something

by Hans Christian Andersen

translation by H .P .Paull (1872)

"I mean to_be somebody, and do something useful in_the_world," said the eldest of five brothers ."I don't care how humble my position is, so_that I_can only do some good, which will_be something .I intend to_be abrickmaker; bricks are always wanted, and I_shall_be really doing something ."

" your ' something' is_not enough for_me," said the second brother; " what you talk of doing is nothing at all, it_is journeyman's work, or might even be_done by a machine . no ! i_should prefer to_be a builder at once, there_is something real in_that .a man gains a position, he becomes a citizen, has his own sign, his own house of call for_his workmen: so I_shall_be a builder . if all goes well, in_time I_shall become a master, and_have my own journeymen, and my wife will_be treated as a master's wife . this_is what I call something ."

"I call it all nothing," said the third; " not in reality any position . there_are many in a town far above a master builder in position . you_may_be an upright man, but even as a master you_will only be ranked among common men . I_know better what to_do than that . i_will_be an architect, which will place me among those who possess riches and intellect, and who speculate in art . I_shall certainly have to rise by my own endeavors from a bricklayer's laborer, or as a carpenter's apprentice- alad wearing a paper cap, although I now wear a silk hat . I_shall_have to fetch beer and spirits for_the journeymen, and they_will call me ' thou,' which will_be an insult . I_shall endure it, however, for I_shall look upon it all as amere representation, a masquerade, a mummery, which to- morrow, that_is, when I myself as a journeyman, shall_have served my_time, will vanish, and I_shall go my way, and all that has passed will_be nothing to_me . then I_shall enter the academy, and get instructed in drawing, and be called an architect . I_may even attain to rank, and_have something placed before or after my name, and I_shall build as others have_done before me . by_this there_will_be always ' something' to_make me remembered, and is_not that worth living for ? "

" not in my opinion," said the fourth; " i_will never follow the lead of others, and only imitate what they_have done . i_will_be a genius, and become greater than all of you together . i_will create a new style of building, and introduce a plan for erecting houses suitable to_the climate, with material easily obtained in_the country, and thus suit national feeling and_the developments of_the age, besides building astorey for_my own genius ."

" but supposing the climate and_the material are_not good for much," said the fifth brother, " that_would_be very unfortunate for_you, and_have an influence over your experiments . nationality may assert itself until it becomes affectation, and_the developments of a century may run wild, as youth often does . I_see clearly that none of you_will ever really be anything worth notice, however you_may now fancy it . but do as_you like, I_shall_not imitate you .I mean to_keep clear of all these things, and criticize what you_do . in every action something imperfect may_be discovered, something not right, which I_shall_make it my business to_find out and expose; that_will_be something, I fancy ." and he kept his word, and became a critic .

people said of_this fifth brother, " there_is something very precise about him; he has a good head- piece, but he_does nothing ." and on_that very account they thought he_must_be something .

now, you_see, this_is a little history which will never end; as long as_the world exists, there_will always be men like these five brothers . and what became of_them ? were they each nothing or something ? you shall hear; it_is quite a history .

the eldest brother, he who fabricated bricks, soon discovered that each brick, when finished, brought him in a small coin, if only a copper one; and many copper pieces, if placed one upon another, can_be changed into ashining shilling; and at whatever door a person knocks, who has a number of_these in_his hands, whether it be the baker's, the butcher's, or the tailor's, the door flies open, and he_can get all he_wants . so you_see the value of bricks . some_of_the bricks, however, crumbled to pieces, or were broken, but the elder brother found a use for even these .

on_the high bank of earth, which formed adyke on_the sea- coast, a poor woman named Margaret wished to build herself a house, so all the imperfect bricks were given to her, and a few whole ones with_them; for_the eldest brother was a kind-hearted man, although he never achieved anything higher than making bricks . the poor woman built herself a little house- it_was small and narrow, and_the window was quite crooked, the door too low, and_the straw roof might_have_been better thatched . but still it_was a shelter, and from within you_could look far over the sea, which dashed wildly against the sea- wall on_which the little house was built . the salt waves sprinkled their white foam over it, but it stood firm, and remained long after he who had given the bricks to build it_was dead and buried .

the second brother of_course knew better how to build than poor Margaret, for he served an apprenticeship to learn it . when his time was up, he packed up his knapsack, and went on_his travels, singing the journeyman's song,-

" while young, I_can wander without a care,
and build new houses everywhere;
fair and bright are my dreams of home,
always thought of wherever I roam .

Hurrah for a workman's life of glee !
there's aloved one at home who thinks of me;
home and friends I_can ne'er forget,
and I mean to_be a master yet ."

and_that is what he_did . on_his return home, he became a master builder,- built one house after another in_the town, till they formed quite a street, which, when finished, became really an ornament to_the town . these houses built a house for him in return, which_was to_be his own . but how can houses build a house ? if_the houses were asked, they_could_not answer; but the people would understand, and say, " certainly the street built his house for him ." it_was not very large, and_the floor was of lime; but when he danced with_his bride on_the lime- covered floor, it_was to him white and shining, and from every stone in_the wall flowers seemed to spring forth and decorate the room as with_the richest tapestry . it_was really a pretty house, and in_it were a happy pair . the flag of_the corporation fluttered before it, and_the journeymen and apprentices shouted "Hurrah ." he had gained his position, he had made himself something, and at last he died, which_was " something" too .

now we come to_the architect, the third brother, who had_been first a carpenter's apprentice, had worn acap, and served as an errand boy, but afterwards went to_the academy, and risen to_be an architect, a high and noble gentleman .Ah yes, the houses of_the new street, which the brother who was a master builder erected, may_have built his house for him, but the street received its name from_the architect, and_the handsomest house in_the street became his property . that was something, and he_was " something," for he had a list of titles before and after his name . his children were called " wellborn," and when he died, his widow was treated as a lady of position, and_that was " something ." his name remained always written at_the corner of_the street, and lived in every_one's mouth as its name . yes, this also was something ."

and what about_the genius of_the family- the fourth brother- who wanted to invent something new and original ? he tried to build a lofty storey himself, but it fell to pieces, and he fell with it and broke his neck . however, he had a splendid funeral, with_the city flags and music in_the procession; flowers were strewn on_the pavement, and three orations were spoken over his grave, each_one longer than_the other . he_would_have liked this very_much during his life, as_well as_the poems about him in_the papers, for he liked nothing so_well as to_be talked of .a monument was also erected over his grave . it_was only another storey over him, but that was " something," now he_was dead, like the three other brothers .

the youngest- the critic- outlived them all, which_was quite right for him . it gave him the opportunity of having the last word, which to him was of great importance . people always said he had a good head- piece . at last his hour came, and he died, and arrived at_the gates of heaven .Souls always enter these gates in pairs; so he_found himself standing and waiting for admission with another; and who_should it be but old dame Margaret, from_the house on_the dyke ! " it_is evidently for_the sake of contrast that I and this wretched soul should arrive here exactly at_the same time," said the critic ." pray who_are you, my good woman ? " said he; " do_you_want to_get in here too ? "

and_the old woman curtsied as_well as she_could; she thought it must_be St .Peter himself who spoke to her ." I_am a poor old woman," she said, " without my family . I_am old Margaret, that lived in_the house on_the dyke ."

" well, and what have_you done- what great deed have_you performed down below ? "

" I_have_done nothing at all in_the_world that could give_me a claim to_have these doors open for_me," she said ." it would_be only through mercy that I_can_be allowed to slip in through_the gate ."

" in what manner did you leave the world ? " he asked, just for_the sake of saying something; for_it made him feel very weary to stand there and wait .

" how I left the world ? " she replied; " why, I_can scarcely tell you . during_the_last years of_my life i_was sick and miserable, and i_was unable to bear creeping out of bed suddenly into_the frost and cold . last winter was a hard winter, but I_have got over it all now . there were a few mild days, as_your honor, no_doubt, knows . the ice lay thickly on_the lake, as far one could_see . the people came from_the town, and walked upon it, and_they say there were dancing and skating upon it, I believe, and a great feasting . the sound of beautiful music came into my poor little room where I lay . towards evening, when_the moon rose beautifully, though not yet in her full splendor, I glanced from my bed over the wide sea; and there, just where the sea and sky met, rose a curious white cloud .I lay looking at_the cloud till I observed a little black spot in_the middle of it, which gradually grew larger and larger, and then I_knew what it meant- I_am old and experienced; and although this token is_not often seen, I_knew it, and ashuddering seized me . twice in my life had I seen this same thing, and I_knew that there would_be an awful storm, with a spring tide, which would overwhelm the poor people who were now out on_the ice, drinking, dancing, and making merry . young and old, the whole city, were there; who was to warn them, if no one noticed the sign, or knew what it meant as I_did ? i_was so alarmed, that I_felt more strength and life than I had done for some_time .I got out of bed, and reached the window; I_could_not crawl any farther from weakness and exhaustion; but I managed to open the window . I_saw the people outside running and jumping about on_the ice; I_saw the beautiful flags waving in_the wind; I heard the boys shouting, 'Hurrah ! ' and_the lads and lasses singing, and everything full of merriment and joy . but there_was the white cloud with_the black spot hanging over them .I cried out as loudly as I_could, but no one heard me; i_was too far off from_the people . soon would the storm burst, the ice break, and all who were on_it be irretrievably lost . they_could_not hear me, and to_go to_them was quite out of_my power .Oh, if I_could only get them safe on land ! then came the thought, as_if from heaven, that i_would rather set fire to my bed, and let the house be burnt down, than that so_many people should perish miserably .I got a light, and in a few_moments the red flames leaped up as a beacon to_them .I escaped fortunately as far as_the threshold of_the door; but there I fell down and remained: I_could go no farther . the flames rushed out towards me, flickered on_the window, and rose high above the roof . the people on_the ice became aware of_the fire, and ran as fast as possible to help a poor sick woman, who, as_they thought, was being burnt to death . there_was not one who did_not run .I heard them coming, and I also at_the same time was conscious of a rush of air and a sound like the roar of heavy artillery . the spring flood was lifting the ice covering, which brake into a thousand pieces . but the people had reached the sea- wall, where the Sparks were flying round .I had saved them all; but I suppose I_could_not survive the cold and fright; so I_came up here to_the gates of paradise . I_am told they_are open to poor creatures such as I_am, and I_have now no house left on earth; but I_do_not_think that_will give_me a claim to_be admitted here ."

then the gates were opened, and an angel led the old woman in . she had dropped one little straw out of her straw bed, when she set it on fire to save the lives of so_many . it had_been changed into_the purest gold- into gold that constantly grew and expanded into flowers and fruit of immortal beauty .

" see," said the angel, pointing to_the wonderful straw, " this_is what the poor woman has brought . what dost thou bring ? I_know thou hast accomplished nothing, not even made a single brick . even if thou couldst return, and at_least produce so_much, very likely, when made, the brick would_be useless, unless done with a good will, which_is always something . but thou canst not return to earth, and I_can do nothing for thee ."

then the poor soul, the old mother who had lived in_the house on_the dyke, pleaded for him . she said, " his brother made all the stone and bricks, and sent them to_me to build my poor little dwelling, which_was a great deal to_do for a poor woman like me . could_not all these bricks and pieces be as a wall of stone to prevail for him ? it_is an act of mercy; he_is wanting it now; and here_is_the very fountain of mercy ."

" then," said the angel, " thy brother, he who has_been looked upon as_the meanest of you all, he whose honest deeds to thee appeared so humble,- it_is he who has sent you this heavenly gift . thou shalt not be turned away . thou shalt have permission to stand without the gate and reflect, and repent of thy life on earth; but thou shalt not be admitted here until thou hast performed one good deed of repentance, which will indeed for thee be something ."

" I_could_have expressed that better," thought the critic; but he_did_not_say it aloud, which for him was something, after all .

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