simonides_


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