No. 2 The Adventure of the Cardboard Box by Arthur Conan Doyle
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" ' it_was to_see Sarah that he_came to my house first, but soon it_was to_see us, for he_was a man with winning ways, and he_made friends wherever he went . he_was adashing, swaggering chap, smart and curled, who had seen half the world and could talk of what he had seen . he_was good company, I won't deny it, and he had wonderful polite ways with_him for a sailor man, so_that i_think there must_have been a time when he_knew more of_the poop than_the forecastle . for a month he_was in and out of_my house, and never once did it cross my mind that harm might come of_his soft, tricky ways . and then at last something made me suspect, and from_that day my peace was gone forever .

" ' it_was only a little thing, too .I had come into_the parlour unexpected, and as I walked in at_the door I_saw a light of welcome on my wife's face . but as she saw who it_was it faded again, and she turned away with a look of disappointment . that was enough for_me . there_was no one but Alec Fairbairn whose step she could_have mistaken for mine . if I_could_have seen him then i_should_have killed him, for I_have always been like a madman when my temper gets loose .Mary saw the devil's light in my eyes, and she ran forward with her hands on my sleeve ."Don't, Jim, don't ! " says she ." where's Sarah ? " I asked ." in_the kitchen," says she ."Sarah," says I as I went in, " this man Fairbairn is never to darken my door again ." " why_not ? " says she ." because I order it ." "Oh ! " says she, " if_my friends are_not good enough for_this house, then I_am not good enough for_it either ." " you_can do what you like," says I, " but if Fairbairn shows his face here again I'll send_you one of_his ears for a keepsake ." she was frightened by my face, i_think, for she never answered a word, and_the same evening she left my house .

" ' well, I don't know now whether it_was pure devilry on_the_part of_this woman, or whether she thought that she_could turn me against my wife by encouraging her to misbehave . anyway, she took a house just two streets off and let lodgings to sailors .Fairbairn used to stay there, and Mary would go round to_have tea with her sister and him . how often she went I don't know, but I followed her one day, and as I broke in at_the door Fairbairn got away over the back garden wall, like the cowardly skunk that he_was .I swore to my wife that i_would kill her if I_found her in_his company again, and I led her back with me, sobbing and trembling, and as white as a piece of paper . there_was no trace of love between_us any longer .I could_see that she hated me and feared me, and when_the thought of it drove me to drink, then she despised me as_well .

" ' well, Sarah found that she_could_not make aliving in Liverpool, so she went back, as I understand, to live with her sister in Croydon, and things jogged on much the same as ever at home . and then came this last week and all the misery and ruin .

" ' it_was in_this_way . we had gone on_the may day for a round voyage of seven days, but a hogshead got loose and started one_of_our plates, so_that we had to_put back into port for twelve hours .I left the ship and came home, thinking what a surprise it would_be for_my wife, and hoping that maybe she_would be_glad_to_see me so soon . the thought was in my head as I turned into my own street, and at_that moment a cab passed me, and there she was, sitting by_the side of Fairbairn, the two chatting and laughing, with never a thought for_me as I stood watching them from_the footpath .

" 'I tell you, and I give_you my word for_it, that from_that moment i_was not my own master, and it_is all like a dim dream when I look back on_it .I had_been drinking hard of late, and_the two things together fairly turned my brain . there's something throbbing in my head now, like adocker's hammer, but that morning I seemed to_have all Niagara whizzing and buzzing in my ears .

" ' well, i_took to my heels, and l ran after_the cab .I had a heavy oak stick in my hand, and I tell you I_saw red from_the first; but as I ran I got cunning, too, and hung back a little to_see them without being seen . they pulled up soon at_the railway station . there_was a good crowd round the booking- office, so I got quite close to_them without being seen . they took tickets for new Brighton . so did I, but I got in three carriages behind them . when we reached it they walked along the parade, and i_was never more than a hundred yards from_them . at last I_saw them hire a boat and start for a row, for it_was a very hot day, and_they thought, no_doubt, that_it would_be cooler on_the water .

" ' it_was just as if_they had_been given into my hands . there_was a bit of a haze, and you_could_not see more than a few hundred yards .I hired a boat for_myself, and I pulled after them .I could_see the blur of_their craft, but they were going nearly as fast as I, and they_must_have been a long mile from_the shore before I caught them up . the haze was like a curtain all round us, and there were we three in_the middle of it . my god, shall I ever forget their faces when_they saw who was in_the boat that was closing in upon them ? she screamed out . he swore like a madman and jabbed at me with an oar, for he_must_have seen death in my eyes .I got past it and got one in with my stick that crushed his head like an egg . i_would_have spared her, perhaps, for all my madness, but she threw her arms round him, crying out to him, and calling him "Alec ." I struck again, and she lay stretched beside him . i_was like a wild beast then that had tasted blood . if Sarah had_been there, by_the lord, she should_have joined them .I pulled out my knife, and -- well, there ! I've said enough . it gave_me a kind of savage joy when i_thought how Sarah would feel when she had such signs as_these of what her meddling had brought about . then I tied the bodies into_the boat, stove a plank, and stood by until they had sunk . I_knew very_well that_the owner would think that_they had lost their bearings in_the haze, and had drifted off out to sea .I cleaned myself up, got back to land, and joined my ship without a soul having a suspicion of what had passed . that night I_made up the packet for Sarah Cushing, and next_day I_sent it from Belfast .

" ' there you_have the whole truth of it . you_can hang me, or do what you like with me, but you_cannot punish me as I_have_been punished already . I_cannot shut my eyes but I_see those two faces staring at me -- staring at me as_they stared when my boat broke through_the haze .I killed them quick, but they_are killing me slow; and if I_have another night of it I_shall_be either mad or dead before morning . you won't put me alone into a cell, sir ? Por pity's sake don't, and may you be treated in your day of agony as_you treat me now .'

" what_is the meaning of it, Watson ? " said Holmes solemnly als he laid down the paper ." what object is served by_this circle of misery and violence and fear ? it must tend to some end, or else our universe is ruled by chance, which_is unthinkable . but what end ? there_is the great standing perennial problem to_which human reason is as far from an answer as ever ."


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